Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form. |
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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans? |
06 Nov 2005 | stavrax ....again | hi my name is stavros and im an in love with a skool freind called christina.....im an ogreous giant....wot should i do |
06 Nov 2005 | stavraxx | hi my names stavros and im in love with a girl called christina....but she dusnt luv me....should i kill myself???? |
20 Oct 2005 | Brother in Christ | I know that a lot of people on this website are looking for a way out. I understand the pain that you feel. I understand the emptiness, the shame, and the complete feeling of hopelessness. But let me tell you, there is an option. No matter what you have done, and I mean NO MATTER WHAT!.....God does love you! Satan is a powerful force and a great deceiver. He wants nothing more than to convince that God hates you! But God is MORE powerful by far. Satan is not the 'opposite' of God, he is beneath God. God has already won the battle. So why do bad things happen? The world we live in is corrupt and evil. God gives us the choice to accept him and wants everyone to do so, but it is a choice of free will. Bad things happen as a result of Satan trying to convince you otherwise. In due time, Satan will be no more, but in the meantime God wants us all to have the chance to make the right choice. The Bible tells us that all have sinned, and that the penalty for sin is death (and the death it refers to is enternal death, eternal separation from God). And there is nothing you can do to overcome that on your own. NOBODY can live 'good enough'. BUT...That is exactly why God sent his son Jesus to die for your sins. For my sins. For EVERYONE's sins. Jesus led the only perfect life ever on this earth. Only he was perfect and could atone for our sins. When Jesus died on the cross, he didn't just feel the pain of the nails, he felt the pain of all of our sins. And still, that's not the end of it! He rose from the grave on the third day and in doing so conquered sin and death! He did this for YOU! By faith you can be saved today. Ask yourself why I am posting this. I don't want anything from you. I want to help because that is what God would have me to do. In some cases, there is a medical reason for depression, that's true. And in some cases it can help. But you will never truly be happy or be really free, until you accept Jesus Christ as your personal Lord and Saviour. It's Free. It's available to EVERYONE. Pray to God right now. Tell him you know that you have committed sins. Tell him you know that you're not perfect. Tell him that you want to accept the free gift of salvation that Jesus has already paid for. Ask him to come into your life and your heart. It's that simple. All of your problems won't automatically go away. In some cases the devil may put more in front of you than you have now. But the good news is that God tells us he will never leave us. He will never allow more to be put on us than we can take, as long as we trust in Him. Speak with a local minister. Tell him of your decision. He/she will guide you in your spiritual growth. Read the Bible and God will provide you with answers. God is real and not just an outlet on Sundays. God is with me every second of every day, and I can feel his presence. Please, before you do something you can't reverse, talk to God. I know there are some that will point to clergymen who have let them down, hypocrites, and false teachers. That's true, there are some of those. But it doesn't change the message God gives us. You cannot place your faith in ANY man. Preists and ministers are human just like the rest of us. But you CAN place your faith in God. He will NEVER let you down. May God Bless you and guide you on your path. The hope of light is a valid one, but you have to trust in God to experience it! |
28 Sep 2005 | Dave | Geezes fucking christ, sorry G0d, i never thought there was so much pain out there. I was just surfing the web, sad from being alone ( not dating anyone ) and I run into this. Man i have had some sad days, and they get worse many times, and many times i though about ways to kill myself to just end it and get it ovver with, but shit balls, that one single day, that one day when we run into someone that is attracted to us, the one women who really likes being around you, or for you ladies that one guy who really likes being aorund you, changes your life forever and everything we feel. I dreamt of ways to die, ended up in the hosptial on 3 occasiaons, and never wanteed anything else until i met a women that like me for me. Totally changed me, made me feel wanted, all that crap. Ya it took along time, i am happy i didnt die at the bad times now. trust me, i felt evetyhing ll of you feel. fight it. fight the pain, get away from the bad, there are better people out htere. |
