Date	Name/email Nom/email	What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
03 Jul 2006	HATER FOREVER	I will tell you my story! people have screwed my life up! To a point where I wont get better ever again! I have spent my whole life being scared of people and know i am scared shitless of the out side world! I wish my family would move us to a different area! I will tell you the way people have treated me! WHERE i live i have no friends no realtionships there s nothing here for me! I have gone completely mad because people wont leave me alone! And keep bullying me because i am not very good looking to a lot of people D: I have done some things that would make your stomach crawl! well self harmed thats it! I have been bullied here since i was 3 years old and other places not just where i live all because i am not vey good looking right! Theres more to come! Right now i have no one! I have nothing to do here! People dont understand me. My family dont understand me, I have a repuation for being someone i am not! things have happened in my life that as made me angry! Life is crap for somepeople and not crap for others! Alll i would like to do is move away but that will never happen! OH GOD WHAT CAN I DO! all i get is " your an ugly freak and your ugly etc " My family dont understand me! I hope i find a job on line to do and keep it if not its the streets for me! I am 25 years old and my family keep telling me to get lost but i can't i am too scared to be out there in the out side world! I have spent most of my time doing things alone and housebound to! My whole family have never got it easy and neither we wont and we are not close and i feel like i was never ment to be! Oh christ what a sick uncaring world we all live in! There are people who are ouitcasts you know the ones who don’t fit anywhere The rejects the losers the outcasts etc! Well I am one of them outcasts! I have been called all sorts of things in my time, UGLY,FAT, FREAKY,WEIRDO, SMELLY, GREASY, STUPID and loads more! I have had bullying which has scared the crap out of me! I am no longer apart of people around where I live I am a outcast from them! I have always believed I am the only ugliest person about but I guess I am not really: I am so starnge you know what I wish I could just get out of here but I am too scared to, plus people where I live are still noseing in my life! They don’t care about me.. Just talking about me and I tried to do my self once because of people hateing me for being ugly and they don’t care! I HATE THOSE PEOPLE NOW I HATE THEM! Plus this! Why Are The Ugly People Rejects! Why Is It that no one cares about ugly people!! When A black person gets Discriminated Against there is a Law for something to be done about it.. But when it is a ugly person being Discriminated against no one cares! I guess that’s what happens when you don’t have proper laws in a country to stop things from happening. You never see an ugly woman with a boyfriend or husband at that. But the woman do tend to go for the ugly men? Why is that ? Also its so unfair that people have to end up in a shit life because there not very good looking! Why are people strange with someone who is different?! I want to get to the bottom of all this, I think its about time this stupid behaviour stopped.! Why is it that ugly people have hardly any life? If you are ugly and you are a reject it lowers your IQ, Yes Rejection Lowers IQ and makes people aggressive and that can’t be good! Back to my topic also, I want to know is why people went out to hurt me for real that my life got screwed up over! People have tried to screw with my head growing up! JEZ Well also I am so well I dunno really because I am just strange to a lot of people where I live. No one here likes me and someone thinks I have boyfriends WELL A NEWS FLASH FOR THAT PERSON I DON’T HAVE A BOYFRIEND DUH! Anyway back to my topic¬ That’s all for now! I am stuck at home where everything is controlled by my fucking parents and I want out but I see no hope or end to me ever leaving home,! Or findng friends or even getting married! Plus I am so wrong in my head I am So depressed in my mind!!! I want to get rid of it my depression! I hope my life gets better! But I bet it wont! Fuck the whole screwed up fucked up planet we all live on!! FUCK YOU EARTH! FUCK YA! PS: The best way to kill your sekf would be to Well check out the bloody stupid ways to go section morons!! I HATE YOU ME AND EVERYONE ELSE OUT THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU ALL!!! TOSSERS!!!
03 Jul 2006	!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!	oi people! if you want to listen to me for a little while! People have screwed my life up. And i am glad to get rid of them! I would not lower my selfs to there levels, But thats Just me!
