Date	Name/email Nom/email	What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
04 May 2008	rotting in hell	u guys shouldnt kill urself.....life is to valuable to waste time being depressed and killing urself is not the answer.......so please dont kill urself if u wanna talk email me at niyah_pooh_175@yahoo.com
30 Apr 2008	Rico	I was there once, in that dark horrible lonely place, wishing every day was my last. I fantasied for years about how to kill my self from the age of about 8-13. I was bullied, teased, victimised and generally a figure of fun. I was in a school full of toffs where it was the norm to be good at everything and try your hardest. I however could not. I wanted to sometimes just to fit in a bit better, I was made to do some stuff to another kid in my first year aged 7 and this hauted me for the rest of my school life. I not only wanted to kill myself but also the S**T who was 13 who made me do it. I then went to another school aged 13 and life was better, I was still misbehaved but fitted in much better. I suppose what I'm trying to say is no matter how lonely you are feeling there is always some good just round the corner, so never give up because you will miss out on alot of good stuff ahead.
17 Apr 2008	never u mind lol	this is pathetic !! ive had people in my family who killed themsalves and i know wat its like to loose a loved one!!!people who kill themselves are sad because they dont think about their freinds or family and how much pain ure gonna put them through !! i aint long lost a close one who killed himself and seeing the state of his mother was really bad !! and not long ago his baby was born u lot r sad and pathetic imagine wat ure family and mates will be going through just talk to some one trust me it helps alot just take care of ure lifes at the end ov the day u r only young and ure life is only now starting TALK TO SUM1 AN THINK ABOUT THE PEOPLE U LOVE AND WHO LOVE U !!! take care xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
16 Apr 2008	cant say	my girlfriend killed herself a few years ago there isnt a day i dont think of her it has ruined my life to the point of being suicidal myself i canot go on anymore i have tryed not to feel like this but i cant help myself i been to the doctors he said get over it . ive spoke to the samaratans and that didnt help ive tried no one can help me no one ime gona do it tonight
16 Apr 2008	jeni lou (18)	I wudnt no i tried at 14 and my way was a boz of asprin it wud have killed me but my mate fwd me and rushed me in to hopsical i was so dtermined i ran out and fwd my way home from thr eventaully i dont no how but i must have been fwd i woke up back in hospical but ive tried so many time when u can drive best way i no which ive planned and my sucide is set out readi date and notes and place ect is carbon monxide poisionising i had it as a child at bout 4 and well i choose that after years of planning and trying its my perfect and definate sucide so wait!!!!! enjoy teh next few eyars and plan it why u waiting so u get it rite when u do then get ur licence ect set it up date readi tehn on teh day if u wnat to do it if not dont leave teh stuff in ur bott u can always do it tmz
10 Apr 2008	dep	Best way to commit suicide? I wish I knew. Most of the time I try not to think about it, other times it overwhelms and I really wish I had the answer. Like today, when it seems to hard to manage alone but anyone I talk to doesn't make me feel better. But there doesn't seem to be a best way. There isn't an easy way. Wouldn't it be nice if we could just choose to go to sleep and not wake up the next day, if that's what we really wanted?
08 Apr 2008	hat	HOLD ON!!!! I have been a teenager, I still Am (19) and i know how hard it can be growing up... NO ONE can understand you because you are young and do NOT understand YOURSELF YET...YET...YET !!!! Life is a discovery of this!!!!!! i am still figuring it out... with many ups and downs but focusing on the ups when im down and KNOWING that an up will come around eventually!!!! ALSO that someONE loves you... you may not even be aware of this because you feel so TERRIBLE about yourself.... but they do! so hang in there in those delicate teenage years!
07 Apr 2008	SANGVINA /Just another looser /	I posted here about a year ago, nothing changed, things got worse, I don't live, I'm surviving from one day to another, fuck it all!!! and you know what? nothing will ever gonna be the way before, I wanna vomit, I'm sick of myself, of my alcoholic parents, I'm sick of my life it's living hell...and for you, lost soul one good advice in the end never mess with occlutism and heroine it'll destroy u peace with u
05 Apr 2008	Archy	I'm 19 and have been suicidal since I was 13 or 14. Not allot has changed. I have allot of reasons, I was raised in a house with a mother who was severly ill and constantly in and out of the hospital. Taking all kinds of drugs that made her spew blood. She died when I was eight and left our household in massive debt. My perectly normal, happy friend alex hung himself in grade 10, only 16 years old. No note. I've been seriously bullied for most of my life and have even had my entire hand fractured... I made up a lie saying I had done it. But even all these seemingly good reasons arent the reason why I'm suicidal. I can't get a job no matter how hard I try so I attempt to make up for it by working twice as hard at home. Basically renovating the place alone. And although these do make me sad, its not the reason i'm suicidal. I can put up with it, i was raised to. The truth is sometimes their is no reason for it. and yes, it means I keep to myself and my only friend and loved one is a 14 year old cat. I'm still alive. and that has to count for something. I'm not telling you what to do or what not to do. I'm not that kind of person. The only thing I know is that I'm still alive and surviving.