19 Sep 2005 | x_xTitiannax_x | I think a suicide kit is killing yourself and doing a good enough job that nobody finds out or notice you're gone. Well i'm pretty suicide right about now since my life is hell and i wish ppl we just leave us alone. at first i could never kill myself while thinking about the results I would cause on loves ones and my God. But honestly somethings I just think who gives a fuck!?! Later I discovered jumping out of my window while everyone's asleep at nite. But it's not high enough to kill myself on impact so that sucked. Then I tried taking pills which didnt help since my body started getting use to it... so once again another failure. And yet til this very day Moday 19, 2005 at 9:00pm I'm stilling trying to figure out a way to die without ever being noticed, feeling horrible pain, dying slow, or.................::crying:: Im sorry I really wish I would die right now. I even tried witchcraft sorta. Just if anybody out there have a single random ass care of this message before I actually find a way tonight to kill myself quickly please inform me asap and I'll tell you how great your uggestions were. THAT'S A PROMISE even if i have to go to the extremes. anyway you're prolly wondering why a person like me is on here well the same reason the rest have but prolly more simple but complicated. Feel free to let me know a good suicide at me email address: 2kitty4u@verizon.net (leave your name and suggestion) Frankly I dont care just tell me what to do. I'll be sure to email you back to let you know it worked okay:-( there's just a coulpe of things i think i should say before dying............................................Chris you know who you are n I'm talking to you: "I tired honestly but erytime shyt happens its a suggestion to --->*******. But if you're not willing to MAKE it work at ALLLLLL cost no matta what then I guess I expected more of myself. I seriously love you with all my heart and I wish you to be happy but that doesnt mean I wont have you at any cost. I dont fucking care wut ppl say or think wut they saw but they're not me nor are they with me at all times so fuck them. Rite now I could care less of anybody except you n me mostly just you. But yeah ery1 here has felt suicidal once in their life. I just never giving up on us no matta wut shyt comes." And to all the other ppl I know (mostly including my school): "All of yall can fuck off you've done no help to me except cause fucking drama." Anyway I'm bored of talking and half of this message is bullshyt except my true love feelings towards my baby bye..... 4 now!!! |
12 Aug 2005 | a depressed kid | Me again = ) I have a question for everyone out their.. How long does it take to die of starvation or die of thirst? Uh like help me out here. O and if u want an easy way to die jump in front of a train. I cant lol because theirs none by me but of course thats my damn problem. I feel alone in this sad pathetic excuse for a world. Oh and also i dont believe in hell god christianaty heave or any of that religion shiat. I mean once your dead your dead and u will forever will be dead. Hmm also taking over doeses of pills DOES NOT WORK!!.. I know from personal experience. The worst thing that can happen to u is that ull get sick so its pointless. Oh and slitting your wrists rarely works because u have to cut really really really deep. If u dont ull just get lots of scars. Oh ya can anyone send me a gun or cyanide. (both 2 very good ways of killing yourself painlessly and quickly) O ya u can also just jump off a building... But make sure that its atleast 25 stories tall if not ull probaly survive and have to live with the damn fact that u failed. Hey u know what i figured out i never had a birthday party b4 and never went to one. Aint that sad.. Ya i know it is it makes me feel real shity. Oh and by the way if ur from bonsack baptist church i h8 u!!! and everyone else who go theirs. You hate me i hate u it all works out ya know..? Hmm time to start my starvation today iff i dont write back it didnt work and ill be really pissed off o well all i do is bitch and moan anyways i should slap myself with a dead fish. Yay go me and fuck all yall motherfuckers i hate u to dont worry hahahahahahahah!!!! byby |
27 Jul 2005 | who wants to know | The best way to kill yourself when you are under thirteen is flunking out of school, taking drugs, getting pimped by the dealers, catching HIV, getting thrown out of home, and living on the streets of a poor developing country. Then you have until 15 to starve and pat yourself about what a foolproof way you have invented of killing yourself. OH...you want more? You want for instance to know how to kill yourself FAST and SURE? Alright that too my little over-dosed teenagers....i presume you want a painless death as well. Go to Baghdad, say you are an american, bleach your hair blonde if need be, wear blue contact lenses, so you look the stereotypical american. Also please dot your face with freckles and be sure to let plaque do its deed. Then say "Fuck Osama..Fuck the religion you practice" or some blasphemous words, by nightfall, I shall be sure to come and collect your bullet ridden body, toss it on a donkey driven cart and give it a propoer ceremonial burial...Christia/Jew/Islam ceremonies if you wish...Perhaps even a cremation and a dip in holy Ganges if you happen to be Hindu or Buddhist. But if you want to die, why do you read such sites? Only meant for self indulgent bastards like me and you who pity themselves, are too ashamed to tell momma, wish they were something else and have the lazy butts of a salt bag, so they never do a thing about it and moan, while living in pure luxury with a computer and internet access 24/7 "sigh...i want to die" Fucking bigots you are. I wish you would die, and rid the world of the pitiful adults you will inevitably become when you age...damn you |
