Date	Name/email Nom/email	What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
24 Jan 2026	kait f.	'sillysucker' - not sure if you're reading this... i think your way of viewing human interaction is very thought-provoking. but an important thing to remember is that there's still human consciousnesses behind the interactions people have with each other, regardless of the medium. people might talk through bytes on a screen, but the human connections are still very real! i do truly hope that you one day find someone who understands you beyond just a flawed perception. as for why people (myself included) treat this form as some kind of journal space? i speculate two different reasons. people encounter this site at very low & emotional points in their lives and they either: 1. post on here because they dont have anyone else to make them feel truly heard or cared about 2. post on here because this site means a lot to them
21 Jan 2026	sillysucker69	Let me explain to you why we are so misunderstood, Mouchette. Some people seem to have trouble believing you are real. I do not. Humans desire social interaction. This internet communication is not social contact in any way, but we desire it, because it allows us to fabricate an individual. It allows us to spitefully disregard the billions of neurons and trillions of cells that make up the person on the other end of the screen and invent in our minds a person we sculpt in our self-loving image and are free to masturbate to or vent to or speak to about the most absurd yet intricate topics in whose realm no previous speech has ever ventured near, but not to speak with, or do anything with, because these people are not real. They are bytes. They could send you all the pictures of all their body parts from every angle, give you voice clips, videos, detailed descriptions of harrowing mental disorders on and on- it makes no difference. I have this relationship with you and everyone I have ever met, and you with everyone who has ever left anything on this site, and likewise. Physical contact is an incredibly small step toward the unattainable human connection. People perceive us in many different ways. They might see us as stoic and admire our mental fortitude, or as cowards who classify vocal discipline as verbal assault. To perceive us at all is a fool’s endeavor. As far as someone can be perceived, he is meaningless. I do not say things to amuse others. I minimize my verbiage in an attempt to disallow others the gratification of their mental image as much as I can, because I despise the mockery of myself that lives inside everyone I’ve interacted with, and the idea of their complacency with it, and the fact that I have that idea. These are horrid, disheveled portraits, and allowing them to exist is a blight on humanity. But without them, we do not exist here, so there is no love for us, here. That is the crux of it. For me, loneliness is not a vice: it is a solution, which I have seen so through that my mind has been tared and it is difficult to substantiate myself. But the true and final solution has been lurking all this time, and it is suicide.
21 Jan 2026	sillysucker69	I do find it strange that you’ve been “under 13” since 1998, but it’s ok… Why should we be slaves to time? :) There is something strange as well about the answers to this form. I thought there might be maybe some more trolling or just anything that assumes the presence of other humans, including you. But I’m not sure what I expected in particular… I mean, it’s not a journal space or a roleplay, but it’s certainly being used that way. I would also be surprised if quality didn’t arise from quantity (you are lucky to have this many replies) and you haven’t gotten a good answer yet; you must not have if you’re still around here. I wish I had found that out when I was 12; it would have spared me a lot of inconvenience. I might have if I knew how to code. Your options for suicide widen as you get older, until you are essentially a flick of the wrist away from death. Does that make you feel better?
14 Jan 2026	sillysucker69	For decades my favorite word has been Mouchette, My tongue makes the path of a fly. If could be every phrase would end, “Mouchette,” But language is never so kind.
20 Dec 2025	K. / kait f.	keep in mind that the pain does not last forever and make it your goal to find out what life in the future looks like. one day, all of your current mental turmoil will become a distant memory. your 12 year old self will be dead, but overwritten by your new self who knows how to be happy im devastated that my childhood was stolen from me, but i am at least now happier than ever. i still have many mental health issues, but every day i am surrounded by the activities and people i love p.s: in the past year, me and someone else have written on this form as "k", but we are different people that coincidentally used the same name. i wrote the message from 23 mar 2025 expressing my gratitude for the site. to avoid confusion, i will write under "kait f" from now on. i wonder how johnny melton is doing? i wish more people would write here often, but i guess everyone comes and goes
28 Nov 2025	k	be born anew, get rid of everything you own and leave everything behind. grow up and figure out your life before you end it prematurely. i've been suffering with depression for years, and after becoming a new person, i've felt slightly better lol...
29 Oct 2025	Ghost	I think it's very sad that people still find this website by looking up how to end their lives. Yesterday a good friend of mine was considering suicide, I promised him I'd always be here for him. All of my friends have considered suicide from september to now. I can't believe we're in 2025, with all the technology we have, we couldn't solve the fact that people still want to kill themselves. I can't believe people tell other people to kill themselves. It's cruel. Life will get better, no matter how much time has passed without change. I love you, strangers.
27 Oct 2025	dae	reinvent yourself. run away. cut and dye your hair. get whatever surgeries, medications, occupations that it will take. cut ties. never look anyone in the eye again. burn your records. kill the old self but live to witness the reincarnation. nifty trick? maybe it's stupid. worth a shot.
