Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form. |
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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans? |
01 Feb 2007 | Briana | I've been there when all i could think about was ending my life. Everyday I would wake up and wish that i didn't. I have attemted to kill myself 5 times and everytime I was so happy that I didn't suceed. The fact that I had the chance to live another day I was so happy but it would keep happening. What I found out is that we are all going to come to a time when we just want it to end. But if we react on our feeling right then and there we might miss out on a great life. We are destined for great things. But pain is part of life and we are not suppose to kill ourselves just because it hurt. Just know before u decide it is time to take ur last breath that ur not alone and ur great life will come if u give it a chance. |
29 Jan 2007 | Boddamers | I have no idea why a 13yr old would want to kill themselves or how they wud but all i have to say is we lost a good friend today, he was 18. The life and soul of every party. A smile on his face is all we ever saw. He never complained, no one ever had a bad word to say bout him at all. We came on the net tonight looking for answers to why?, why couldnt he have let us know, why did he have to do it in such a brutal way. Why? But then we'll never know. Thats life i spose. Our thoughts will forever remain with him. Hope he's found wot he was looking for and is in peace sleep tight our munchkin xxxx |
29 Jan 2007 | Luke | Hello! Its all you people who truly care and have feelings that this world needs. Always look up to someone and who you aspire to be, someone whos so brave and strong. This will help you, suicide is not always the answer, I have saved someone from suicide and they now thank me, things change in life and many times it improves. Small changes can have a big impact. The majority of us have thought and tried suicide. My most serious one was at 18, heart broken in a job i hated and i realised i only had 1 true friend. Turn to something that makes u feel good, music, writing. Dont kill the person you hate, change to someone you love! Learn to love yourself! People love you dont make them suffer |
26 Jan 2007 | Coyote Carr | My brother committed suicide. I had to see him in the morgue. I had to see him in his open casket. I had to grief for his life and his death. I still do. The suffering is not that of the one that dies, it is for us left behind. |
25 Jan 2007 | Feeling Better | Yesterday, i nearly jumped off a train bridge near my school, but my friends made me come down and read this website. It had made ma realise how selfish i was being. Most of the ppl on ere had much, much worse lives than me, and i really do sympathise. I now get counciling and anger management through scholl. My 1st appointments were this morning, and they were really inspiring. I am 15 years old, and i feel it tis too soon for me to die, so when u are 13,you are definatly too die. Get help, and read other peoples stories. I will help soo much. TRUST ME!!! THINK B4 U ACT!!!!!!!!! |
24 Jan 2007 | keitii | You know.. im not relli sure what the best way to kill yourself. Everyone seems to be depressed one way or another.. but by dying its not making it any better.. killing yourself you go to hell.. well done!! Want a cookie? Look.. my friends have attempted suicide, yet it hasnt worked.. my mum has contemplated on killing herself. How do i know? Because she got rat assed off 4 bottles of wine and a 1/4 bottle of vodka. I had to sit there and listen to how I make her life so shit. That is why she wants to die.. because of me. Look at yourselves.. your what? 12? 13? 14? You have a long way to live, go fucking change your lives not end them.. Thats all i have to say. |
23 Jan 2007 | Lisa | The best way to kill yourself is to give up. Humanity has worked hard, and not without screwups. I am 42 years old with 2 children. I contemplate suicide but then I realize that I have nothing to lose but live until I die. |
23 Jan 2007 | lisa | I am a mom of a dead son, he took his life on Oct 17, 2006. He claims he did because he was pissed off at his dad. Life sucks and now I am picking up the pieces for his sister. my life sucked too and tried many times to kill myself, now i see what the dead person leaves behind. could life be any worse? |