19 Jul 2005 | Christine Dobreva | The first time I wrote in here was in March this year...Things have changed a lot since then, I even think I'm coping with my depression...On my own, though. I went to several therapists so they could tell me/give me something so that I could stop cutting myself. No help after all...I continued cutting till the end of May, and thankfully no one found out, because I was cutting over the previous scars and they seemed to even heal easier and faster as time was passing by. During all that time I was having and was sure only in the support of my boyfriend. He helped me so much, I'd never be able to be as thankful as I should be...That's all, I guess. I'm finally seeing where I'm going. Take care all. |
13 Jul 2005 | God's Little Fuck-Up | 13 is way too soon to make this decision. Life might get better. I won't lie to you, those who try to GUARANTEE it will get better are lying to you... I know, because I'm 36 y/o, and it DIDN'T get better for me. Everything I've done, has turned to shit. And now I'm a useless old man, who would have naturally died by now if it were the Middle Ages (back then, human life span averaged about 30.) I am a GENETIC LOSER, simply and plainly. I don't even have the excuse of being abused as a child, or drug/alcohol addiction. Since about last year, I've made a daily ritual of saying "FUCK YOU" to Yahweh (the Juseo-Christian God) just in case he exists... Why, might you ask? Because I had no pleasure in LIFE, and I want consistency if there is an afterlife... In short, I wish to go to Hell. Sound perverse? Well... it DISGUSTS me that I should be miserable and deprived HERE... in LIFE, with its good times, beautiful women, and conquests both personal and profesional. I've been denied these... And if I were to go to heaven... I'd be this CELIBATE (WTF? That's PARADISE?) hymn-singing DRONE (puke)... and that's the closest to happines I can hope for, in all eternity? FUCK THAT. Give me Hell, that I may spit in the face of the One who made me inferior to other men... forever. I was a good looking guy (till the gray hair came)... I.Q. of 143... and I ended up losing my youth to being a... LOSER. A weakling. A FAILURE. If I had any cojones, I'd have shot myself when I turned 30... maybe someday, I'll get the balls to do it, and maybe go to Hell... hope so!!! But back to our original question... DON'T kill yourself at 13 or younger... you don't know if you're gonna be one of life's machine-gun-firing-squad- deserving inferioroid shitbags (like myself) yet! You might end up blossoming into a real bad-ass (or babe.) I've seen it happen to lots of people. You still have hope. UNLIKE me... it's too late. |
09 Jul 2005 | chris r | well u could go up to to a pissed off black man and talk bout his mom or call him a nigger(unless ur white it wont work)and if that doesnt work eat a hole pound of salt and then wash it down with some salt water |
02 Jun 2005 | James Dosman | All you people that think that things will get better if you follow god are the crazy ones. oh and by the way the people having a hard time killing themselves that is because when we evolved in order to survive our brains had to come up with a survivle instinct that all of have not just humans the main key to this instinct is called fier it is because you feer one thing or a nother and so you never get on with it you fier the pain the way your family will feel etc. etc. you may also beleave in god and the devil and ever lasting life and all that crap but i will tell you rite here that nothing in the bible is going to change your life there is no god no perpice there is just life and if you want to end it more power to you! but realize that you are not going to go to hell because there is no such place it is because of the fier of death that people have invented all thees gods to try to explain why you shood nstay living etc. etc. none of it of course is true they like to say if you try to explain something with out all this god bull then you burn in hells fires never to come out never for realeef i say bollucks to that if our god was so kind and understanding why would he make people all around the world not just the so called chosen ones suffer what did they do to him the reasen that he does not help is because he is not there there is no god ala buta any thing like that the greek gods around the world are called miths and that is just what jesus and god are miths and as soon as you start beleaving that there