Date	Name/email Nom/email	What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
22 Jul 2006	orli	who said that after death everything is over?no one yet came back from there and we can't know it!!! I'm from Israel so I'm sorry about my English(well i'm trying as u see).Today I'm 24 and i suffer from borderline personality disorder.Since i remember myself my mom used to call me names and bit the bones out of me.in school no one liked me caz i was a very closed kid.every time someone hearted me i was hearting myself in a different ways(i'm not going to give any ideas here for protection of those who'll read it).i tried to suicide first when i was 15.there were more times till age 20,for 5 years i was trying to heart myself and end up my stupid life.today i'm looking back and i can't believe that i was such a fool.it's not that the world changed,it's not that my past is not making me sick anymore(i was also raped twice),it's not that sometimes i'm just closing my eyes and i'm saing g-d thank you i'm alive-NO.but there one change in me i understood that suiciding or hearting yourself is not the way out.the way out is to start living for those little things you love and to treasure those people that you love and they love you back.i look at the scarts on my hands and you have no idea how sorry i am that i have them becaues each one of them means that i gave up and let my enemies win when they don't deserve a shit,not even one tear.i know that many of u can say that there's nothing 2 love and 2 trust or to live for but it's not true.maybe now you just don't see it but it's only caz u maybe didn't try to look deep inside yourself 2 find even 1 reason,who but me knows that it's much easier to feel sorry for yourself and blame everything around than to try to raise your head up and say:I WILL LIVE AND SURVIVE NO MATTER WHAT CAZ I DESERVE IT!!!think about it.and if someone wants to talk to me can write me and i'll be happy to answer.
22 Jul 2006	Bleeding inside	People suffering out there come and talk and get to know me. No one wants to support us out in the world all we can do is turn to eachother cause we r in pain and understand whats going on. Its all up to u if u want to die cause u reckon its not worth dont let any stop u like im not going to
22 Jul 2006	ella	people dont you see!!!!! im telling you my lyf will never get better, yours might but im nto going to say it will becuase thats fuking lying i dont knwo that my fuking lyf is hell hold, all because of my x!!!! i didnt know it was possible that one person could make ur lyd hell. if you realli want to help me get over him, and help your self at the same time, email him all your thoughts of anger, hate and sickness to bradrules_7_5@hotmail.com make his lyf what he made mine HELL
21 Jul 2006	Dee	I am over 13 but have tried to kill myself on a couple of occassions just like all of you. I have a life, people who love me, friends, but my past is not allowing me to feel the love that a person needs to go on living happy. I was molested when I was young by a family friend and then after that I was raped. To top this all all when another person tried to attack me and I was brave enough to tell my mother, she told me it was my fault because I wore my clothes to tight and was always trying to be to seductive. She no more supported me than anything and the first time I tried to kill myself, she asked me why I was trying to hurt her! No me, her! Sometimes the hurt just doesn't go away and time just doesn't heal. I do understand pain and suffering. The only reason I am still here now is I am concerned with my eternity. I do not want to go to HELL, even though I have lived one here on this earth
21 Jul 2006	Hate me 4 me	Im 12 years old and i have a horrible sister and well she makes my parents think that she is an angel, and me look like the child from hell, she has good grades and i dont and she has everything good, and i dont really care except i get the short end of the stick all the time. So my mom thinks im horrible and i get yelled at about 5 times a day for not being my sisters slave (my sister is 19 and is a tattletale sooo) My dad is the only one who can see through her and doesnt try to end my suffering any way at all, he never talks to me at all and he hates me. ALSO, my relatives think that there is something insanely wrong with me... my mom lies about me i cant tell her anything without knowing she will go out and tell the world!!! anyways i hate my life and i dont want to die because my friends r the greatest and they r my reason to live, I tried to cut myself because it is said to be a pain reducer but i cant go all the wya through... we dont have any sharp blades at all. And cutting doesnt work so for those of u who cant cut, i have something for u. Choke yourself. Just be sure to stop when u start to get dizzy cause u will pass out. X*Wish me a better life!!*X
21 Jul 2006	lara.	Leave me here alone. Kill the breeze on your way out And let me ferment in my own self pity. My dad & My one best friend. ILOVEYOU SO SO SO SO MUCH.
