Date	Name/email Nom/email	What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
26 Jun 2005	Meh.	Go into the bathroom, lock the door, turn out the light, peer into the mirror and recite the following; Bloody Mary, Bloody Mary, Bloody Mary. If this didn't work, try reciting this; Candy Man, Candy Man, Candy Man. If this didn't work, smash the mirror with your fist then swallow a shard of broken glass. If this didn't work then you musn't have wanted to die afterall, silly socks:P. Suicide isn't funny kiddies, life is a whore, deal with it. I was your age not so long ago and I know how most of you feel as I have been through similar experiences to people who've posted their stories on this site. THERE IS HELP. You just need to start looking harder. Just one other thing, in response to Tala's post about there being nothing after death, I'm not trying to tell you that you are wrong, however, I had an Aunt who recently died of an asthma attack. After the doctors revived her, she claimed that she was literally floating above herself, watching the doctors bring her back to life. This may or may not have been a dream that my aunt was having, but I do know she doesn't lie and she seemed so damn sure. Also she's spoken to other people who have been through a very similar situation...so I guess we just can't be sure... Don't kill yourselves.
26 Jun 2005	Sean Briley (Bo-Bo)	I dont want it to seem as though I am wine-ing. I am just stating the facts. First of all I am a 32 year old man going on 33. I have just recently moved out of my mothers house into my apartment. She is paying all of my bills and I have a two hundred plus dollar phone bill I cant pay. I can't get a decent job due to my past criminal history with drugs. I was in prison and now I somehow got caught again and am on probation. I still do drugs. I have been to re-hab but I don't really want to quit. My wife left me. I never get see my daughter. Most of my family won't even talk to me anymore. I can't get a girlfriend. And did I mention... I will probably go back to prison very soon. This time my mother will probably not be able to pay to get me off the charges. Now the whole time you were reading this I bet you were thinking that i am all depressed and going to kill myself, right? Nope. I do have serious problems. However I do not want to kill myself. I want to slaughter myself. All my life i have been a loser. A total screw up. Even though I am 32 I never grew up. Kids. Children. Listen to me. Dont be like me. Always being so selfish. Never maturing into an adult yet living in an adults body. If you do problems will encompass you and finaly consume you. This next time i go to prison I will be gone for a long while. And the worst part is I do want to kill myself but am to afraid to do it. I am worthless as a human being and to socioty. Jail is the best palce for me. Or a graveyard. And now i realize this it is to late. Dont let your life pass you by as I did mine. Only to find that there isn't much of a life I can live.
23 Jun 2005	some lim-girl	yeah well i dont blame ya for wanting to commit suicide but there isnt really a way. some die of an overdose the first time, when others try it there whole life's and then die bie an accident. me? i was an happy kid, at the age of 14 i had seen allot of reality but i didnt really cared as long as i ha d friends and money, wich i still have, even more then i did back then. two weeks before my 15th birthday i had an accident, i got hit by a car and i was serieusly hurt in my head (im from belgium so i some words i wanna say, i cant translate in english so i try to explain). when i go back home, after being in the hospital, i felt strange. apperently i had a depression, wich is normal for the injury i had in my head. it would take years to heal. thats 5 years ago. i have everything i wanted, cool friends, nice friends, lots of friends, family, good schoolresults and nice teachers. i seem pretty normal, im even popular and people seem to think of me as a strong person with allot life experience, they admire me, and if i need someone i dont even have to search for someone. so i cant complain. i tryed giving life a second, third, 50th chance but my head wont work with me. i cant enjoy anything no more. so i told my doctor, the same one who told me about that depression, and now he tells me that some people that had mey headinjury, just never get over that depression. ist something in the brain that doesnt seem to fix and cannot be operated or treated with pills. and even how mutch u want to fight to get over it, it wont help. and its not my fault, its the injury. so i