is nothing to beleave you will have no worries about hevven and hell and ever lasting life because you will relise that that one title hevin and hell and ever lasting life prooves my point man has always ben so fierful of death because he does not know what happens to him after death that is why one git made the idea of a god that would answer ever thing you asked when realy the answers are so simple and flaud that you would think that humans wer making this up witch of course they are why if you want to live wast your life praying and talking to someone who is not there if you ask your do. if talking to people who arnt there or hearing things that no one else can hear and seeing things that no one can see he will tell you that that is a sign of crasyness so that is why all you who beleave in god and think they will go to hell because killing yourselves is killing a living being and there for you shood ask for forgiveness and you will be deade before you could ever hear the gun shot to the head so there fore you will go to hell for killing someone you are all mad any one who thinks like that is mad and i shore as hell don't i know about gods miths and lies that people try to shove down ower throtes please if you must be a beleaver in god christ what ever please do not wast your time ctrying to comvert us we have just as minny disbeleafs as you have beleafs so do not bother who knows we just may convert one of you with out meening to. any how i will leave you with a little peese from the auther douglas adams that may explain life in genrel oh and by the way he did not beleave in god just like me just science and what ever man made things that are stable not god with is man made and unstable so this is james signing off good by oh and by the way you are welcome to leave me email but i do not care what it is about it will most likely be removed from my inbox before i even read it and please if i do on the off chanse read it do not send any msgs trying to convert me i will let you beleave and you shood let me disbeleave and i do not even want to hear from you unless you refuse to beleave in god good bye Anything that happens, happens. Anything that, in happening, causes something else to happen, causes something else to happen. Anything that, in happening, causes itself to happen again, happens again. It doesn't necessarily do it in chronological order, though. |
01 Jun 2005 | Jennifer | How about not killing yourself and giving it all to Jesus Christ he loves you and doesn't want you to kill yourself that is the devil he hates you he wants you to think theirs no plan for you life but their really is Jesus loves you so much so much that he gave his life for you so you could live eternal with him John 3:16 For God so loved the world he gave his only begotton son for who so ever believes in him shall not parish but have every lasting life Let me share my testimony with you Last year my grandmother had cancer in her neck and they put a plate in her neck that collapsed leaving her paralized the doctors said that she only had a 1% chance of ever walking again and guess what shes doing shes walking and Jesus can do wonderful things in your life if you are willing to let him Just hang in there it won't be too long until he comes back I promise just hang on God bless |
23 May 2005 | nobody lies me | i totally fucking agree with exactly everything [starved to deah says] now to hell with the fucking rest of ur god and christian shit, its totally fake so fuck off. |
02 May 2005 | Princess Oblivious | I don't know. I thought about tylenol when I was 14 but after going to a psychologist, he told me it would hurt (I think he was lying). I can't stand pain. Sometimes things pile up and it really feels like it should end. But I got over it and I want to gie you advice, but I don't know what to say because everyone's case and cause is different. Some people just want attention while others really need someone. I am a christian. I still thought about suicide. Don't blow me off because I think there is a god. All I can say is that it is really good to have someone to talk to sometimes. Find someone. |
30 Apr 2005 | -X-Laura-X- | Hey people!.. Well, In have tried to kill myself three times, and obviously, both times didn't work. Every single day, I'm thinking about death and suicide. Last Thursday, someone in my school (I'm 14 b the way) told one of my teachers that I was really and depressed and suicidal. I am so pissed off about that! If this teacher ever tells my mum, I think theres only one thing for it.. I'm a Christian, and no way do I wanna go to hell. I brought this up, because many people have been saying to me that I would go to hell if I commit suidide, and I'm not really sure what to believe. I don't even believe in myself for gosh sakes! Two of my best friends killed themselves last year, and I don't think they are in hell..they were really good people and had no right at all to go there. Well..I dunno what else to say, but if anyone needs to chat or something, just e-mail me or add me to their MSN..it's number1_punk_rocker@hotmail.com See ya's all later..hopefully! Bye xxx |