05 Apr 2008	DeNae	LOOK RIGHT IVE HAD A FUCKED UP LIFE,,,MY DAD BEAT ME AGE 7-12.I HAD NO LOVE.I MOVED TO BALTIMORE N MY MOMMY WAS A CRACK HEAD...MY UNCLE LOOKS AT ME LIKE IM A PEICE OF MEAT OR SOMTHING.I HAVE NO BOYFREIND. IVE HAD PROBLEM WITH FREINDS OFTEN..IVE KICKED A COUPLA ASSES JUS TO MAKE MY STRESS LEAVE.I DONT HAVE sEVEN BRAND JEANS IM NOT RICH. BUT IDIDNT KILL MY SELF N LOOK WAT HAPPENED- I LET GO OF THOSE FAKE ASS FREINDS AND HAVE 5 BEST FREINDS. -MY MOMMYS IN REHAB - I GOTTA LIL BOYFREIND -I HAVE A 3.0 GPA - IM SEMI HAPPY IM 17 YEARS OLD OUTTA MD/DC BLACK EMAIL ME IF U WANNA EXPRESS YOUR SELF OR A SITUATION THAT NEEDS HELP
03 Apr 2008	Karliee	People Call Me Stupid For What I Am Doing I Slit My Wrists Cause Wnt To Die I Read On The web sliting yur wrists is number "8" in he asyest ways to comit suiside :D when i foundout i got exited cause it sed "it is ping and will happen slowly as your are losing loads of blood and is making it diffecult for your heart to cntinue " .. once i ead ths i was sliting my wrists a while befor and i fort "ive been sliting for ages naw if i continue it wont be long" then a mounth went past .. teo mounths .. three mounth nuthin was happening .. four mounths .. five mounths i sarted to feel faint all te time adhad a lot ofblank outs.. six mounts .. Seven mounths.. i got rushed into hospital .. but for some resson i was exited . i wanted to die :D i ovesit soo MUCH UNTIL !! I Found outid befine i cryed and cryed and cryed fort why did they have to sve me they ruiened my dream of being deadd !!!:'(
01 Apr 2008	Marc	Everybody stop! I posted on this website years ago when I was depressed. I didn't know what to do, I hated my life, and I wanted to kill myself. I even got kicked out of school because somebody found my post on this website. four years later I've learned something about life that I would like to share with you suicidals. First things first, for those of you who think that there might be one last chance for someone before you kill yourself. I'm not a self righteous guy, but I believe that me and you should talk. Email me. I'll tell you my life story, and trust me, you'll want to have tissues present. And if your comfortable, you tell me your life story. Tell me whats wrong and I promise I won't just judge you because four years ago I was slicing my wrists with a razor blade. I just never cut deep enough. I have the scars to prove it if you want to see them. My AIM screen name is fatherxix and my email Is Fatherxix@gmail.com I don't want you to kill yourself, however if you need help to slice deeper or pull the trigger, or jump or something to chase all those pills you swallowed, Alcohol. Lots of it. It isn't called liquid courage for marketing reasons. Seriously though for everyone ewlse that would like to talk, Fatherxix is my AIM. Fatherxix@gmail.com is my email, Marc B. Anthony is my facebook, Myspace.com/gotohellguys is my myspace. Unfortunately there is no other way to contact me via the internet. However if are a genuine person and can contact me any other way and are serious about killing yourself we can talk via phone
01 Apr 2008	bRIAN	The best way I have figured out as far as painless goes is to don't include blood. At least for me, ending my life is as a relief that I can't wait to experience. There is nothing that i can say to change anybodys mind. LOTS of Xnx, Dixopn, and alcohol. That will do it. I don't want any person to to do it, but if your gonna do it might as well to it right the first time. Who ever reads this i plead not to follow through with it. It's not worth it. Especially when they are sticking that huge tube down your throat and it hurts like hell. iT GETS BETTER.
