Date	Name/email Nom/email	What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
25 Oct 2003	ronwelthy	Yes it's me again, the new gothic. I wanted first to change my name, to make it sound more gothic, but if I do this, nobody will recognize me anymore so I keep the name of the offspring's drummer. A punk. In away, punk and gothic are the same in a way, they criticize our world and want a change and I agree we really need a change, and not in 2000 years but now, but they are different on the way they deliver their message. I mean gothic are more individualist, more secret and just try to change their own personnality, to ameliorate their own life with no care for the others. Punk are more violent and are less individualist, they want to make everybody change, so they wear flashy clothes, torn trousers. And those two movements are the only one who want a real change, who try to deal with the shitty world we live in. And I mean, people who want to kill themselve are like them, they are shouting at the face of the world, You see, you see where all this shit drives me to, now I want to see if it is better somewhere else. So, to all the people who want to kill themselve, just tell people why you really want to kill yourself, throw at their faces what you think, and you will make think about how they could change their lives in order to make the world a better place. Suicide is in a way a real act of protestation and the greatest one you could do in your life: first it the choice you make yourself, then it is a protestation against the world you live in.. Let the revolt go on
25 Oct 2003	jerry	do yo uwant to die with some one join my party at http://groups.yahoo.com/group/suicideparty/
24 Oct 2003	claire	c'est très simple, il suffit de prendre des médicaments, de la drogue, de l'alcool et de sauter par la fenêtre. Facile non??
24 Oct 2003	chris	jump out the window
24 Oct 2003	my name doesn't matter	It's impossible to say what the best way to kill yourself is, it all depends on your resources. When I was 13 I slit my wrists... at 15 I took 1000 mg of Haldol (if you don't know what that is... then look it up)... now at 17, a college freshman, I'm thinking of a slow death of binge drinking might be the way for me to go. If you really want to die and your daddy has a gun.. there ya go... people tend to want a quick death... but these type of suicide attempts never work... you always get caught.. trust me.. between my brother and I, we've tried all the conventional ways of a quick death... if you really want to do the job... do it slowly unconspicuously..
24 Oct 2003	Christian Hidalgo	crayons
23 Oct 2003	ronwelthy	I went to a shop where they sell Magic articles and T-shirt of heavy metal and rap singer with my friend. He wanted to get information for a friend who was exactly like me: he wants to know what real happiness is and wants to escape the hypocrisy of life. He has gone throught difficulties. So we started to talk whith the salesman and he told us that when you believe that something could give you what you want, for example that a stone can give you love, it will, most of the time work and you'll find yourself talking to the girl of your dreams, or it can help you to face other difficulties. But I won't bother you with magic stuff. If I write, it is just because I would like to tell you that I would like to be a gothic. _Ha what a weird man, he must be crazy! No, i think i am not, but I think gothic philosophy suits me well, in fact gothic people believe that life is kind of an ordeal, and so you have to stay stoic in order to resist, it means you have to resign, to tell yourself that some people have to cry while other dance and laugh. That's hard, i know, but then you will see death as a delivrance the perfect happiness. Yes, a moment where you don't have to bother about anything, where you float peacefully without any worries in your mind.
23 Oct 2003	Elizabeth	like some of you, i have not been raped or had any other traumatizing experiences. except that my aspiration is still to kill myself. i hate my life, even when it is moderately normal. i imagine ways to murder myself and the reactions everyone i know will have, and i get truly excited and happy. although i know i'd feel bad for my parents and my sister. it's true that there are many others who are worse off than me, but i'm not as strong as them. every time my life falls apart (which it never fails to do), i try to begin anew. i jump from old personalities to new ones and they still all manage to go to shit. i continually think, if i were dead, everyone i've ever known would realize the truth and feel like a dick. the only reason i haven't committed suicide yet is because i'm too pussy, which makes me think, maybe i'm not meant to. this thought is so depressing, because i hate being here, and i'm so tired of trying to make thinks work. i spend all day worrying about saying the right things and making funny enough jokes and looking hot enough. i just want to not have to agonize about everything anymore and show everyone, see what you did?! because of you i had to kill myself. you murdered me. i wish i had the balls to do it. for years i've been dreaming about the day i could finally suck it up. no matter what happens i can't help being depressed and i hate it. it's just time for me to end my life, i'm sick and tired of going on.
23 Oct 2003	Jimmy	Hello Everyone out there: Well to this day i still wanna kill myself i feel that i don`t need to feel pain from other people i hate it i hate pain i hate my life i have nothing going for me things never go right for me i hate it but who care my girlfriend doesn`t love me my mom and dad have kicked me out of my house and i live with my sister my brother in law is a fuckin lazy bastered i hate everything about this world. On December 20 2003 is my day to go plus i`ll die parting with all my friends and plus they`ll forget about me in a couple of days but i`m gonna miss my girlfriend alot but she`ll forget about me too just like all my friends and my parents well i`m drink my ass off like every other day and i`m only 17 i hate life well if your gonna kill your self and you really hate everything just do it it`ll end everything and you`ll feel no more well it`s bein nice live and i only got 1 month and 1week to go bye everyone love you all :(
22 Oct 2003	ivan popov	dance with me and after that we can to make this together Ivan from bulgaria
21 Oct 2003	john twin	No way for 13! YOU are too old for suicide, my dear! You must accept the fact that you are not dead. Take, like me, you life as bad joke - and smile!
