Date	Name/email Nom/email	What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
07 Jun 2007	Ricky	Im 26, have no job and live at home. I'm really bad with people. I feel sick to my stomach sometimes and ashamed of myself. I'm worthless.. I read this and it helps.. "If your in the middle a storm, don't stay still or it will tear you apart. Never stop moving forward, you must never give up. Keep going toward land and you WILL make it, just keep moving forward." This was writen by a man that got HIV from a bad operation at a hospital. He went from depressed, lost and fat to happy and a bodybuilder with a hot wife. It took him a while to transform his life but he is now happy...
07 Jun 2007	dead inside.	Dear The Bitter End. First of all, it was not me who wrote about the sand. Anyways, this is a pathetic, taking cheap shots at eachother on a suicide forum. Tell me tho, what is it about my posts that bothers you so much? What is so wrong if need somewhere to vent my feelings, and i do it here? Isn't that what these things are for? You suggested so kindly that i was attention seeking....well, i come here to vent, just like any one else comes here....but you are here to start some sort of fued with a namless, faceless being....so really, who is seeking attention? I think its you. I don't know why i bother you. But i'd like to end this. You started it, and I want to end it. No more cheap shots. And if you want to thoroughly discuss this with me, let me know and i'll let u know how to contact me. Something tells me that u could care less about what i have to say tho. Oh well, I am not about to let you make me feel like crap. I go all day without saying a word sometimes...and I just like letting out my feelings here. I am sorry if that is so wrong. I don't want anyone's attention. And I don't want anyone's love. I have one person. He's all i need. Anyways, sorry again for being such a nuisance to you. I will continue to post here, and I apologize for any discomfort that causes you. Wish you all the best in life. xoxoxo
07 Jun 2007	Heartbroken	ok so i love someone, with all my heart. she is amazing in every way. a truely great person. she used to talk to me all the time. make me feel like i was someone, someone really special. i thought, i cant lose anything, i will tell her. so i said i really really like you. enfact, i dont like you i love you. your great. your everything and more. now she doesnt talk to me. i scared her away. i never thought of suicide. but since i told her she broke my heart, killed me inside. i want her to know i love her, but at the same time i dont want to hurt her. ever. i want to leave her a suicide note but not sure whether to or not. i love her, and she is all i can think about. i cant get her out of my head, believe me i have tried. i have tried everything, but nothing seems to work. one thing i have learnt though. Life is cruel. there is no such thing as love, it is a delusion. to occupy oneself. well it no longer has any control over me. i thank you for letting me tell you, and i hope that this may be read by someone, so that they can learn from my mistakes. Good bye. i decided not to leave a suicide note, but to tell her i love her one last time, just in case.
06 Jun 2007	dead inside.	mouchette edited the post i had for "the bitter end." she left out all the fun parts. :[ --------------------------------- shot down by strangers whose glances can cripple the heart and devour the soul.
06 Jun 2007	dead inside.	to person. Thanks! Maybe mouchette will consider the idea, who knows. :P
06 Jun 2007	dead inside.	I'm attention seeking. Someone love me.
05 Jun 2007	The Bitter End	to dead inside sorry about that last post. yeah i had a lot of sand in my puss. its out now and im fine.
05 Jun 2007		if u keep asking why ur asking the wrong question. the question is what. what the fuck am i doing wrong. or when. when am i gonna do it.
05 Jun 2007		is your life like mine??? just when u think its safe to come out it aint. it aint safe to come out ever. its so sufficating. i am disturbed. deeply. i want to drain my inner rage in a bucket and use a paint brush and paint you. it will burn you like acid(HCL). the only thing that makes my headache go away is your deafening screams. i hate u so bad and all i can do is kill your body. i wanna cut ur name in two. i wanna make ur soul bleed out any love in there so u can see what its like to be me. and maybe u can catch me slippin. slipp in my neck. you muther fucker. ok i feel better now. thanks for listening.
05 Jun 2007	TAPASYA	THE BEST WAY TO DIE IS TO LOVE SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T LOVES YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
05 Jun 2007	person	to dead inside You should be a fomous user
04 Jun 2007	martina allegra	throw yourself under a running motorbike
04 Jun 2007	Winny	hi people u should kill urself there's no doubt and do it fast god is waiting for u coz satan is taking control of this world all u gotta go to god in heaven here on earth heaven have been destroyed by assholes now this earth is only hell jus like i am being tormented here in hell or earth one and the same thing i wanna be free help me out kill me i wanna die
04 Jun 2007	dead inside.	to "the bitter end" no one's holding a gun to your head and making you read my posts. if you don't want to read them, then just keep scrolling down.
03 Jun 2007		In my mind's eye You throw wickedness at me I'm just a toy to you I bring no real joy to you The way I see it You don't want me here no more You want a hole in my forehead And blood pouring on the floor Cause I'm so dirty Fuckin' dirty and shoddy I wanna bother this body That's hated by everybody Sometimes I don't know why I continue to try It's so much easier to die Than to get by And to get by And to get by If I'm gonna die I'm taking you with me Get you and get me We can be bloody If I'm gonna fly I'm gonna succeed Take you and get me We can be bloody Sometimes I don't know why I continue to try It's so much easier to die Than to get by And to get by And to get by I don't wanna leave my house Don't wanna open my mouth Don't wanna read my mail Don't wanna meet with pals I don't wanna fuck shit up Don't wanna fuckin' get up Don't wanna take up space Don't want your time to waste I don't wanna fight this back Just wanna fade to black Don't wanna turn to faith Or wanna burn at stakes I don't wanna build my life I wanna bloody my knife Don't wanna grab the phone Don't wanna leave this room I don't wanna talk with you I'm fuckin' stalkin' you Don't wanna fix myself I wanna nix myself I don't wanna try to change Just wanna fry my brains Don't wanna slow shit down I wanna throw shit around I don't wanna run nowhere Don't want no one to care Don't want another crack at it I'd rather be a crack addict I don't wanna look for help Don't wanna help myself I don't wanna even try To get by... To get by... And to get by...and to get by...and to get by...and to get by...