02 Jul 2006	MEL	WHAT DO YOU THINK KILLING YOURDELF IS GONNA CHANGE, YOU'RE WEAK THEN, DO YOU WANT PEOPLE REMEBERING YOU ABOUT HOW WEAK YOU ARE, PLEASE DON'T KILL YOURSELF. HERE'S A TRUE STORY, IF YOU THINK I DUNNO WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT, WELL YOU;RE WRONG. WHEN I WAS ONLY 5 YEARS OF AGE MY MOTHER WANTED TO COMMIT SUICIDE WITH ME, SHE HAD ME IN HER ARMS READY TO JUMP OFF A BRIDGE OUT IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE, LITERALLY. I HAD NO IDEA WHAT THE HELL WAS GOING ON. BUT JUST BEFORE SHE JUMPED A MAN, ACTUALLY A MINISTER CAME UP BEHIND HER OUT OF NO WHERE AND TOLD HER THAT GOD HAD A BETTER LIFE FOR HER AND HE LOVES HER. ALTHOUGH I WAS TAKEN AWAY FROM HER AFTER A MONTH I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE SHE IS BUT I KNOW SHE'S STILL ALIVE AND WELL BECAUSE GOD IS TAKING GOOD CARE OF HER. AND FOR ME WELL I'M JUST GLAD TO BE ALIVE, I THANK GOD EVERYDAY THAT I'M HERE, TRUST ME YOU'RE GORGEOUS AND IF YOU EVER NEED ANYTHING PLEASE DON;T HESITATE TO EMAIL ME AT miz_mousey@hotmail.com. LIFE IS WORTH LIVING, AND I GOT BEATEN TOO AS A CHILD, AND EVEN RAPED SO DON;T THINK I DUNNO WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT.... SMILE SWEET HEART AND BREATH......
29 Jun 2006	Brett	I love to hear all the folks out there say that suicide is "taking the easy way out". The easy way out huh, so I guess that means that life is nothing more than hell then you die with cancer, getting hit by a semi, or going to a fucking war where you kill innocents trying to defend their homes and country so some fucking bastards can make a lot of money. I've been playing the suicide game for nearly 17 years and haven't quite made it to home plate yet. But now I'm rounding third... It's hard to explain why anyone would want to kill themselves. My reasons are varied. I was sexually molested as a child. That mother fucker made me do shit that I can't even write about. My mother hates me. I don't really know why. Maybe because I was so different than everyone else in the family. When I was a senior in high school, I asked my parents if they could help me with affording college. We weren't a poor family and I thought that maybe they could help me out financially. WRONG!! I did the only other thing I could think of... join the marine corps. Believe it or not, the military actually helped me out. It's where I met the best friends that I have ever known. It was after the military that shit hit rock bottom. Eventually, I met my future wife (who, as it turns out now, will be my future ex-wife). When I came back home, all I wanted to do was go to school, graduate and get the fuck out of dodge. Unfortunately, where I had been deployed for so long on active duty, I needed the feeling of attachment. My wife fucked me up so badly I ended up working 6 days a week 12-14 hours a day just to keep up the money needed to satisfy her. Before we married, she said that we could move once we were on our feet. WRONG!! She never even considered it. She has been on 2 vacations without me in the past 2 years, the bahamas and myrtle beach. She has taken away my dreams and my life. Now she's taken away my boy. I have a 7 month old son, Mason, who is by and far the only accomplishment in my life. However, I never get to see him. Maybe its better that way... Listen folks, i'm 29 years old. I have no money, jobless, no car, and probably soon to be homeless. I have no friends whatsoever. My family doesn't really seem to give a fuck about anything. Everything I have done lately seems to just shit right in my face. Life isn't fare to many of us. But if you are young, i.e. teenagers, don't go and think that life should be over. You have a lot to live for. It's all about the decisions we make and whether or not to go through with them. My example is of the bad decisions that you can make. I left the place that hurt and then I came back and it still fucking hurts. The funny thing is that if you are anything like me, you probably never hurt anyone in your life. All you want is to be accepted. But first you have to accept yourself as the exception to normality in society. You are different than most. You feel things differently than most. Start from there and try to work things out. As for me, I miss my son. I miss the way I used to feel. My life is at rock bottom. But I still have hope. I'm not a religious person but I have a feeling that life isn't over when we die. It just gets sort of recycled and then we start back over. Maybe I could come back as a bird and shit all over cheney's bald head. Yeah, that would be good. p.s. If anyone is around stanford, ky in the next few weeks or so, check out my pic in the obit.
