What is the best way to commit suicide when you're under 13?

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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?

Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?

02 Jan 2011 billy Shaw well im 14 at the moment and i didnt really care that my parents were deforced when i was 4 as my mum was really nice. but when i was 14 i asked my mum about my dad and i found out that he abused her and me and had a criminal record, this mad me really angry. and i was a really angry kid in primary and i turned it around in secondary and was starting to think it was getting better, but i was wrong i have been bullied by different people on and off throughout year 7 8 9 and now in year 10. but now i have had enough the name calling has got enough and my 2 best friends are ignoring me and my only friend i have left doesnt talk to me much. i tryed to talk to my brother but he wanted to tell my mother about how i felt. so ihave decided to keep my feelings to my self. i thought it was good at home because the bullies werent here but i was wrong they leave me messages on facebook and youtube and tonight i just want to end it. but i know i dont have the right resources to kill myself but im thinking of getting my mums cooking knife and putting it on my head to kill my brain. if i dont comment again i have ended it

26 Dec 2010 Anonumous im only 14 and ive been depressed sence i was 11. My dad died when i was only 13, my grandpa died when i was 11, im just waiting for some one else close to me to die...next time someone dies im going to die too. i think the best way of suicid is to make it as messy as possible. wen i die im going to make it look like a murder. I dont know why it just seems like it would make me importand for a few days...

14 Dec 2010 Ajay I dont have ne other way to talk 2 u.i want to kill myself and my parents wit me i cant visit dis website pls do ans me at ajayk@usa.com.if u kill us my property ill b urs.

14 Dec 2010 sh0oting_stars i was really depressed with my lyf still now i try to think of alot of ways to be happy but i always fail dere is so much pressure frm parents n evryone but i was depressed frm dese close ppl cz dey nevr undersand my feelings im kinda person who luvs to deal with lyf lightly but my parents its lyk dey dun even care abt me dey r not treating me with proper way u knw wat my bf dumped me i had no frnds i dun hav a social lyf itz all cause of parents i feel lyk killing myself all da tym even if i get a chance but i was survive

06 Dec 2010 nana im 18 yers old hopeless female.i once tried 2 suicide but i failed in killing myself. i really cant hold on. im falling apart from all sides. my life is unbearable. and im thinking of doing it again but this time ill be sure to stop my pain forever. fuck life

03 Dec 2010 aom ive read alot of the comments that were left and they are disgusting...i suffered constant pain for over 10 years now and i have been able to cope with it...just try seeking God.

30 Nov 2010 george m.p ogston for the past 10 and a half months i have felt pressure after pressure put on me from friends, family,and even my girlfriend. i felt sad my girlfriend yes still my girlfriend hass cheated over 10 times on me flurts with every guy she knows and has been with her exs well with me. my friends have all left me cause i have "changed"that hurt my family turns there head when i talk to them i drink and i smoke i dont do drugs i have been so close to killing my self multipul times like being drunk to the point where u cant even shut ur eyes, getting hit by a car twice in the same week getting the shit beat out of my self on purpose i have been threw a lot and i cant stop this is for real not fake i need help i cant get it i turn to my family and friends even my "girlfriend" who lies to me every day about friend that are really her exs with differnt names and each time i get the door slammed in my face i want to die most of the time love george xoxo

24 Nov 2010 casey fitzgerald hey im casey. im 15 femalee and im ready to die. it started wen i was told i was adopted. i flipped out and everything wen down hill. i smoke alot of pot and sometimes ciggs. i dn drink but i want to so it can kill me in the future or w.e. i started having depression at 13 and its severe. they cnt put me on meds cuz i was to younge and it will mess me up. i hate my life my family. no body loves me and wen i say nobody i honestly mean it.
my boyfriend of 7months is being a bitch right now. hes caling me a liar and that i am using him for sex. im doind neither of those but i cnt handle anymore of this stupid fucking heart break that ima kill my self on sunday. im ready and i have taken in wa i need to do and wils onn aquire wat i need. and yes i am taking the cowards way out cuz if u lived my life... u still wouldnt understand