know life cant be good for me no more, as for some others. all my dreams have come true and i did liike it, but i cant enjoy it no more. now in my country u can ask for an injection thats makes u die within a few minutes and with a minimum of pain, its legal here, but not anyone can have it. u have to prove youre life sucks and untill u can do that, well, u died from old age if u know what i mean, or u gotta have a lot of money to bie three doctors that say u can but thats almost impossible here. witch means i have to stand the pain, knowing it wont get better. now THATs bad! cause who confirmd that youre life wont get better?! know im waiting, counting every day till its my last. cause suicide, common, the only wau u can make sure its gonna work, is with a gun. and i dont think i have to punish the people thats surround me for my pain, cause that just wouldnt be fair. but i u turn it arround, its easy for them to say, cause they dont have to stand trough the pain every day, and knowing that youre aqtually living for others and not for yourself cause it wont get better. god this is hard! and where is the real GOD now? common if he would know that half of the population would be like this, then wy did he make us? if there really is a god the he is OR a bad person OR hes just something people made up to blame someone for all the bad things. commiting suicide= a chicken, selfich person? yeah right, after all, the only one who really understands u is yourself. in hard times it all comes down to yourself, so fuck the rest!! u can only judge when u had gone trough it yourself cause then u unsderstand. bye
22 Jun 2005	Sara	Hi My Fake name on here is sara, I didnt use my real name, cause I dont want any1 I know to find out, THAT I WAS SUISIDAL, the once and last time I posted on here uptill now, was a nice post telling me people that they could make it through the hard times,but thats cause I dont want young people to hurt them selves, but in reality I dint really beleive my own words, cause I was hurting too, and \when I found this site, I have so happy to find A very nice girl, her name is anna, we are BEST FRIENDS NOW, we have been friends since Feb, And its now June, so 5months, We tell each other everything, every last sad thing that happened in are lives. We have been through so much these past 5months, And I went through a hard time with her, cause recentlly she tryed to kill her self, and I thought she was dead, But thankgod she didnt die!!~Shes alright now, she had to spend some time in the hospital, But Im soo happy shes okay now!!~And I have some other good news thanks to her friendship, and just everything going on in my life now, Im proud to say IM NO LONGER SUISIDAL ANYMORE, and shes getting over it too. If I can do it , then so can all of you, I know , how hard it is, beleive me, but once some good things start happening, it just gets better. Yeah sure every1 will have some hard times, But all you really need Is good people around you. I found ONE GOOD FRIEND< ANNA!! THROUGH THIS WEBSITE< and everything has changed in these last 5months, I love her soooo much, and I know were gonna be true friends to the END, I wanna say ANNA THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE!!YOUR THE BEST XOXOO
22 Jun 2005	spanky_the_duck	hey im back again, well some people who were on the site have added me, i havnt cut in 6 days so fucking proud of myself! w00t! hope this feeling stays. im getting help for the cutting and when i feel low. ive started smoking and alot of friendsd arnt talkigbn to me cos of that but i dont care. aslong as im happy i dont care, ive been going out with my boyfrind for 5 months now. im so happy. its my 15th birthday comming up soon im hoping it will give me and even better perspective on life. thanks to everyone who has helped me. they are the best, so thank you tracy and fallen you've helped even if you dont reaslise it. spanky x
21 Jun 2005	Really nuts	Are you fucking serious? Obviously not!! It is a damn shame you don't use the brains you were born with. While you idiot children play "suicide games" some of us adults are forced to attempt to live with them in the real world on a daily basis.] I am an old, 44 years, and have been fighting this battle for 8 years now. Trying like hell to raise a child, maintain a marriage (too late for that one), keep my professional job (that is gone too), and to just stay alive some days. I have tried so many medications I couldn't begin to name them all. Have anyone out there really ever thought what it is like to go day to day for years on end, not caring if you lived or died? Didn't think so...