23 Jan 2007 | sharmini achari | why must one kill himself? no one has the right to kill himself or others except GOD. let me share a tru experience of losing a fren of mine. one saturday, i woke up from sleep and had a short conversation with my fren. we always sleep together with her room mate who is my gud fren too. i left her in her room at about 10.30am and went to mine. we decided to go out. and so, i was getting ready.....she called me up and asked for a rope. i said i don have and a joke out of it. she was just fine at that time. after getting things ready, i went to her rum. i knocked the door but no answer... i searched for her all over the hostel and finally after i return to front of her door again, something triggered me to get the spare key of her room. i quickly ran down and got the master key from the hostel warden. and i opened the door.... she hung herself..!!!!! come on frenz... y must u kill urself? until this very second, im feeling really guilty for losing a gud fren of mine. please do not let ur loved ones suffer by losing u.... the world might not turn and look at u but remember there is always someone who might be thinking u as his/her world!!!! disappointments are for sure in life but never be too serious with it!!!!! i love all of u.... v r all the child of god!!!!! life is for once.... live to the max...and make ur best of it!!!!! need a fren to talk to:???? contact me!!!!! sham +60163109363 harekrsna |
22 Jan 2007 | I just want to live | I'm almost 14 now, and I've thought about suicide twice. The first time was when I was in 6th grade, I was having problems with my friends and was was irrational. I felt like I would never be happy again. The second time I was serious was about 15 minutes ago, when I looked up this website. After reading some on these comments I calmed down and realized that ANYONE UNDER 30 YEARS OLD IS TO YOUNG TO SERIOUSLY CONSIDER SUICIDE! Suicide is a serious thing and if you ever think that it is your only answer you should calm down before you do anything to hurt yourself, a 13 y.o. Is to young and irrational to be thinking of suicide, no matter what you think there are at leaat 5 good things about your life, and that is reason enough to keep going. Even if its as little as "I look nice today" or "at least I'm trying" its worth it. |
21 Jan 2007 | Scors-b | Today I'm Dreaming Today I'm Dreaming Today I'm Dreaming I'm Dreaming of a brighter day, a day where there is no fear, where there is no fear, where there is no fear. I'm dreaming to be one of those people who only come to places like this once in their life. I'm dreaming of a day where I look back on this past and realise that this was all a dream A day where I'm with people who know my past, but also do not question the fact that it no longer troubles me. And it's good. It's good because my body is healthy. And it is no longer destroying itself. And I can run, jump, and swim, and not feel scared. Oh lord, how this disease no longer stays with me. How I cast my gaze over the rivers and the mountains, And can see how there is so much beauty, So much beauty, So much beauty... But alas, for it is just a dream. - If you saw something special in that, send me an email. Maybe we can be friends. |
21 Jan 2007 | just a guy | Hi. I'm a 20 year old guy. I tried to kill myself 2 years ago. Things were hard at school.. I didn't have any good friends. I had a lot of pressure from school work as well. If you want to tell me your story, I am here to listen. And I hope you will listen to mine too. I don't mind whatever age you are. Please email me. (I have MSN too.) |
16 Jan 2007 | pearl | I always thought about commiting suicide!I never do it.why?Why should i?i fell depress all the time.Always sad about my life.didn't think any person cared about me!!asking to myself "what will i do if i live?or what will i do if i lived without No one to care for me,No future,No friends,No dignity.well that's stupid thinking about commiting suicide..i admit i hate my life..every little thing about it.but that doesn't stop me from thinging what is really important..education..my family..my dreams..and epecially me..my life!!if you don't have a dream it's hard to live on earth.you only get one shot,one opportunity to be to have a life!others would die trying to get a life that you hate!lets just say poor kids or even african kids who are dying from aids every single day!i fell sad.Sad for them and sad for you if you every think about killing yourself!cus your so much more than they could ever be.And they want your life.im 14 now.i just want to say don't kill yourself your ganna miss your whole life forever because your depress at an age!it's not worth it!! |
16 Jan 2007 | suicide......no more suicide:) | heiya....well u noe wat i hav left every thing and has started to live a happy life.....:)now i hav decided that i wont ever use those blades pills and that all fuckin stuff again......wow......just fuck up guys......and think deeply abt wat the hell u people are doing its totally wrong.......u noe wat now in ma school making scars on arms has became a fashion....HUH...funny na????well i really suggest u all to think abt wat u are all doin......hurting ur self is not the right way...........u should face this world.....u should fight wid this world......so dun be self pity any more.....well if any ov u wanna tawk then u can add me....on fizza11@hotmail.com |