16 Nov 2010 Angelj i am turning thirteen next month. I have thought about suicide my whole life... someone i thought i could trust hurt me recently... i cut myself and he told EVERYONE... he's been one of my best friends since i was little and he just turned on me. my dad beat my older sister witha 2 by 4 28 times... my dad tried to hang himself by a belt right in front of all of my brothers and sisters and me wen i was years old.... i want 2 die... no1 gets it... i feel lke im screaming in the middle of a crowded room and no1 will look up... ive tried 2 ell ppl but they just brush it aide lke im joking...ive come real close to death before....i was holding a gun inside my mout b4....the only ppl tht listen are my besties nathan nd ashy...but thts all they do...nd its lke they only lisen to get away from me....no1 cares...no1 evr will...all life eds in death....but life is suffer nd crisis...i put my hand on a friends shoulder but no1 turns...i ask a friend 4 help but no1 can hear me....my screams all eventualy fade away because no understands it enough 2 listen...the only way 2 be heard in this life is to leave it...the only way 2 get som1s attention is through my own death

14 Nov 2010 Ethan I dont know how the beat way is im 13 and i have been trying to finad a way to kill myself for a long tome my parents dont have guns and all the weapons in my house are replicas.......i want to die and today i found out my girlfriend is suicidal.....my life is hell

27 Oct 2010 4vrdead I was just laid off from my job...now I have plans to kill myself

26 Oct 2010 kali I think im too much of a pansie to do it, but i wish i could. I was molested by my step father and uncle. I ran away and was brutally raped by a few guys. I ended up trying to get my life together, had three kids before i hit 24, and was married to a "great" guy, that worked and didnt do drugs or cheat, great guy? nope. he has been kicking my a** for 6 yrs.I wasnt allowed to work or leave house. he hit me Infront of the kids. i finally called cops, now im losing my house, my kids have no food, i have no help. i know my kids will miss me but i just want to give up. they will understand if i do. idk why im writing this.

20 Oct 2010 emily i am 14, my sister is bipolar and is a constant witch. she sometimes physically attacks me, swears at me, and belittles me. my parents are divorced, it was a violent breakup. now my dad basically lives with us and mom and dad are dating. i cant take my family life anymore. i cant take my life anymore. fortunately, or unfortunately depending on your view, i cant kill myself. so im not suicidal but i wouldnt mind dying. i just want a break.

13 Oct 2010 urgent heelp <3 hi im 13 n nuthin seemsright my mum n dad hav fought ever scince my father cheated wen i was 5 but my mother stayed for me my father dsnt care i heard him say ges gonna get me married at 15 prob so he can go hav a gud lyf with his 3rd wife n i cbb explain it but yh on skool i was in the best class but everscince i started living with my dad i went down to the lowest class im just an idiot now then i gad outside skool runour problems the onlliij thing tgat kept me livvin is my fwendz mainly one my bestie but recently we had a big fight n were done so knoe i feel lyk derz nufin to live for i thought bout suicide fo a week but i wanr it painless de onlii way my dads gonna wake up to his children is by me dying plz sumone help email or add zenab_chahine@hotmail i need sumone i hav noone nymore :( i really hate my lyf im thinkin of just takong random pills but im scared i still live wid damage. help

12 Oct 2010 Amy moir Im 14 so i guess this is irrelevant.Im so fucked up,my mums drunk right now,trying to pick a fight.i cant take this,not tonight.i cant stand the shouting,i miss my dog.he died. i miss him.my friends dont understand,they dont know how i feel when im alone,the countles times i imagine my death. pills, hanging, shooting, suffocating,drowning, jumping, cutting. .i just dont have the guts to follow through.i want to die now,i want to die tonight,but i wont.
Add me on facebook if u can help. im Amy killjoy moir.

