Date	Name/email Nom/email	What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
15 Jun 2007	bye	ive just been betrayed by my own family, i am going to kill myself tomorrow.
14 Jun 2007	dead inside.	Okay, i said i'd leave but i just have one more thing to say to The Bitter End. Heh, I just searched you, I like your wise comments and sarcastic remarks that linger with subtle reality. Nice Job. Just thought i'd let you know. Farewell.
14 Jun 2007	dead inside	to the bitter end: Sorry, I just assumed it was you, I guess I was wrong. Live Journal huh? I might take u up on that that one. Thanks. to Kim1122: I'm not sure who your talking about when u asked if i heard from him.... --------- Everyone around me is getting things. They are living their dreams, some are even living mine. I'm still stuck here. In the same place i've always been. Alone and depressed. I have an essay due at 8 am on saturday. I'm working on friday, so that leaves me with just today to work on it. I have no motivation. It doesn't even matter. I try, i try to stay positive, and think of eventually reaching my goal....but today everything inside of me is dead. My educational future seems hopeless. God knows i try, i put my blood and tears into it, but it doesn't work out. Ever. I feel like i'm failing every aspect of life. He told me to try and forgive myself about what happened before....i try to, but when i see that everything i touch turns to dirt...i feel like i'm still being punished for...all..that... I am lost. Honestly he is the only thing that keeps me going. A faceless being, that i've never even met. At times I feel like I don't even deserve him. And more than likely when we meet face to face, he'll be disappointed. Breathing becomes a burden at times. My veins itch to be severed. I'm holding myself back from self destruction...i am holding as tight as i can. I'm slipping tho. I feel like its only a matter of time before i completely burn out. fade out. and become nothing. No one can hear my silent tears. I cry alone in the dark and hold myself, because there isn't anyone around to hold me. I crave warmth and comfort...that void is never filled. I'm looking for an addiction now...something, that'll keep me at it for a bit longer. I am weak. I am pathetic. A sorry excuse for a human being. This may even be my last post...i guess there are a few of you who are excited about that. Just remember kids, none of you are as hopeless as you think you are. I know that there are many of you with talents and passions. Whether you have looks, or your an artist, musician, good at math, a writer, love....whatever is is, find it and hold on to it. It is what will get you thru the bad times. Remember, there are only a few on this planet who are truly hopeless. I have faith in you. I wish you all the best. Goodbye. xoxoxox dead inside.
12 Jun 2007	kim1122	U gotta keep fighting and holding on!
12 Jun 2007	The Bitter End.	dead inside - What makes you think I posed as you claiming to be an attention seeker? My problem with your posts is not a problem with you, though I do strongly recommend you get yourself a LiveJournal.
12 Jun 2007	Hiperson	If you eat lots and lots of poppy seeds you will test positive for opium... one bagel of it is 3 hours worth.
11 Jun 2007	bill	ahh the best way is not to uve lived what 12-13 year and the average human lives 70-80 so whats the point killing ya self know cause u dont know whats ur capable of
11 Jun 2007	Depressed	i am in love with 2 guys, one wants nothing to do with and the other i just met. the first guy is now coming back to say they want to be with me still, the second guy i would like to give a chance to. i have no clue what to do anymore. if someone can help me please email me. i feel like just doing something stupid so i dont have to make this decision but i am in love with both. help someone!?!?
11 Jun 2007	dead inside.	words cannot describe the pain i feel right now. i don't want to feel anymore. i wish to be numb. this heart can only handle so much. it hurts. it hurts. it hurts.
11 Jun 2007	dead inside.	i am too weak to be your cure.
10 Jun 2007		on an individual basis "the best way" will differ from person to person. however i can only submit my answer and hope i win the prize money. first of all best is a vague word. what you need boys and girls is a theme. say for instance if you are being molested slit ur wrist and write in blood on the wall how pretty am i now daddy? you wanna touche me now. something to expose him. maybe position urself in a very provocitive sensual pose before you bleed out on the very bed you are violated on. however, if you are physically abused write in blood on the wall now you cant beat me anymore daddy. and just for the hell of it put or touch me anymore either. you know make em look real bad. you only got one shot at this and after all havent they made ur life miserable. now the knives are in the kitchen. go grab one and start severing arteries . slice the inside of ur thighs to the bone. slice ur wrists several times going length ways on ur arm and finnaly one one each side of ur neck. once u get the neck u dont have much time do those last so u can write on the wall. if ur to chicken to cut urself open u dont really wanna die and u just need someone to talk to. im not that person. i have my own problems.
10 Jun 2007	kim1122	dead inside: did he finally get back to u? im just curious to know if u r still waiting or if u got a chance to breath... keep doing ur thing. it is beautiful when one cares for other. later...