15 Jan 2007 | Breeg | I'm from a fucked-up family, and i'm failing school. My Grandfather is an A4 Psychopath, My Dad is bipolar and my sister and i both experienced my mom arguing with my drunken dad every evening. I still remember the worst times, like when my dad said he would let us watch while he would hang himself and stab his right eye out. I have never been succesful with girls, they seem to not want anything to do with me. I've tried everything- straightening out my curls, changin my style completely, doing well in subjects, making lies about myself... Lately, i've been failing math. The only thing that I really care about at this moment is my friends and playing guitar. My friends have seemed to ignore me lately, though. I've tried to suffocate the pain by writing mellow guitar tunes and releasing my anger on emo-screamo metal tunes. I also have a big problem with anger management. I used to scream and beat people who wanted nothing but to watch me snap, because they knew it would get me into trouble. And all people said, was that i should just behave myself. I've been bottling up countless anger incidents in my mind now along with my repressed memories, for more than 6 years. My mother will take away the only joy in my life unless I get an "A" in math; she will sell all 3 of my guitars. If it happens, which it probably will, i will have nothing more to live for. |
08 Jan 2007 | angel | i have just read through alot of the responses to this question and i cant belive alot of what i have seen. some of you dont know the meaning of real suffering. why would you want to kill yourself becos you didnt get a fuckin nintendo wii for xmas. spend a day in the life of ppl less fortunate then yourself. i am 21 now, i was sexually abused by my father from the age of SIX MONTHS, he tried to kill me, hav me put into care. got away with what he did to me. then my babysitter sexually assaulted me and my mums new husband tried 2 make me sleep with him wen i was 13. i watched my mum being beaten and almost killed every weekend ihave found out that my father was followin me, he tried to kill my mum. i had years and years if nightmares, panic and anxiety attacks, months of insomnia and depression. i have taken overdoses, slit my wrists, cut myself, tried 2 crash my car, been addicted to weed and coke. and at the end of the day even after all of this i an honestly say i am glad that i didnt succeed in any of the attempts. life does get better, dont get me wrong i still hav anxiety attacks and i still sleep with a huntin knife next to my bed but i would not give any of the ppl that hurt me the satisfaction of killing myself. if anyone wants to talk then my email is starlightange19@hotmail.com im not one of these patronisin phsycotherapists. ive been there. |
07 Jan 2007 | Strength | As a child I watched my mom and dad argue every night until I was about 13. It was completely terrifying. It feels like no one understands how I feel even though I know thats not true. Yet in a way it is true because its my world I am stuck in. This is my pain even if another person should want to stop the bullet from going any deeper its already through the skin. As a child I would scream in complete utter terror every single night and now... now I have absolutely nothing to show for my life. I do have a girlfriend who loves me though and when we met it didnt matter what I or she looked like or how much money we made in a year or anything else at all. Ive been with her for over 8 years now and Ill be 23 in May. I love her with all my heart and soul but that does not take the scars away. They are always there, demons, taunting me and laughing inside my head. Even when I make love they watch from behind the glass with empty faces, an entire legion, just watching. But I cant give up. Not because its justice. Not because my father deserves to die for physical abuse or because my mother egged him on enough to do it. Not because of my insane grandmother who took her frustrations out on everyone else and not for any of you. I will remain for that woman who is waiting for me to return to bed. You may not have a woman, or man, like that yet... but you will someday, if you want to. So anyway Im not going to tell you not to kill yourself. But to be perfectly honest with you its a lot more difficult to kill yourself than you may think. Most of the time its really painful and if you fail you can risk actually living through