09 Oct 2010 The Depressed One I AM ONLY 10 TURNING 11 AND I AM IN 6TH GRADE, JUNIOR HIGH SCHOOL, EVEN THOUGH MY ELEMENTARY SCHOOL HAS SIXTH GRADE. THIS IS ONE OF THE HARDEST YEARS IN MY LIFE. ITS MY PRETEEN YEARS AND I AM SUFFERING ALOT. PEOPLE CALL ME THE BREAKABLE AND I AM VERY SENSITIVE AND ALL I EVER WANT TO DO IS CRY. I DONT DO THAT IN FRONT OF PEOPLE, I JUST CONTROL MYSELF,BUT LAST YEAR I COULDNT CONTROL MYSELF AT ALL. I USED TO CRY ALOT. DONT GET ME WRONG BUT I THINK THAT SUICIDE IS NOT THE ONLY ANSWER BUT SOMETIMES I DO. I DONT KNOW WHAT IM SPECIAL AT OR WHAT MY TALENT IS. I DONT KNOW WHAT DO WITH MYSELF. I JUST GO THROUGH ALOT, PEOPLE DONT KNOW WHAT I GO THROUGH OR HOW I FEEL. THIS IS JUST ME. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. MY EMAIL ADDRESS littlemefabulous@aol.com AND I KNOW THAT IM NOT FABULOUS NO ONE IS NO ONE IS PERFECT. THEIR JUST PERFECT IN THEIR USUAL WAYS. IM SO TIRED OF BEING WEAK INSTEAD OF JUST BEING ME. IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTION ANSWERS OR ADVICE TELL ME AT MY EMAIL ADDRESS I MIGHT BE ABLE TO HELP. IM SO DEPRESSED. AND AGAIN CONTACT ME UP ON MY EMAIL ADDRESS littlemefabulous@aol.com IF YOU WANT TO SAY SOMETHING. SUICIDE IS REALLY PAINFUL AND I DONT WANT TO COMMITE SUICIDE I JUST GET SAD AND DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF SOMETIMES.

09 Oct 2010 Emily I am 12, Today I was in fight with my pareents, its not a suprise. I tell them I hate them all the time, I say alot of mean things to them. I want to change it I want to have a connection with them, but nothings going to help. I get told im the problem in this family, and I am messing it up. They want me to go to a foster care, instead I thought killing myself would be the answer, because it hurts to come home to a family knowing they dont care. I try eveything, but im messing up. I have 3 brother... 10, 21, 17 they all live here. They all call me a whore, and pick on me, for no reason. I dont feel excepted in my family. I dont know what to do. I cant even talk to anyone with out being yelled at, or called a name/: I want to run away, I want to die, I dont know anymore. Email me please

14 Sep 2010 Sad Babe I feel really worthless within society I feel as if I dont belong here I so badly would love my life to end as I feel so alone as I have a boyfriend now I have seemed to loss contact with all my friends so I have no body only my bf which isnt enough!!!! School work is bad so dont have a clue what to do with my life thats why think its best if I dont have a life no more....

06 Sep 2010 Unique Brown I want to kill my self because I hate this world, not my self. Since I was a child age 7 I been abused. 13 I was rape , sprit on , punch in the face and my mother never bought me under clothes. When I was 16-18 many people stole from me including my sister who hates me . She set me up to get beat up. And until this day she comes to my home for no reason to just stare at me. She never admited to the thing that she did to me. She scar my face and my leg. My mother named me Unique and she told me what makes me so speacial.She tells me that the man I am dating does not love me and if he did he would of married me. She told me he is useing me. Yet this may be true. But how come my mother who always complain about wearing clothes properly . Such as dont wear a pink bra with a white shirt. She her self ha the guts to put on my T-shirt ,a white t-shirt which is see through and a bright pink bra underneath. She goes in the kicten where me and my boyfriend were. What da fuck. She told me she wish to live back in harlem because she love the apartment she had. her first apartment. yet to fail to remember that I got rape there at 13. To fail to realize thata I got puch in the face a couple times by men. But yet she miss fucking to brothers in harlem. I lossed my hearing at age 16 deaf to the t bone, though I had surgery and hear out of a device now,Fucking peple hate me because I have big breast and a big butt and a small stomack, people hate me and try to find anything to make me sad. I want to tell them the mission has already been accomplish cant you see the pain in my eyes. Mission accomplish . But yet they want more.