01 Apr 2008	Megan.	I'm only 14 and you probebly wont believe me when I say it but, I would say the best way to kill yourself is to not. Trust me, its better. I've attempted suicide 13 times and for some reason I'm still alive. When I think about it, I realize what I'm leaving behind me, my friends, and the people who love me. Sometimes I feel like they dont love me, and I often feel that way all the time. I dont want to whine about whats happened to me, whats happened, happened, its how I feel now that makes it worse. I hate waking up every day and seeing the smiling faces of everyone, you see how they really feel, you can see if there hurt, or if there happy, but for some reason, my best friend cant understand how i feel. I told her how I was feeling, she cant tell I feel it now. Its not even been a year since I told her. She doesnt understand that I'm asking for her help. Now I know killing myself cant help, but just thinking about how nice it would be to not feel any of this. I still stand by my statement, just dont, just imagine how you will leave your family. Like some people stories tell of how bad there family life it, imagine how they would take it, your family would go deeper into there bad habits. I find it would be horrible to leave my family in a worse state than now, but anyways, just think about it.
21 Mar 2008	Javier Duran	Well, the last time I posted on Mouchette, I was pretty much an asshole. I have a beautiful girlfriend now. And I'm turning 14 in June. Life got much better for me. Much, much better. Then, I got arrested for Possession of Marijuana. I still felt life was boring. I have all these girls that love me. I have my whole family that love me. I have all my friends that love me. And I let them all down... I just wanted to try it out, 1 joint cant hurt? Noooooooo I got caught by miracle, long story, don't worry about it. But I qualified for Civil Sitation and I'm doing my hours as we speak. Life got really bad after that, again. Everyone thinks differently of me now, as if I'm the worlds biggest pothead.. None of my teachers trust me now.. I still have all the girls in love with me.. But I can't do anything about them because I have a girlfriend and I love her to Death. And, idk, life seems pretty empty now. Really empty... I look back in life and I remember seeing myself in the future being something. And now I can't see that anymore.. I feel like I'm going to fail in life. Thats not what I want.... I'm pretty suicidal now Really really suicidal... I just need someone to talk to besides my girlfriend, or my family and friends. Someone who might understand what type of mind fuck I'm going through in my life right now... Please, talk to me MSN : Ultimatesin380@hotmail.com AIM : Purplesinmonkey In all that is good, grand, and peace, Javier Duran
16 Mar 2008	Vicky	At the age of 6 i was in and ou of hospitals than the fukin nurses were.. trust me... im only 16 now. and life is getin really hard, just split up with my 17 year old boyfriend, i now have a 26 year old... hes hard to please, but hes gorgeous and everyone really likes him, before he came along i tried to kill myself, walked str8 out infront of the 26 year olds car.. ended up in hospital. then he told me how much hed always loved me since he knew me.. now im happy.. gettin married.. expectin a bby.. nd livin with him.. yes i know im only 16 but trust me... if u even consider killin urself.. think wot could be said or happen tu yu .. sumthin good could cum out of it after... x
16 Mar 2008	Zack	Hey guys my name is Zack, i have tryed to kill my self several times and failed. i have had an extremely painful life from being abused from my father after my mother and sister were killed in a train accident that i was in and seeing them left me cold. and not even a month later i watched my cousin kill himself infront of me. there is alot more that has happiened to me and i am willing to share it and help other people that are tihnking about killing themselfs, i am here to help email me please and it may save a life..