it with all the physical and mental deformities on top of whats already going on in your head. If you do it be sure you are successful. If you shoot yourself in the head make sure you hit the brain stem or you will live. If you hang yourself jump from above 8 stories or your neck wont snap. If you take a lot of pills realize your chances of dying are very slim and the only likely thing that will happen will youll piss blood for the rest of your life or some shit like that. Or you could stop fucking whining. Where is your confidence? Did they rape your soul from you too? If you accept your demise you were not raped... you were willingly fucked, and you are already dead!!! As you read this you are already fucking dead. Now what the fuck are you going to do about it? ANYTHING. Live on. Kill someone. Rob a bank. Speak out against your parents in ways never done before. Become artistic in your pain and let it run from your throat like the very fires of hell itself. They are not the monsters. They are nothing. YOU are the fucking monster. |
04 Jan 2007 | Carrie | what the fuck! 13 year olds shuldnt even think about killing them selvs.thats so sad to me. breaks my heart when i found this site.no 13 yr old should be sad. no 13 yr old should think about such things. and if they do. theres something wrong. they need help. ya ive had a fucked up life and im soon to be 19. and thought manytimes i want to die. and still do. but at 13 i never did. and i dealed with so much shit by the time i was 13. i was born with aids.dad left my family when i was 6 months old.when i was 6 i had a bad heart problem.didnt think i would make it to christmas that year.when i was 12 i had cancer. and i was becoming a teenager at 13.and i never once thought about killing my self at that age or younger.deff been threw a lot of shit.and here i am 18. and i just feel like nothing ever goes rite.and i still cry. and im still hurt by my childhood and things that go on in my life. i started to do a little bit of drugs. lots and lots of pot smoking.dont some coke. took some pills. but never tired to kill my self with them.and still at my age i sit and cry in the shower.in my room.in my car. where ever i feel sad. and i just tell my self "I WISH I WAS DEAD" and im so sad and just hate my life and dont understand why everything goes wrong.this this the first time i have ever even wrote about things in my life. its probable because i dont know anyone whos reading this.but i dont think its ok for someone to kill them self. even tho i get these feelings that i want to be dead bc life is so fucked up. and i know some of its my fault life is fucked up for me.i still could never do it. and it breaks my heart when people do :( but thats just a little about my life. i know no one cares.but im just saying. thats so sad to kill your self.someone does love you even if you dont think it.thanks for taking your time and reading this if you do. |
29 Dec 2006 | -- jen | Well , Im 15 now , and when i was 13, my parents and brother got killed in a car crash , and basicly my whole life went in front of me, i was failing school, wouldnt listen to anybody, then i started doing drugs , alcohol and everything else. i was having sex and almost got pregnant , i didnt know what to do, i was slitting my wrists, and didnt care. i stole a car when i was high and wanted to be with my parents and brother, so i banged into a pole, and totaled the car. i was in a coma for 1 month. i came out . i didnt realize how much people actually cared for me, everyone was surrounding me, .... then i smartened up ! - i did all this stupid stuff , and let everyone else fear it im in grade 10 , and an honor student. i havee so many nice friends and help them over come there problems |
28 Dec 2006 | k's | Plain and simple . . life sucks. But you only have one life . . there is no second chance. Once you're gone, you're gone. I have had my few shares of suicidal thoughts . . after having a sister die suddenly, abused by my father, bad breakups, had very crappy high school teachers that thought it was appropriate to pick on someone 30 years younger than they were . . blah blah blah . . I'm was at the point where I couldn't even breath anymore . . now that I'm a little older . . trust me . . once you get away from everyone that hurts you, you can actually find life worth while. You might have to wait 5 or 10 years but it's worth it. There is so much suffering in this world we can't have another human purposely taking their life. We need you. Trust me . . we do. There isn't enough people in this world that care, have feelings and feel pain . . people like you are the ones that make a difference in this world. Please stay. |
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