04 Sep 2010 simonrcz ive had it..my life is totlay FUCKED..i have nothing to live for..i have no friends..the pepole who know me tell the pepole who dont know me that im this that and the other...in one yearive lost...my dad died..my aunty died..my cat died..i lost my friends..i lovts my family..i lost my self confedence..my hole life..after 10 years of not liveing with my real birth mother i found her..when i was there she tret me like shit..shouting you lil fucking bastard your dads a bastard your dads this your like your dad..my dads dead it was less than a yer and she was saying this...her husbund who hates me did the same..and he always threated me..watch your fucking moth or il hit ya..one hit from me and u wont get up..il punch your teeth down your throut ..all the fucking time..it made me crazy..litraly..id try to commit suiside..id cut my self..id bang my head on the wall untill i once passed out..when i got the chance a new years eve i took 6 bottels of wine and 8 cans of beer..and over 5 days drank till i couldt feel a thing..then things got bad..only last moth or so my moms husbund beat the shit outa me..i was coverd in marke and when hed trew me to the floor my mom chocked me..then i was trw out at 1200 am bleeding hurt and nowere to go..i made it to my friends house..pepole say you should have called the cops..well thats the thing for ages ive talked to sosial sevises whitch is shit..and the cops..the cops let my mom and her husbund off with a warning..i guess nerly killing your son is ok then? it must be the cops knew..they cut it..lack of evidence no witnesses..lack of fucking evidence i was bleeding and coverd in marks???? so my dads dead and my mom can go die and beat her other 3 younger children...im now liveing with my dads exwife and her bf..this are ok..im not happie..but thats not there fault they trie there best...my couseler wants me to take pills..why dont i sust get totaly stoned on weed that will help..so yeah..I WANT TO DIE!! theres nothing left GAME OVER!!!