28 Jun 2006	Pheebs	Most of you say how poeple love you, you'll hurt them if you go blah blah blag, and yeh it's all true , i've dished out that shit too, to my depressed best friend. But what happens when your the one already hurting everyone! If i go now, noone will hurt more than they have to. They'll mourn for a week or two and be okay, its not weather they love me or not, its for the greater good.
27 Jun 2006	crimson_lenin	Today I had a revelation... Suicide is the best AND worst way to die. It's best, because It gives you the knowledge of how and when you die. But it's worst, because everyone will blame your family (I dont know about the rest of you, but my family had little if any part of my future suicide.) It's best because you can fantisize about it and think of every little detail. But it's worst because it would most likely hurt (not for long, but it will. Unless you use cocaine beforehand (or any other anesthetic like novacaine, a dummed down version of liquid cocaine) which would be a good idea.) But I just want to tell the truth...make up your own goddamn mind. I'm atheist but in many religions, suicide is a sin. which I think is just stupid. Also, it's a felony in the U.S.A.(I don't know about anywhere else, but in the U.S.A., it is.) which is just plain dumb. What are they going to do to you when your brains have been splattered on the wall? Give you the death penalty? Jesus, and people call me stupid... Well, that just about sums up my day... my life... *sighs* Damn that sucks!
27 Jun 2006	lacey	see i am ugly and fat i hate my life...when something goes wrong i think of dealth i have tried everything i have tried hanging myself over dosing on pills but it seems not to work at all! i hate it
27 Jun 2006	Felicia on Lisa Frito Boob Envy	Dear Lisa Frito, Why kill yourself over the salami sandwich I ate from the break room? It was 2 weeks old! I was a charity case. It was left there for days. And by the way, Lucy Cortina heard rumor about your silicon implants. She is rather disturbed. You have the real ones. I said, no...no...no...no!!! You have tomatoes that will stay pert for years. Mine will sag someday. One day, I will go shopping and will have to look for a support bra and mistakenly buy a double jock strap returned by some hermaphrodite down on her/his luck because they were turned down by Hugh Hefner's video audition. Then I will arrive home, use it for a week and get boob rash from jock itch. Lucy!!! Help me on this one!!!
27 Jun 2006	witch	the best way to kill yourelf when you are under 13 is to drug yourself and go by a near lake, river, or ocean. then people don't know where you are and they can't find you and take you to the hospital and save you. that way you disappear forever. it is hard to deal - i would know - but talk to someone you usually don't talk to and if that doesn't help then go ahead and try it - the harm is still in the living! but don't try too hard because then ppl know you want attention...it is hard if you have these thoughts however there is no better way to get rid of teh pain then to get rid of all your pain forever. i am still alive today because i want to tell other people what i think is right and wrong! kill yourself or not!
27 Jun 2006	Linus	Jumping from a build.
26 Jun 2006	T.	Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem!!! Turn to God instead! He's a permanent solution for eternity!
26 Jun 2006	lucy	I really feel like killing myself at times, but i i´m not going to kill myself because of that person i have other people who I HOPE care about me, even though they say they´ll be there for me, they turn and believe some one else over me, they dont know i cut my rists when i went home off school i even had those tablets in my hand and i just got so close but i was soooo far.... this needs to be continued another day. 1 DAY SOMEONE JUST MIGHT LOVE ME BACK!!!!