21 Jul 2006	LiL P.	Ok i've tryed to kill myself many different times! Ive ended up in the hospital all of the times! I O.Ded, alcohal poisoning 3 times, both at the same time, hit by cars and trucks, beaten with a baseball bat by 4 dudes, slit my rists way to many times and acheived it so many, ive shot my self 5 times i n the neck>chest>and been shot by a friend poind blank in the back and chest twice, jumped outta 6 storie hotel rom window, slit an artery, drove my car through a bridge wall and fell in the river, tied cement blocks around my legs and tryed to drowned my self but my dad was watchin me and i didnt know, drove my car head on into another car, ran my car off the road into the ditch and fliped it 14 times and died and was revived, stabed my self in the stomackand chest, and drank a quarter of a bottle of bleach with a hole bottle of sleeping pills! If you think your life is bad you have no idea im only 16 years old and ive died about 19 or more times already in my life! i slit my rists on monday and i went to the hospital in critical condition and just got released! my best friend just died 6 nights ago from shootin himself in the head with a twelve gadge shot gun! right in front of me! WTF! well all im saying you do it and succead! im proud of you and ill see you on the other side my friends!
21 Jul 2006	chris	dont go and fuckin kill your self ur jst a retard if u do so if ur 13 or younger and ur tryin 2 die already im 14 n im doin skunk and pot it feels good seein lil pink fairys and outher lil magical creatures fly round me wen i get high and i drink as well n ive neva tryed 2 kill myself but i one of those people who cheat death every day ive been cheating death for the passed year ive nearly died so many time but i keep fight even if i was up agenst a bunch of pikeys or pycos in shitty mobile homes chasin me with knifes and the outher day i got hit buy a van (truck) and i got a brouse it hit me at 30 miles an hour and i jst got up and went sk8in with my friends and i fell of my friends motor bike and broke a couple o ribs and my ankle got caught under the wheel and the tyre was still spinnin but i got up and went to da hospital im 14 and ive cheated death so much at my age n ill nearly made my x gf commit suicide cos i dumped her and she loved me so much so if u want some advice ask me or i can give u some 1 who relli understnds ....... so add gangsta_rebel@hotmail.co.uk and im not a gangsta i jst put it in there to be funny cos if u knoe me in real life ull understand y .... lol bye
20 Jul 2006	ella	fuking hell, we are on this web site becasue we wont to die, and the mother fukers telling us we cant, we shouldn't, that we should live our lyfs can all get fuked! you dont know us, you dont know what shitt we go through, mother fukers y r u even on this site if its that bad. we wont to die thats why we are on it. leave us the fuk alone!!!
20 Jul 2006	Angela	Well I am 54 years and have run into some coruption and lost my life so now one more thing I have to get rid of my body then all the corrupt people are In Abbotsford are corrupt and WCB is so corrupt thay all drive in Big cars and I have only bills
20 Jul 2006	Jesse	Best way is to get on with the presant and forget about the past trust me i was like u and find friends
20 Jul 2006	Poppy	it all started on our 16th birthday, I woke up to my brother screaming, and calling out for mum and dad, i looked over to my twin sisters bed to ask her what was going on, only to find it was empty. i was still fucked off with her for going threw my diary. she had read that i wished i never had a twin to compete with. mum started screaming and i cud hear my brother faintly on the phone. i got out of bed my neck felt stiff, i walked down the hall way my mum was crumbled on the floor sobbing and my brother came running saying they were coming. what the fucks going on i yelled, no one replied and i had this sinking feeling in my stomach i walked in to the bathroom, my sister was suspended from the shower railing my dad and brother holding her up, i fell to the floor screaming crying, all i remember is the paramedics barging into the bath room and cutting her down and putting her on a stretcher and saying she was gone. my mother giving out a crying moan supported by my crying dad my brother was sitting on the side of the bath crying. i ran to our room looked the door and hoped into my sisters bed crying picturing her life list limp body hanging there, for days i cried and wen i was not crying i had drifted off to sleep. i can remember family members knocking on my door and asking me to come out all i replied with was a sob into my sisters pillow. I lay the staring then i noticed the letter my name was on it in my sis handwriting i ripped it open Dear poppy I love you lots sorry i read your dairy im you sisters you don’t need to compete with me i love you, do not think this is your fault i had to be set free and fly with the angels. im not your completion im your best friend and always will be, live your life for both us the world was to much for me but always remember your not alone im always with you Love you always Shana for 3 days i cried on the 3rd day i got up staring at a picture with me and my sister in it and got dressed tears rolling down my face i knew i had been the one to top her i was the last person to drive her to suicide. i walked down stairs the whole room looked at me the funeral was later today and the whole family was hear all swollen eyed from hours of crying my mother came over and hugged me more tears strayed from my eyes. every one cried at the funeral my whole body was numb everyone looked at me. back at the house people still steered it was to much for me i felt like i was going to be sick but hadn’t had any thing to eat and walked upstairs and a trance i locked the bedroom door and started going threw her stuff i found her diary something told me i had to read it. she rote about a boyfriend, true love with a guy only towards the end he was named James my ex boyfriend. i read the sentence with his