25 Oct 2025	igiza	i̴͕̗̠̮͈̼̓ͦ̈́ͯ̆ͭ͒ͬͦ̀͊́̽ͧ͌̕͡g̷̸̨̢̛̯̱̲̞͕̖͉̼̜̩̠̖͚̀̅͛̉͑ͣ͑ͥ͛̿̓̑͗͘̕̕̕͜͟͝i̴̸̛͚̮̯̙̟̳̲̣̙̠̥͕̞͖͕͙̬̿̿̍ͣ̒ͮ̈́̎̑̇̋̀̈́̏̆́ͦ͛̕̕͠͠͡͡z̧̞̭̬̫̦͈̄ͧͫͫ̽̒̌̇ͯͥͫ̓̏ͦ͗͊̎ͅa̵̢͍̙̥͓̪̙̭͐ͨ̈́͑̄̒̓͠ v̶̡͍̩̰̞ͫ͂̐ͨ̄̽͒̆ͮ̕ͅe̸̪̩̯͉͎͖̎̍̀̇ͦ̋̉͋̾ͦ͗͋̎̋̿̐͛͐͜͞͡͞͠ͅẑ̵̸̴̷͚͍̥̮ͪ͗̂̅ͧ̏͑́̇̄̎͢͡d̶̷̴̸̯̪̼̺̰̯̦͔̮̹̰͑ͮͣ̓ͨͫ͊ͮ͌ͧ̀ͥ̐ͨͦ̀̒ͭͨ̚͘̕͢͟͝è̢̫̝_̵͎̟̣͓ͭͤ͌̍
09 Oct 2025	moony	if you're seeing this, im proud of you. dont give up
08 Oct 2025	GhostGirl	Salut mouchette ! Je m'appelle Ghosty et je te trouve une artiste incroyable… La vie n'est pas parfaite, mais à chaque fois que je vois ce que tu fais, j'ai l'impression que le monde va et vient à toute vitesse, car tu comprends ce que je ressens. La mort est inévitable et, honnêtement, je pense que toute méthode que tu choisis pour mettre fin à tes jours est une bonne chose.
14 Sep 2025	Johnny Melton	The best way to kill yourself when you're under 13 is to postpone it until your old self liquifies and you emerge as a weirdly well-adjusted young adult.
14 Sep 2025	Johnny Melton	Dear Mouchette: I said something ridiculous and embarrassing on 22 Jul 2024 under the category "cat=submitted". I'd really appreciate if you took it down so it wasn't publicly accessible on the internet under that link.
09 Sep 2025	Azrea	My body feels too big My body feels too small This room feels too tight I cant breathe at all. The ceilings looking different Your gaze is turning dark The sky is slowly falling Im searching for a spark Theres yearning in my lungs A yearning for a run A run from fear and fun A place to hang my head A place to drown my fear Tell me why im tired Youll say its from the sun "The sun can drain your energy" Id say its from the run I think im tired of living What else is there to do? This breathings getting heavy, Theres nothing i can do My body feels too big My body feels too small This room is getting tighter This room doesnt end at all If i look in a mirror Will i finally see That im still the same person The person you think of me My body feels too big My body feels too small My body feels too big Im tired of it all
09 Sep 2025	Azrea	I am an arrow in battle, i miss my target and lie lodged in the dirt far away from others. I feel useless, angry, i wanted to hit my target. I blame myself, but i was only led astray because of my archer. But then again, I am just an arrow. How am I to know it wasn't my fault? I could've been built different from the others, I could be frayed, bent, maybe slightly crushed. But that's not the arrows fault, its the archers. Its the archers fault for not being gentle, for not caring enough, for lousily aiming for the nearest target and then missing, for pointing the arrow in the wrong direction, for pulling the arrow back too far and then shooting it forward where it wasnt ready. Its the archers fault Its the archers fault for leaving me in the dirt, even though he saw me lying there. Its the archers fault Dont blame yourself.
09 Sep 2025	Azrea	I am an arrow in battle, i miss my target and lie lodged in the dirt far away from others. I feel useless, angry, i wanted to hit my target. I blame myself, but i was only led astray because of my archer. But then again, I am just an arrow. How am I to know it wasn't my fault? I could've been built different from the others, I could be frayed, bent, maybe slightly crushed. But that's not the arrows fault, its the archers. Its the archers fault for not being gentle, for not caring enough, for lousily aiming for the nearest target and then missing, for pointing the arrow in the wrong direction, for pulling the arrow back too far and then shooting it forward where it wasnt ready. Its the archers fault Its the archers fault for leaving me in the dirt, even though he saw me lying there. Its the archers fault Dont blame yourself.
23 Aug 2025	delyla	i know flies in milk i know the man by his clothes i know fair weather from foul i know the apple by the tree i know the tree when i see the sap i know when all is one i know who labors and who loads i know everything but myself
22 Aug 2025	Azrea	LONG AFTER I AM GONE When I go, Do not search the rope, the river, the room. Find me instead in the sunsets red hush, Passed between petals that never learned my name. I want the flowers to hold me Better than I ever held myself The sky to burn with the secret I could never speak aloud If you see beauty, See me Because I will be everything I could not become, long after I am gone
22 Aug 2025	Azrea	TONIGHT, THE AIR TASTES OF METAL I am lying in bed, But my chest is locked door, And my hands have forgotten how to turn the key. There's a hum beneath the floorboards It is my heart. It is the old pipes rattling, Thirsty for the blood they will never get. I want to tell you, That I'm fine, That I've learned to live with the Shadows Like one learns to live with mold on the walls. Pretending it isn't growing, Pretending the air doesn't burn when I breathe. Mouchette, do you believe in Mercy? Not the kind they talk about in church, All white robes and Golden light, But the kind that comes in the middle of the night, And presses your head gently under Until the noise stops. I wish I was ready for it.
18 Aug 2025	mouchette	Open console with tilde ~, type kill and then press enter or return.

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