03 Jun 2007	The Bitter End	"dead inside" - would you please shut the fuck up?
02 Jun 2007	charlotte	first let me say there is no good way,,once there is an end ,,theres an end,,doesnt matter how you do it,,what does matter is who gets left behind,,if you fail just enough to become a vegetable you leave everyone around you in pain for years to come,,waiting and wondering if you will ever come out of it,,and let me tell you what happends if you are sucessfull,,first thing is your mom gets the call,,heaven itself will hear her anguaish as she screams with all the strength in her body,,and she will scream for days,,,she will cry and puke and feel like shes walking through mud up to her hips,,,she will hate everyone you ever knew and will blame them for what you have done,,,she will cry alone into her pillow every night,,,she will wish she were dead too just to be with you whereever you are,,she will bargain and plead with God to let her trade places with you,she will wonder what she did or didnt do to make you feel like this was the only answer,,the light in her eyes will go out,,,and it will never come back,,her once joyous laughter will have a new sound and it wont be nearly as wonderful a sound as it was before you did it,she will wonder if she said she loved you often enough ,if you ever understood why she tried to control your every move,,,she will stand in the bathroom mirror after a shower and just cry,,and try to find the right makeup shade to hide the red and swollen eyes,,she will never be happy again,,oh sure she will have a smile from time to time but each smile will be riddled with guilt and it will fade quickly because she will know her child is dead,and she has no right to feel joy ever again,, The bright look to her face will fade almost over night,,and she will walk around talking to you as if you were still there,,she will roboticly try to arrange the best funeral she can for you that will show the world she saw in you,,,she will die inside just enough to make her feel like her life is not worth living anymore either,,she will see you in your friends,,,at the grocery store in the mall hell in the petals of a flower,,,she will slowely lose her mind,,she will most likely end up alone untill she dies because everyone she ever knew is suspected of having said or done somethng to make you feel like your only way out was suicide and if she believes in God she will live n fear for the rest of her life that the baby skin she pampered and powdered so carefully will for all eternity be in agaony beyond beleif and she will puke some more your friends will cry for a few days,,maybe even a month,,,but hen their lives will go on and one day you will be just a memory,,and then again,,maybe not,,Your father will seem strong and barely shed a tear,,for the sake of the mother but he will not cry in front of her but the things he does willhave far less meaning ,,,chances are if they are together when you do it,,they wont be within a few years,,they will blame each other and go their separate ways in the agony of uncertainty,,then maybe you will be burried,,,leaving a stone maker that they will visit regularly for several years ,placing flowers and talking to you like you were still there,,but their tears fall on deaf ears for you cannot hear them,,your dead,,only their pain remains,,,and a stone marker becomes you in their minds,,,you will have effectivly destroyed them as people in one shot,,leaving your grave each time they will cry all that day reliving the first day as if it were brand new again,,,and after a few years the pain will become too much for them to even go that much,,,it will then be your birhtday they will go or the anniversary of your death then as time goes by they too will die,,after that nobody will rememember your name,,,your grave will no longer have flowers or visitors and the stone will age and crack 100 years from now even the name wont show on the stone anymore ,,and you will be gone,,for good,,no children to mourne you no grandchildren to miss you,,, Or maybe they will cremate your body,,and tke your ashes home to share with siblings or other family memebers or dump them into the sea,,either way ashes are easier to handle and far less painful than a wake and funeral but maybe they will sit in an Urn on the fireplace or shelf,,a constant remeider that you once were the light of her life,,,she will drink a toast to you on New Years but there will be no heart in it,,and once she goes again no one will remember or know who you were or how precious you were to her,the love she saved just for you went wasted thrown to the trash like a wrapper off a candy bar,,for you were not there to recieve it,,and eventually her insides will die,,even with other siblings it will be hard to show them love because she will be afrarid to do whatever she did that made YOU go will also make them go,,so she wont invenst that again,,amd pme night alone in her bed she will weep her last tears for you,,,and in the morning she too will be dead,,so many lives wasted away because of your one single act of uncaring cowardice,,, How do i know this? take a wild guess
02 Jun 2007	dead inside.	OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! i heard his voice! i love him. Keep holding on love...this distance won't be keeping us apart for much longer. Soon, I'll have you to hold.
02 Jun 2007	dead inside.	to Kim1122 Thank you for your kind words, i find comfort in them. But don't worry about me. See down there...you see what he said...he said he's holding on.....and as long as he's fine, i'm fine. Thank you so much tho. You are a good person. Thank you for caring. Thank you. I will send you an email too. I'd like to keep in touch with you. Thank you again. Lots of Love
02 Jun 2007	itsneverover	look im not really sure what to say becuase everyone has a different problem so send me and email if you want advice on killing yourself or if you just want to talk im willing to listen anytime

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