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Date	Name/email Nom/email	What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
02 Jan 2011	billy Shaw	well im 14 at the moment and i didnt really care that my parents were deforced when i was 4 as my mum was really nice. but when i was 14 i asked my mum about my dad and i found out that he abused her and me and had a criminal record, this mad me really angry. and i was a really angry kid in primary and i turned it around in secondary and was starting to think it was getting better, but i was wrong i have been bullied by different people on and off throughout year 7 8 9 and now in year 10. but now i have had enough the name calling has got enough and my 2 best friends are ignoring me and my only friend i have left doesnt talk to me much. i tryed to talk to my brother but he wanted to tell my mother about how i felt. so ihave decided to keep my feelings to my self. i thought it was good at home because the bullies werent here but i was wrong they leave me messages on facebook and youtube and tonight i just want to end it. but i know i dont have the right resources to kill myself but im thinking of getting my mums cooking knife and putting it on my head to kill my brain. if i dont comment again i have ended it
26 Dec 2010	Anonumous	im only 14 and ive been depressed sence i was 11. My dad died when i was only 13, my grandpa died when i was 11, im just waiting for some one else close to me to die...next time someone dies im going to die too. i think the best way of suicid is to make it as messy as possible. wen i die im going to make it look like a murder. I dont know why it just seems like it would make me importand for a few days...
14 Dec 2010	Ajay	I dont have ne other way to talk 2 u.i want to kill myself and my parents wit me i cant visit dis website pls do ans me at ajayk@usa.com.if u kill us my property ill b urs.
14 Dec 2010	sh0oting_stars	i was really depressed with my lyf still now i try to think of alot of ways to be happy but i always fail dere is so much pressure frm parents n evryone but i was depressed frm dese close ppl cz dey nevr undersand my feelings im kinda person who luvs to deal with lyf lightly but my parents its lyk dey dun even care abt me dey r not treating me with proper way u knw wat my bf dumped me i had no frnds i dun hav a social lyf itz all cause of parents i feel lyk killing myself all da tym even if i get a chance but i was survive
06 Dec 2010	nana	im 18 yers old hopeless female.i once tried 2 suicide but i failed in killing myself. i really cant hold on. im falling apart from all sides. my life is unbearable. and im thinking of doing it again but this time ill be sure to stop my pain forever. fuck life
03 Dec 2010	aom	ive read alot of the comments that were left and they are disgusting...i suffered constant pain for over 10 years now and i have been able to cope with it...just try seeking God.
30 Nov 2010	george m.p ogston	for the past 10 and a half months i have felt pressure after pressure put on me from friends, family,and even my girlfriend. i felt sad my girlfriend yes still my girlfriend hass cheated over 10 times on me flurts with every guy she knows and has been with her exs well with me. my friends have all left me cause i have "changed"that hurt my family turns there head when i talk to them i drink and i smoke i dont do drugs i have been so close to killing my self multipul times like being drunk to the point where u cant even shut ur eyes, getting hit by a car twice in the same week getting the shit beat out of my self on purpose i have been threw a lot and i cant stop this is for real not fake i need help i cant get it i turn to my family and friends even my "girlfriend" who lies to me every day about friend that are really her exs with differnt names and each time i get the door slammed in my face i want to die most of the time love george xoxo
24 Nov 2010	casey fitzgerald	hey im casey. im 15 femalee and im ready to die. it started wen i was told i was adopted. i flipped out and everything wen down hill. i smoke alot of pot and sometimes ciggs. i dn drink but i want to so it can kill me in the future or w.e. i started having depression at 13 and its severe. they cnt put me on meds cuz i was to younge and it will mess me up. i hate my life my family. no body loves me and wen i say nobody i honestly mean it. my boyfriend of 7months is being a bitch right now. hes caling me a liar and that i am using him for sex. im doind neither of those but i cnt handle anymore of this stupid fucking heart break that ima kill my self on sunday. im ready and i have taken in wa i need to do and wils onn aquire wat i need. and yes i am taking the cowards way out cuz if u lived my life... u still wouldnt understand