26 Jun 2006	emma	well get a sleeping tablet take it and jump from a high building or someone who is diabetic take there tablets iam going to die after the summer holidays take care friends
26 Jun 2006	Damien	this site is bullshit. i tried to commit suicide. it didnt work. i slit my wrist 3 times on my left wrist. i already had over 400 cuts on my left arm from times before. nothing serious, but for the pain. the wrist was the last time i have done it and there is a rememnider every day of what i did to my family and friends that easter sunday of 06'. it had happened while my family was at a easter egg hunt a couple of blocks away. my sister found me in the kitchen slupted on the ground with a razor blade in my right hand and 3 cuts on my left. i moved to my dads the day after i got out of the hospital. my mother still either cry's when she speaks to me or she screams at me. the scars it left are big (1/4 inch deep, 2 long...2 1/8 inch deep, 1 3/4 inches long)...the god damned big bright pink scars that i have to hide every day and will may effect what i want to do in the future...like a job...or being what i have wanted to do since i was 6, be a United States Marine. all i am saying i that suicide is dumb and telling somebody about it may help...
25 Jun 2006	samantha	can you delete all the suicide jokes? don't find any of it funny nor is it necessary to display them to others. it may give some more ideas so it could do more harm then good.
25 Jun 2006	Anton	Suicide is not the answer.. It'll seriously fuck up everything....I've even thought about suicide..it's a scay thought..but if you do decide to go through with it...Use a gun, that would rock
25 Jun 2006	SpookyPenguin	This website can't not be updated any more im not a famous person yet!?! D: Mouchette.... where have you gone, i love your mouchette. :(
24 Jun 2006	francies	I'm basically tried of life as much as the next guy on this webpage. I don't need to tell you my name nor my experiencences cause in the end when you read this it will probably jus be another commit some poor soul has made that you please yourself over by knowing that you dont have it as ruff as they do or a commit that describes your own experience and just want to know that you are not along. I tell you all your life you going to have good and bad experiences....for the first 18 years of it, it will be primaryaly due to other people(bullies, family) the rest is up to you....dont waste it please!im not trying to sound wise or anything but ive had basically all the crap thrown in my face that you can think of...my best friend was in the same boat actually i was worse off than him on many grounds(but he didnt think that and he may have been right ).........yesterday he killed himself and the last thing he told me was that why should people like us go on for the ill minded sick bastards that hurt us in school and home....i told him that he cant think like that anymore cause that is what they wanted and if we had this thing at the back of are heads any longer we should just give up and decide that no more talking and help would change it any longer and that it would never go away........he made that decision and i saw what would happen if i went with him and dyed last night too......i didnt like what i saw......you are not alone....but you are not well either just take that risk if you feel like no body would care if you were gone...but if you could only realised that in the end we always have someone we can talk too...we just dont notice them....like are victionisers dont notice the pain they give us...we are no better than them if we give up cause we will always end up giving pain to the ones that we fail to notice are there for us even if it seems like they arent.
23 Jun 2006	Courtney	Hello. I'm 15, and very suicidal. But there is one thing keeping me here, the one I love. His name is Kari. I have thought about killing myself alot, my latest thought was tonight. No one really knows why people do it, but I know the reason. When it comes down to it, and theres no other way to go but down even farther, it's the ultimate sacrifice. Taking your life is the last resort for some. I'm an avid cutter, it's my way to let some of the pain out without jumping over the edge. Tonight I counted all of my sleeping medication and counted up the miligrams. I had 1525 miligrams of of Seroquel. And I was very close to ending it all. I even talked it over with the person I love most. Then I thought, if I would stop thinking about me and think about him, and what he'd be loosing, and what my family would be loosing, then I should not even think about it. I have alot of life left in me. I have chosen my destiny, and it is to live out my life with love. There were times when I thought I couldn't take it anymore, but then I listened to Good Charlotte's "Hold On", then I went to the website www.AFSP.com, and both of them saved me. I am hoping they can save any of you too. Best wishes, and lots of love, Courtney
23 Jun 2006	jakiah	before you do anything take a deep breath and think. do you really want to die? think of all the positive things in life. it can be shitty sometimes but just stop and think. don't lose a great future. hell, 10 years from now you may hold your first child in you arms. my life sucks but i'm still living and you should to

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