name in it over and over again wishing she was still hear with me rather than dead the last page was worse it told a story of a girl being pregnant and being rapped by her brother and not knowing if her boyfriend was the father. my eyes filled with tears of hate the story was about her, her brother our brother rapped her she was pregnant and the father either him or james. i stormed out of my room and down to my brothers i barged open the door and found him sitting in bed, i walked up to him and slapped him tears running down my face he looked at me a whispered every things going to be alright i feel for her to its not your fault. my tears stoped my body full of rage you sick piece of fucking shit i said you were feeling her up more like it i know Sam but what you don’t know is that she was pregnant. his expression went blank you drove her to suicide and i walked out of the bedroom and down stairs right up to mum and dad both looing at me like i was a angel. i stared them in the eyes then a shot rang out from the floor above my parents ran up stair i knew what he had done screams from my mum was the last thing i herd. my body went into shock i fell and hit my head i was in a coma for 4 weeks i missed my brothers funeral. i woke up to my parents crying there pain in there eyes. they knew what had happen read the note the dairy and looked at me as to say please don’t. i went home 3 days later home was like hell now nothing was ever going to be the same i tried to top myself 6 times cut my wrists twice, over dose 3 times, hang my self, only to survive, my parents were always watching me scared i would follow my brother and sisters footsteps which was true am now im 18 and this is not my note of good bye or sympathy every day i get sympathy every day i am reminded of this nightmare every day i think of topping my self but my sisters there now pushing me not to after so many failed attempts my sister is a guardian angel. my seventh attempt is in plan mode and i only hope i fly like a angel with my sister love Poppy
20 Jul 2006	Jessyca	When I was 12, I first started slitting my wrists. I also had an eating disorder when made me even more depressed because I hated the way my body looked.. I thought I was fat but I only weighed like 110 pounds. I've had to get stitched once and the made me go to a psychiatrist so now I have to sew up my own wrist but it's numb now so it doesn't hurt. I'm 19 now and I'm still Bulimic and slitting my wrist and other parts of my body.
20 Jul 2006	angel of darkness	Life is such a disapointment how I want so badly just to die no one is worth living every guy I find turns out to be a total snob and they excpect me to start dressing in all pink for there bennefit I don't think so go any ideas feel free to enlighten me or is your a guy who is not a snob and your older than 16 feel free to email me anyway
20 Jul 2006	Gabriella	the best way to kill yourself when your 13 is to not do it at all stick it out and stay strong i feel that way all the time but i would never kill myself because i see it as a big waste of time there are plenny other things out there that you could be doing with you time then killing yourself besides if you think about it there are probley some things that you would miss and you also have to think about who would be missing you im sure maybe some people dont care but its the ones that do care that really matter
20 Jul 2006	Fallen Angel	under 13 huh? wow now i could be like everyone else and tell you to shut the hell up you know nothing about pain But im not going to because the truth is everyone knows paing everybody feels pain because its something that you cannot avoid its life but pain goes away if you kill yourselves you running away giving up you life for something that in time will get better and you lose or you stay here and fight such selfesh things and be happy and win but if you choose to kill yourself you missing out on a lot and there will be nothing you can do after no way to change the mistake of death sure we all will die but in time nothing lasts forever or things wouldnt be any fun why do the same thing forever look at it that way just have fun Now while you can you kill yourself you got no chance
20 Jul 2006	Maxie Y	I really don't think any of you should talk about killing yourselves things will get better for you IM sure you feel like you don't matter like things will keep getting worse and that no ones on your side and I know it hurts but pain is something unavoidable but it ends and then your happy again but if you kill yourself youll never get that chance to have good times and make new friends and do things you love to do dont you realize you dont just take away pain but you take away something you can never get back an trust me youll regret it and if you need a freind im free to talk
20 Jul 2006	person that agrees with 'p.w.h.i.p	Well person who wrote something refering to themsef as 'person who hates innocent people' i just thought you should know that your words are utterly touching but you shouldve left an e-mail to bad we cant talk
19 Jul 2006	Aye	Hey people, I'm eleven and I've been thinking of comiting suicide for the past 2 years. I tried out for travel soccer soccer and not made it, I've been involved in scandels, and much more! At one point I started to run away, but decided not to. And at another, I've tried to drown myself. Finally, I'm coming out realizing that I should live life a bit longer and see if it gets better, which it's begining to! Hope you make the right decision!
19 Jul 2006	Waiting for a better day	There will b a better day every night i pary to god to stp the madness in my life but it semms he wants to put pain in my i have tried to commit suicide couple of times but after my brother fainted and nearly killed himself i saw the look on my mothers face scared but deep down i saw that the pain my brother had was in my mom i saw fear of death fear that her oldest boy was going to die !! There will be a better day i promise you!~

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