16 Nov 2010	Angelj	i am turning thirteen next month. I have thought about suicide my whole life... someone i thought i could trust hurt me recently... i cut myself and he told EVERYONE... he's been one of my best friends since i was little and he just turned on me. my dad beat my older sister witha 2 by 4 28 times... my dad tried to hang himself by a belt right in front of all of my brothers and sisters and me wen i was years old.... i want 2 die... no1 gets it... i feel lke im screaming in the middle of a crowded room and no1 will look up... ive tried 2 ell ppl but they just brush it aide lke im joking...ive come real close to death before....i was holding a gun inside my mout b4....the only ppl tht listen are my besties nathan nd ashy...but thts all they do...nd its lke they only lisen to get away from me....no1 cares...no1 evr will...all life eds in death....but life is suffer nd crisis...i put my hand on a friends shoulder but no1 turns...i ask a friend 4 help but no1 can hear me....my screams all eventualy fade away because no understands it enough 2 listen...the only way 2 be heard in this life is to leave it...the only way 2 get som1s attention is through my own death
14 Nov 2010	Ethan	I dont know how the beat way is im 13 and i have been trying to finad a way to kill myself for a long tome my parents dont have guns and all the weapons in my house are replicas.......i want to die and today i found out my girlfriend is suicidal.....my life is hell
27 Oct 2010	4vrdead	I was just laid off from my job...now I have plans to kill myself
26 Oct 2010	kali	I think im too much of a pansie to do it, but i wish i could. I was molested by my step father and uncle. I ran away and was brutally raped by a few guys. I ended up trying to get my life together, had three kids before i hit 24, and was married to a "great" guy, that worked and didnt do drugs or cheat, great guy? nope. he has been kicking my a** for 6 yrs.I wasnt allowed to work or leave house. he hit me Infront of the kids. i finally called cops, now im losing my house, my kids have no food, i have no help. i know my kids will miss me but i just want to give up. they will understand if i do. idk why im writing this.
20 Oct 2010	emily	i am 14, my sister is bipolar and is a constant witch. she sometimes physically attacks me, swears at me, and belittles me. my parents are divorced, it was a violent breakup. now my dad basically lives with us and mom and dad are dating. i cant take my family life anymore. i cant take my life anymore. fortunately, or unfortunately depending on your view, i cant kill myself. so im not suicidal but i wouldnt mind dying. i just want a break.
13 Oct 2010	urgent heelp <3	hi im 13 n nuthin seemsright my mum n dad hav fought ever scince my father cheated wen i was 5 but my mother stayed for me my father dsnt care i heard him say ges gonna get me married at 15 prob so he can go hav a gud lyf with his 3rd wife n i cbb explain it but yh on skool i was in the best class but everscince i started living with my dad i went down to the lowest class im just an idiot now then i gad outside skool runour problems the onlliij thing tgat kept me livvin is my fwendz mainly one my bestie but recently we had a big fight n were done so knoe i feel lyk derz nufin to live for i thought bout suicide fo a week but i wanr it painless de onlii way my dads gonna wake up to his children is by me dying plz sumone help email or add zenab_chahine@hotmail i need sumone i hav noone nymore :( i really hate my lyf im thinkin of just takong random pills but im scared i still live wid damage. help
12 Oct 2010	Amy moir	Im 14 so i guess this is irrelevant.Im so fucked up,my mums drunk right now,trying to pick a fight.i cant take this,not tonight.i cant stand the shouting,i miss my dog.he died. i miss him.my friends dont understand,they dont know how i feel when im alone,the countles times i imagine my death. pills, hanging, shooting, suffocating,drowning, jumping, cutting. .i just dont have the guts to follow through.i want to die now,i want to die tonight,but i wont. Add me on facebook if u can help. im Amy killjoy moir.
09 Oct 2010	The Depressed One	I AM ONLY 10 TURNING 11 AND I AM IN 6TH GRADE, JUNIOR HIGH SCHOOL, EVEN THOUGH MY ELEMENTARY SCHOOL HAS SIXTH GRADE. THIS IS ONE OF THE HARDEST YEARS IN MY LIFE. ITS MY PRETEEN YEARS AND I AM SUFFERING ALOT. PEOPLE CALL ME THE BREAKABLE AND I AM VERY SENSITIVE AND ALL I EVER WANT TO DO IS CRY. I DONT DO THAT IN FRONT OF PEOPLE, I JUST CONTROL MYSELF,BUT LAST YEAR I COULDNT CONTROL MYSELF AT ALL. I USED TO CRY ALOT. DONT GET ME WRONG BUT I THINK THAT SUICIDE IS NOT THE ONLY ANSWER BUT SOMETIMES I DO. I DONT KNOW WHAT IM SPECIAL AT OR WHAT MY TALENT IS. I DONT KNOW WHAT DO WITH MYSELF. I JUST GO THROUGH ALOT, PEOPLE DONT KNOW WHAT I GO THROUGH OR HOW I FEEL. THIS IS JUST ME. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. MY EMAIL ADDRESS littlemefabulous@aol.com AND I KNOW THAT IM NOT FABULOUS NO ONE IS NO ONE IS PERFECT. THEIR JUST PERFECT IN THEIR USUAL WAYS. IM SO TIRED OF BEING WEAK INSTEAD OF JUST BEING ME. IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTION ANSWERS OR ADVICE TELL ME AT MY EMAIL ADDRESS I MIGHT BE ABLE TO HELP. IM SO DEPRESSED. AND AGAIN CONTACT ME UP ON MY EMAIL ADDRESS littlemefabulous@aol.com IF YOU WANT TO SAY SOMETHING. SUICIDE IS REALLY PAINFUL AND I DONT WANT TO COMMITE SUICIDE I JUST GET SAD AND DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF SOMETIMES.