19 Jun 2005	becca	im only 12 yrs old myself. i kno every1 will cal me stupid for wot i say in this nd tat my life has only just started but wot i say doesn't sound like much but to me it hurts so bad. to start of about 5 yrs ago i found out my bro was taking drugs, a yr later my parents found out nd took him to the cop shop but lucky dey let him out after 2 nights. then i was on holiday just to get bk to find my bro was in bed completely stoned. my mum was sat on top of him just hitting him in the face. i was just sat in my room wish all tat was goin on would just stop(memba im only about 6-7yrs old) since then my life has only got worse. iv tryed to kill myself many of times but my bro (hu i get on wiv realli well) has presuaded me not to do it. he himself tried hanging himself at the age of 13.i didn't kno about this until last year wen i first tryed killing myself. just reasently my bro has joined the navy nd gone out to sea for a few months nd my life at home has got worse. i have started cutting myself nd my friends have found out. they asked me if it hurt nd i sed no not realli so they started trying it.for my friends sake im trying to stop the cutting. but i still dont kno how im ment to cope wiv my life at home until my bro gets bk nd i can speak to him about it. o yer they best way to kill urself it prob a overdose or hang urself.
15 Jun 2005		My name is Belle. i am 16. i have tried so many ways to kill myself. I havebeen hospitalised in both normal hospitals, mental hospitals and special child phyciatric units. I have , and this is no joke, suffered bulimia and anorexia, i broke my back and was in a wheelchair for 5 months after a trampoline accident, i have epilespy, i have od on panodol, valium, riddlin, prozac, sleeping pills, vitamin tablets... anything i could lay my hands on. Did i mention that i am also a cutter and burner. oh yeah, and i have adhd and ocd. YET dispite all of this i am still percieved as a happy child. My parents are great.. dont get me rong when i say this, but they have their faults just like everyone else. I recently ran away because my parents kept threating to get me moved to a mental institute permantly because they cant cope with me. I met a guy at a train station while i was in the city and he looked after me for a week. I thought he was genuinly looking out for me. He abused me. Emotionally and sexually. I hate him so much. But i left him and am now back at home. Answering your question... i think the best way is good old paracetamol. you can od and no one will no until it is too late.. take 48 ( 2 pk) and u will die within 24 hours.
13 Jun 2005	mason	A lot of visitors to this site think its a laugh to slag and criticise the youngsters on this site about committing suicide, but these people have never been truly depressed like the kidson this site have for what ever the reasons. I am not 13 infact im more than twice that age yet i still feel a teenager. I just want to tell my story and try and put yourself in my posistion and you might understand how suicide is the only thing on your mind under some circumstances.After reading on this site the cases of fathers raping their daughters and other terrible cases i feel i am not as unfortunate as them. One day i came home from work..to be told my best friend had visited at my house to show me his new motorcycle,but as i was at work and only my girlfriend was in.So as my mate was very exited about his new motorcycle my girlfriend agreed to jump on the back for a little run up the road, a mile up the road a tractor pulled out into their path killing them both instantly, i later found out my girlfriend was 2 months pregnant.This accident happened over 3 years ago and i am still finding it as hard to cope now as i did the day i was told of the accident.So kids after reading my story, do you really beleive your problems are worth killing yourself over and hurting all who love you? life is VERY short...make the most of it theres NO second chance
08 Jun 2005	ashley	ive been threw depression i got really bad tried to kill myself twice but it didnt work i was hospitalized both times and you might think geting help doesnt work but it does i have came along way its scary to be in the hospital but its scary to wanna kill your self to i used to be a cuter i did it ever time someone pissed me off or made me sad...my dad treated me like shit hit me everything...my sister wanted me to kill myself and my mom well she was te only person that loved me but i thought what was the point of living if theres only one thing to live for.....but i pulled threw im doing great my dad and sister both care about me now my mom still does and im not even on meds and im really happy i still have my friends you just gotta hang in there and give it time! if anyone wants to talk to me about there problems or anything you can IM me on xxcrazedchic69xx its aim and aol my yahoo is spiderman_ap2003
07 Jun 2005	Andrea	the best way to kill yourself when your under 13, hmmmm, probly overdose. Its simple to do, easy, you can use any drugs, aslong as you have lots of them and its practicaly painless. But it didnt work the 6 times i tried it.