29 Apr 2005 | viciously tempered | the best way to kill yourself ? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ....... well i wouldn't know ,but if i had to choose out of all the ways you can go out is to OD. perferible heroin. now Iv'e never in my life did drugs and i probably never will. But I im suffering though a depression of my own. and I am only 14. but life is cruel then and some kid is always going to be an asshole ( aspecially if your different) but you have to think of it this way do you really care that much about some spoiled snotnose bastard that barely knows you? or if you really want to go through with this and u are a christian think about where u would end up. IN Hell! now how smart is that. your coming from a hell on earth going to the real one. but after all it's your life to end and if all else fails go to your local drug dealer and buy a kilo of the H and go fucking crazy! |
24 Apr 2005 | B u b b a W o r s h i p | Start by listening to music of depression. Kurt Cobain would be a very , very good way to start. Any grunge music, goth music, metal , thrash, punk, glam , doom, and my personal style of writing music which I call possessed is a hell of a goddamned way to start.. Then while you listen and learn to love the music, start drinking lots of alcohol, clear liquor specially. then move to marijuana, the to every kind of pill you can think of, then cocaine, the lsd and shrooms, the more and more alcohol and beer, 3 packs of cigarettes a day, then eventualy heroin and strong doses of morphine.. Oh and another thing, the pill valium really aggravates heroin and the like.. So basically become a fucking junkie and die a slow death from drugs and alcohol and cigarettes. Or become a junkie and get so depressed that you shoot yourself, throw yourself in front of a train, hanging, jump from tall building or bridge, poisin urself with just about any house hold cleaning prducts from drain o to furniture polish, or all of that at the same time.. Oh and a couple other things,,,,,, if you want to hang yourself use thin metal wire for it will most likley cut your whole head off when you jump. AND ONE LAST SPECIALLY WORD FROM MYSELF. IF YOU ARE GOING TO KILL YOURSELF BEFORE YOU DO IT CUSS GOD UNTILL YOU CANT TALK OR SHIT YOURSELF. cAUSE HE IS MOST LIKELY THE MAIN PERSON YOUR PISSED AT FOR PUTTING YOU ON THIS GODDAMNED EARTH AND GIVING YOU ALL THE ABILITIES TO MAKE YOU DEPRESSED AND WANT TO KILL YOUR SELF IN THE FIRST PLACE.. iF GOD WAS AS REAL AND PERFECT AS CHRISTIANS SAY HE IS THEN WHY HASNT HE MADE A CURE FOR NOT KILLING YOURSELF.... SO BASICALLY WHAT I AM SAYING IS TO KILL GOD, KILL YOURSELF, KILL EVERYONE THAT FUCKS WITH YOU AND HOPEFULLY WE CAN ALL GO TO HELL WHERE AT LEAST THERE WOULD BE INTERESTING PEOPLE UNLIKE HEAVEN WHERE YOU WORSHIP THAT BASTARD FOR ETERNITY.. BY AND I HOPE YOU GET YOU KILLING DONE ON THE FIRST TRY CAUSE IT IS THAT MUCH HARDER THE SECOND TIME AROUND |
25 Mar 2005 | Chris | Well, it's me again. I'm here, even though I don't want to be...im the guy extremely depressed guy with bipolar. Some people gave me suggestions on how to kill myself, but I then, before I tried it, they told me they were fucking around...which you know, pisses me off. When I got a few emails of peoples advice, I was happy...no, estatic. I thought oh, awsome! Finally, a way out. What I am coming to think, is that this thing is full of people who don't actually want to commit suicide and don't take this shit seriously. So, coming from someone who is truly depressed, if you're not gonna actually do it, or even give helpful advice, you if you think this is a joke, FUCK YOU. You guys are fucking little kids, entertaining you're simple, sadistic minds. SO. If any of you have actually or real advice, please email me..... |
09 Mar 2005 | Chris | I am bipolar...the medical condition when your chemically imbalanced, and go through excessive, extreme, long durations of deep depression. Its unadvoidable. My father had the same condition, and he commited suicide when I was young, about 8 or 9. It really fucked me up inside. Since that day, I have not shed one tear, for anybody or anything. It's horrible feeling like this, I just want an end to it all. want to end it without pain. So I have tried to shop for guns and cynaide on the internet, but have failed because I need government forms to be able to attain them....I have even tried looking for different ways to end it all on the net, because drinking chemicals like paintstipper or bleach or even poison dont really appeal to me...but if i have too... But that is how I came here. Nobody knows abotu my position. I don't trust a psychologist, or anybody else. They wil ltry to prevent it, when I only want an end. I have to admit, it kind of relieves some of the pain and and stress just typing it here. I doubt I will be here in a few weeks. I just want an end...I just want it soon.... |
06 Feb 2005 | chrissy czarra | make it look like a murder |
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