09 Oct 2010	Emily	I am 12, Today I was in fight with my pareents, its not a suprise. I tell them I hate them all the time, I say alot of mean things to them. I want to change it I want to have a connection with them, but nothings going to help. I get told im the problem in this family, and I am messing it up. They want me to go to a foster care, instead I thought killing myself would be the answer, because it hurts to come home to a family knowing they dont care. I try eveything, but im messing up. I have 3 brother... 10, 21, 17 they all live here. They all call me a whore, and pick on me, for no reason. I dont feel excepted in my family. I dont know what to do. I cant even talk to anyone with out being yelled at, or called a name/: I want to run away, I want to die, I dont know anymore. Email me please
14 Sep 2010	Sad Babe	I feel really worthless within society I feel as if I dont belong here I so badly would love my life to end as I feel so alone as I have a boyfriend now I have seemed to loss contact with all my friends so I have no body only my bf which isnt enough!!!! School work is bad so dont have a clue what to do with my life thats why think its best if I dont have a life no more....
06 Sep 2010	Unique Brown	I want to kill my self because I hate this world, not my self. Since I was a child age 7 I been abused. 13 I was rape , sprit on , punch in the face and my mother never bought me under clothes. When I was 16-18 many people stole from me including my sister who hates me . She set me up to get beat up. And until this day she comes to my home for no reason to just stare at me. She never admited to the thing that she did to me. She scar my face and my leg. My mother named me Unique and she told me what makes me so speacial.She tells me that the man I am dating does not love me and if he did he would of married me. She told me he is useing me. Yet this may be true. But how come my mother who always complain about wearing clothes properly . Such as dont wear a pink bra with a white shirt. She her self ha the guts to put on my T-shirt ,a white t-shirt which is see through and a bright pink bra underneath. She goes in the kicten where me and my boyfriend were. What da fuck. She told me she wish to live back in harlem because she love the apartment she had. her first apartment. yet to fail to remember that I got rape there at 13. To fail to realize thata I got puch in the face a couple times by men. But yet she miss fucking to brothers in harlem. I lossed my hearing at age 16 deaf to the t bone, though I had surgery and hear out of a device now,Fucking peple hate me because I have big breast and a big butt and a small stomack, people hate me and try to find anything to make me sad. I want to tell them the mission has already been accomplish cant you see the pain in my eyes. Mission accomplish . But yet they want more.
04 Sep 2010	simonrcz	ive had it..my life is totlay FUCKED..i have nothing to live for..i have no friends..the pepole who know me tell the pepole who dont know me that im this that and the other...in one yearive lost...my dad died..my aunty died..my cat died..i lost my friends..i lovts my family..i lost my self confedence..my hole life..after 10 years of not liveing with my real birth mother i found her..when i was there she tret me like shit..shouting you lil fucking bastard your dads a bastard your dads this your like your dad..my dads dead it was less than a yer and she was saying this...her husbund who hates me did the same..and he always threated me..watch your fucking moth or il hit ya..one hit from me and u wont get up..il punch your teeth down your throut ..all the fucking time..it made me crazy..litraly..id try to commit suiside..id cut my self..id bang my head on the wall untill i once passed out..when i got the chance a new years eve i took 6 bottels of wine and 8 cans of beer..and over 5 days drank till i couldt feel a thing..then things got bad..only last moth or so my moms husbund beat the shit outa me..i was coverd in marke and when hed trew me to the floor my mom chocked me..then i was trw out at 1200 am bleeding hurt and nowere to go..i made it to my friends house..pepole say you should have called the cops..well thats the thing for ages ive talked to sosial sevises whitch is shit..and the cops..the cops let my mom and her husbund off with a warning..i guess nerly killing your son is ok then? it must be the cops knew..they cut it..lack of evidence no witnesses..lack of fucking evidence i was bleeding and coverd in marks???? so my dads dead and my mom can go die and beat her other 3 younger children...im now liveing with my dads exwife and her bf..this are ok..im not happie..but thats not there fault they trie there best...my couseler wants me to take pills..why dont i sust get totaly stoned on weed that will help..so yeah..I WANT TO DIE!! theres nothing left GAME OVER!!!