06 Jun 2005	Mr. Perfect	hi.. ive been depressed for too long any time is too long for me its been 2 and a half years ive sat and wondered why im so miserable ive cried and hurt myself, ive wanted to kill myself so many times.. always but the few people who care about me would be to greatly affected by my death.. and im to ashamed of myself to look for help, i cant relate to those who have been raped, witnessed death, or had serious family troubles i love my family but i wish the best to all of you
05 Jun 2005	devil girl	greetings to all and greetings to you to mouchette. we love all of you. what i am about to tell you is the truth. it sound s a bit odd and farse but i am telling the truth. when we where about five i went mad. i began to hear voices and see things that wernt there like black eye balls on the wall that would float against the wall and hid behind posters pictures and light sockets. it is our belief that my nextdoor neighbor, a necromancer, thats is kinda like a wizard who has control of the most vile evil spirits from the depths of hell, began putting curses on me. the voices started telling us how to make little voodooo dolls and what to say with this many of this color candles on the floor in this shape with these utinsils. every voodoo doll we make the people always die. i am wondering if when i die i will go to hell to or if i am just really crazy. regardless or not about hell i want to die because we keep on killing people with magick. and then bad stuff happens to me. we want to cut off our head and flush it down a toilet.
04 Jun 2005	Tired out.	I can’t believe that in this day and age, people still choose to believe in God. Admittedly, I believed until a few years ago that God would help me to lift myself out of depression. I was a fool to think this and a bigger fool to believe in something I could not see nor feel. I am 22 and I have nothing to show for all the years that I wanted to kill myself, but chose to live on the promises of others. Nothing changes. I am still here today because I do not want to hurt my parents, who still love me, despite my failings. As time goes on, I am learning to hate those that love me, to the extent that their pain after i am gone will not prevent my suicide. I’m sure things could have been so different. If only I hadn’t been so stupid in my beliefs and expectations of life. Never expect to achieve success, get a rewarding job, a loving partner or any reward for hard work or suffering. Then you won’t be disappointed. I hope all those in torment find what they are looking for. Regards.
04 Jun 2005	just another fly just another day	as i sit suspended and watch.... you. waiting. ever so still. for if i move it would be suicide. as the moments drift away into eternity i watch. i wait. this is a poem i wrote that can be taken in many different contexts. however when i wrote it i was actually wrighting my suicide note and went blank. this is what i wrote instead. it made me change my mind about killing myself so i thought i would pass it along. and in the back of my head i kept thinking who does God favor the spider or the fly? have you had dreams about huge spiders and webs? this is an attack from the spirit of suicide. if you move they come after you but if you stand perfectly still they cant see you. most likely the setting is in a place you have lived previously. well if you have had this dream you really need jesus. if you reading this name makes you angry you need him to. because the spirit in you aint his spirit and therefore is unclean. anyway i hope you people out there have mercy rained down upon you in your time of need.
29 May 2005	Discerned	Don't kill yourself. Kill others. Kill insects, animals, weak people. Laugh at their pain, ejaculate. Do it properly and nobody will notice it. Visit a mental hospital. Look around and you'll see they're more miserable than you'll ever be. Hurt yourself. Make scars, wounds, bleed. Scream loud, the loudest you can. Hate everyone. Hate your friends, family, just everyone. Love yourself. Only yourself and your lookalikes. Tell people what you think about them. Make them hate you. Friends are evil, satanic, ego-destructive energy-lowering shits. Live live, or die now.