12 Mar 2008	totally doing it	from time to time i enjoy coming to this website and reading posts. does this make me sick? should i consider suicide? and if i do consider it, how will i know its the right choice for me? from time to time i spank myself and choke myself. i dont really enjoy it. i dunno why i do it. ive always wondered wtf is wrong with me. its just what is wrong with me has this overwhelming sence of apathy. im not sure if suicide is for me yet. definite maybe though. and im still contemplating the method. however i know when/if i do, previous to doing it im going to put like 10 toy cars in my anus so the coronor will be all wtf??? im sure they will laugh. maybe not right then. maybe later when they are about to go to bed. im a lil antisocial too so if u email me and i dont email back for a lil bit its just cuz im argueing with myself why i should get out of bed to brush my teeth, but if i dont maybe they will all rot out and i can starve to death instead of doing it myself. i ussually end the argument by telling myself this is stupid and begin laughing in a high pitch tone thats not quite a laugh but not quite a deep crying sound like a child getting beaten. i made a lot of those when i was a child. all i know is i was on the bridge sitting on the edge and a big truck pulling a trailer came flying by and the wind almost and then i got real sad cuz it didnt knock me off. didnt matter though. prolly wouldnt have killed me just broke me up real good. sometime i wonder if i just rub shit all over me if people would leave me alone. i saw a woman in my dreams last night. she was naked and squating in a corner of a room eating her menstrual fluids. i remember thinking in my dream i wish my mom did that to me. the dream was silent. i remember i could hear my tear drops falling. i woke up laying sideways on my bed. i felt queezy. oh yeah dont email me if your gonna say a bunch of crap about hope or living or relatives. seriously i already have problems.
10 Mar 2008	amelia	so ive wrote to this before but it wasnt posted?? nway so i was suicidal and i kinda rite got passed that and im jus feeling down but nothing i kant handel rite? somthing goes wrong w/ my bf and i then yea ill prolly go thro with it.. but jus recently my bf cheated on me and i hate my parents who lock me in my own house i sneak out and go get drunk till let loose its not a good thing but i do it and i usually jus make a complete fool of myself and get mad at the world more less im an emotional bipolar drunk lol but otha than that its fun sum nights. Nway so i decide that suicide sounded good it was very selfish but hey we all can be at times. but jus recently my bf and i discussed and i mite be preganant and that gives me a reason to live. if iam or not jus the thot of a baby and my bf soon to be my husband together and we both want this than life is wonderful :] i need to live to be there for the ones i love you I hop u think about that too wen it comes to your life! thanx
06 Mar 2008	Aimee	LISTEN PEOPLE!! I AM A 17 YEAR OLD GIRL AND IVE PROBERLY BEEN THREW MORE SHIT THAN GOD HIMSELF! (I AINT RELIGOUS) I AM HIGHLY DISABLED (ARTHRITIS) IM ON CHEMOTHERAPY AND HAVE TO TAKE 17 DIFFERENT PILLS A DAY!!! IVE TRYED SUICIDE 4 TIMES AND IT NEVER FUKING WORKED!!! MY EX BOYFRIEND HIT ME AND THEN LEFT ME FOR MY BEST MATE 2 DAYS AFTER WE SPLIT UP! WE WERE TOGETHER 6 MONTHS MY DAD TOUCHED MY BEST MATE BACK IN 1998 AND I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE MY MUM IS A ALCOHOLIC AND MY BROTHER HAS ADHD MY STEP DAD HAS HIT ME AND I USED TO GET BULLIED!!! GUESS WHAT HELPED ME?? MY MATES I WOULD GIVE THEM A CALL TELL THEM HOW I FEEL AND THEY WOULD BE THERE! SOME OF THEM HAVENT BUT I NOW KNOW WHO IS MY MATES AND WHO ISNT! LISTEN TO ME IF YOUR THINKING OF DOING SOMETHING LIKE THIS CALL SOMEONE! DONT WORRY ABOUT THE TIME!! IM SURE THEY WILL B HAPPY THAT YOU WILL STILL BE ALIVE IN THE MORNING!!! MY NAN DIED WHEN I WAS TEN AND I CANT GET A JOB BEACAUSE NO1 WILL HIRE ME!! I SLEEP WITH BOYS TO MAKE MESELF FEEL GOOD! BUT NOW I KNOW LIFE IS WORTH LIVING!! IF YOUR YOUNG THINK ABOUT THIS FOR A SECOND... DO YOU WANT KIDS? DO YOU WANT TO BE A NANNY? GET MARRIED? GET A HOUSE WITH 6 DOGS? AND IF YOUR OLDER WITH A FAMILY JUST THINK CAN YOUR KIDS SURVIVE WITHOUT U? WHO WOULD TAKE YOUR KIDS? WHAQT ABOUT YOUR HUSBAND OR YOUR MUM OR WHOEVER? LEMME TELL YOU THIS THEY WONT COPE YOUR FAMILY MEMBERS WOULD BREAK DOWN AND FEEL SUICIDAL!!! WELL THATS ALL I WANTED TO SAY BUT SERIOUSLY CALL SOMEONE! CHILDLINE OR ANYONE! THANK YOU XX AIMEE

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