10 Jun 2007	Rick	I understand I have friends but and family but not really close to them like I used to be .I have tried to kill myself by taking a over dose rat poison heart pills but I survive. I am a gay male that is just a little over weight and I am lonly don't have a boyfriend and I have tried dating going to the gay clubs but no one was interested in me if you are not hot or thin then you are nothing. I blocked my heart cause of afraid of being hurt then I am hurting anyway cause I want to feel love and want to know what it feels like again. I do love a guy that I have a crush on but he taken and not in love with me. I have been in two love relationships and been hurt twice and and I have known each guy over 10 years and went out with them for 5 years and I was faithful to both and happy and treated them good. Anyway I think of death alot I thought about hanging myself or get a gun or gas or just running out in front of a car. I get jealous over my sister and brother cause they have a person to love and wake up too and do things with tell each other that you love each other. I just want to be showed that someone wants me and that I am somebody that can love back if they would give me a chance. I no one really wants me so I have prayed and tried everything and I am still single and I just want out of this world then stay here and grow old lonly and Im 37 and been single for 5 years now so someday I will do it and thats it sory buts thats way I feel.....
09 Jun 2007	kim1122	Thank you "dead inside". ya keep me up too because helping others helps us helps ourselves. And im with u cuz "bitter end" is no match for u! keep in touch... much love
09 Jun 2007	kim1122	Now this is getting xciting! keep it up "The Bitter End" and "dead inside"... ya shouldnt be fighting but is entertaining so go ahead...
09 Jun 2007	burning up.	This bitch rosheal fucked on her boyfriend in her boyfriend's bed and crazy carlos smacked his Baby mamma off in the head and johnathon beat his son like his daddy beat him but swore hed never Do nobody like his dady did him and then sandra used her pussy hole to get to the top and baby D He shot somebody it went bad from the drop and then diane worked at a hospital and took care of Old souls she was abusive her afterlife sees no gold roads and mr richards was a richy fella born With every penny everyone around him hungry but he never gave them any and steven was a Buisnessman an educated citizen and at the top pornography of children on his lap top Take your spot and hang out cuz its crowded in hell you in the belly of the beast now it was Heaven in jail and dont try to make no friends cuz nobody got no tounges and if the witch looks Your way somehow it crushes your lungs Playa playa was a boss man callin out shots until he caught one and everything stops the floor drops As hes screamin and fallin we see how pointless was the ballin when eternity is callin agony will be a ball. Dont cry for the dead cuz they cry for you because we laugh about an aftermath but they know how true And listen aint no-fuckin-body gettin it worse than you and me and aint nobody gettin it worse But you and me and we will see A pteradactyl swoop through the caverns of hell and grab two unfortunates to the ogre-ous cell and Aint no gaurds playin cards and aint no uniforms needed you the only one around butt naked bloody And bleedin With 7 demons in your ear got you bealievin youre heevin talk you into pullin out your own Instestines to get even you were born with the shine but you lost it down the line you fuck life Up and you cant rewind Judge shaw was a judge snake holes are his eyes there go another judge another judge somebody Dispised there goes so many judges the judges in hell so many fuckin judges in hell they Bludge in the well Fat pat like his dady was a biggot pullin duty he could tell it to them gargoyles fuckin on his booty And sharla liked money but mistook it for love and when the witch's wings press she give him Head and look above Black sundays armeggedon maggots and rain Hell's Pit got some fire for you faggots with hate Eddie bearl hit his wife and got a tooth in his knuckle later on he lost his life is a scuffle Now he in trouble You was a rebel you nobody no mo To the devil on the double you go Aint no level to the trouble you know an eternity goes an eternity goes Fuck what you tellin me we burnin up the witch keeps sellin me (we burnin up) since we burn em Up they keep turnin up and we turn corrupt (till we burnt and lovely)
09 Jun 2007		(in my head:) no ______, you cant kill these people. they are decent people. and they are your friend. they mean you no harm. maybe you should kill yourself. no. and shut up. no. go tounge kiss that severed head. no my mom is in the next room. she will hear. killkillkillkillkillkillkill.....
09 Jun 2007	moi	Best way is to wait for it to come by itself!
08 Jun 2007	Breezy	eat mushrooms, find them in the woods, you'll start tripping out really nice then bam ur gone but consider this you have options if you tried hard enough in ten years you could live in new york on top of the world, or be in Australia researching amazing animals, do you really wanna cut your options just like that???? the answer is no- suicide is a sin and im not religious but i know enough to tell u that you wont be in a better place when you die, whether you believe in god or not- it was fate you found this message, and head the warning, pass it on and help someone else get over there suicide thought- DONT DO IT
08 Jun 2007	the greatest of all.	the only thing in life you have any control over is your mind. if you have a defeted outlook on life ur life is gonna be miserable. if its positive ur life may still suck but you arent making it any worse for ur self unecesarily. the way you think refects outwardly. in speech, body language, the way u dress, and so on. this will affect your interactions with certian people which could create a positive enviroment. your enviroment has a lot to do with how you feel. on the inside. your mind is where it all begins. your thoughts. this is where you will wage war with your demons. your thoughts will drop down into your heart and become not only you but what u speak. adventually your actions will be ruled by thoughts you had many many brain farts ago. so make sure what u r putting in ur brain is positive. or at least try to balance it out. but most importantly you have to have love in your life. love is the only thing worth living for. everything else well you just have to tolorate it untill you can put distance between you and it OR you can love it. whatever your it maybe. the other option is negativity and misery. many people dont have a clue what true love is. even fewer practice it. i try. Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant. does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not keep records of wrongs,does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth, bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. love never fails.

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