27 May 2005	Angel	I would say No Way is a good way, but then i'd be sounding hypacritical. I've been through all that great stuff like everyone easle. I was raped, I sold my body for drugs. I've been to two mental hospitals, got kicked outta rehab, and two school. Abuse by parents. hit by step-dad. My best friend/ ex boyfriend committed suicide in febuary, so right m=now I don't know how im managing to stay alive. I've tried to kill myself two times and both times I got cought. I ended up in a regular hospital once for overdocing to kill myself in school. I still cut myself and I have gotten better at hiding it. I've stopped selling myself, and laid off the drugs a lot. But my depression is killing me,a nd the prozac isn't working, and my mom doesn't give a fuck. She thinks its teenage shit and its all in my head. God. I can't take this hsit anymore. Whats the point in living?
25 May 2005	livingcorpse	If ur gonig 2 kyll urself mak shur u do it kwyk so thet u dun chang ur mynd. lyf=shit most ppl thynk iss ez 2 kyll urself but iv treyed 56 tymes an i kant do it i now hav only 2 fingers no legs and one arm, only 1 lung, i have no i's, no penis, and my tongue is forever numb and a blackish colour, before i thought i wanted to kyll myself because my lyf suked, now...i just don't want to be like this
25 May 2005	Siren	The Best way to kill yourself when your thirteen? hmmm I tried killing myself from as early as 7 and havent really stopped trying. Now I'm 17. So thats 10 years. Nothing to be happy about. I was molested when I was 7. My father was never around. My grandmother passed away 5 years ago, she was like my mother. I have all these men telling me I'm beautiful and they touch me and feel me, and you know what else. I'm still a virgin thank god. I've been heart-broken of cousre. By many guys. I call it a curse. Love's curse. I always seem to love them before they love me. It's a terrible system. Then about a couple of years ago, I "turned- goth" Some people think just becuz im goth has to deal with my suicidal attempts. No such thing. For awhile it actually helped me stop. It was liek a comfort zone cuz i knew who I was, and where i belonged. I've been teased for many years becuz I'm naturally skinny, Jealousy of cousre. Thats how I look at that now. After all they're not the ones that are gonna model. My "thing" as some of my friends call it is cutting. Most of my scars look like cat scrathes. my mom found my scars and automaticlly thought it was the cat, so I let her think that. I don't want to break her heart. She expects to much from me anyway. I guess you become so pressured and hurt and just confused with life and the meaning of living all together that you want to end it all. SOmetimes I still wish I could, but I don't. Becuase I want to live for tomorrow, and be there to see what happens. Life suxx, everyone knows this, but...everyone has to live it, even if it's for a second. You have to face the harsh world. I'm not going to act like a saint becuz most people are tryign to do that, and it's jsut a big lie to. I still cut, but I'm trying to stop. It's become some what of an addiction. I just cut to ease the pain. it's better to ease it even just for a little while. It's like getting pierced, you get this euphoric feeling. And it helps. But I don't suggest for people to do it. BEcause you probably won't be able to stop.
24 May 2005	Meg	There is no way to kill yourself when you're thirteen. At thirteen your life has hardly begun, and I'm sorry to disappoint you children, but it's definately not a time to end your life. Think about death and suicide all you wish, fantisize, dream, but don't act. Not until you're mature enough to realize the consequences and results for you family, friends and loved ones. I would take this advice seriously. I'm eighteen, and I have been dealing with major depression for six years myself. I have tried support groups, cognitive therapy and drug therapy (antidepressants). Unfortunately, years ago I was young, juvenille, and ignorant just like you, and I was a serious victim of self injury, alcoholsm, drug abuse and suicide attempts. Luckily, I grew, matured and came to my senses. I'm now top of my class, on my way to Canada's top university, with a loving boyfriend, supportive family and incredible friends. How? I'm not a quitter! Suicide and any form of self injury is not the answer. Sorry kids, it's slightly more difficult than that.

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