21 Oct 2003	Lucy/Phil	Lucy/Phil will be dead by the end of next week :) Yay for me!!!
21 Oct 2003	Emily	uuhhhh... hmm.. I would think either take a hell of a lot of pills and drink the liquids that are under the bathroom/Kitchen sink!
21 Oct 2003	Steve	Just checking in. I'm not dead yet, but I probably will be soon. I probably would have killed myself over this past weekend, but when I was faced with the prospect of going through with slitting my wrist, I literally started shivering with fear. I hate my life, but the thought of death still scares me. However, I don't think fear will stop me for long, as one of these days I'll probably feel terrible enough to go through with it. I'll be slitting my wrist, and from what I heard it is an extremely painful process and can last a long time before you die. I plan to take a lot of prescription strength tylenol and numb my wrist with ice first to decrease the pain. By the way, is Lucy/Phil dead?
20 Oct 2003	pea2000	the best way to kill yourself at age thirteen is to stick a thumb tack or any other sharp objects into your vein then sit and watch yourself slowly bleed to death.
20 Oct 2003	Jessica	As sadly an expert on the subject, I have been suicidal since I was 12, I am now 21. I am going through a very complicated divorce (I was beated for hours) and I had a successful business which I lost and now am in extreme credit card debt and may be losing all my possessions, I have slept in my car, on couches, homeless shelters and spent seven hours driving trying to find a place to stay. My family disowned me after I was beaten and left the shelter. So for those of you who have tried taking your own life, I would say don't because there's a lot worse things that could happen, I mean my life hit rock, rock bottom. I'm nearly homeless and about 31,000 in debt (7400) for emergency medical bills. I have no job and I"m panicking. Over the years I have tried overdosing, I have very strong painkillers at my disposal, I took 62mg of Xanax, and I didn't even pass out, I tried overdosing on 60 OTC meds and it didn't do anything, I've tried suffocating, which is really uncomfortable and takes a really long time before you can pass out, your brain panicks before you can finish. I've tried cutting my wrist, but unless you're on a LOT of painkillers it hurts like hell, if you're going to do it that way, I suggest taking a LOT of painkillers first. I've never tried jumping off anything or running out into traffic because there's a high chance you will survive and end up brutally mutilated and still be alive and end up handicapped for life.
20 Oct 2003	MauvaisSouhait2ronwelthy	That did help in a way, thankyou. But I kind of already knew that much. I write all the time, I'm a poet you see. And no just to be a poet or a writer you dont have to have ne thing published. If when u wake up everyday u think of writing then u in ur sence are a writer. In a way at least. So i write all the time whenever I can. I also go to church which doesn't seem to help much but it does help all in the same. People act as though they care, they'll be like. "hey, how are u" and keep walking before you have a chance to open up. Like they even care, if they did wait and u did open up they'd be thinking "great, now i'll never ask ne one again how they are, this sucks" and you'll finally tell someone wuts wrong but they dont care so its really no help. I just want to die. Parents think i need help but all they'll be doing is spending money. oh well. I want to live, but then again i just want to die. I feel like i'm dead already in the first place but on the inside. I'm just walking mutely in this shallow endless black pit of earthly hell. I wish I could be an individualst but for some reason i still sometimes care wut ppl say and think which sucks all in all and makes me more depressed. Maybe if I had someone who really did care to talk to but i don't think a person who generally cares about me exists. And even if they did, they'd eventually let me down or die because lets face it... All people at some point will either let you down or die and by dieing they let u down because u no longer have ne one to talk to so wuts the point? maybe i'd be better off to die but then again i think about my family and i dont want to hurt them or burden them how i am burdened. oh god why can't ne thing be easy. Life is a sweet sorrow... And the same question that's been asked for such a long time.. To be or not to be... but in my scene it would more be like To die or not to die and then you think about wut would happen if u did or didnt and u get to thinking and u think for so long that u just are too tired to do ne thing ne more and u just sleep or lay around and then u get depressed again and i guess all life is, is a depression. Even those popular "cheerleader" types get depressed. It's all.. "brush your perfect hair" "always smile" I mean it must get pretty tiring trying to prove to everyone else that you're happy which in all would get u depressed would it not? And most those famous "happy" ppl are on so many pills it's ridiculous. If i were on pills (not just talking about the ones i try to OD on) i'd probably be a little more happy. thats all for now.. yes i know i can't spell but im 16, get over it :)
19 Oct 2003	ronwelthy2 mauvais souhait	to tell you the truth, I tried once to kill myself, it was with gardening stuff. I put some in a box and walked with it at school. Then, it was 8 o'clock in the morning when I arrived, i locked myself in the toilet and took my bye bye letter out of my pocket and just looked at the poisonous seeds. I was a little bit frightened about doing it, but I did not care about my feelings and just swallowed them, There were two boxes. I ate one, then the other and felt like I could vomit all my guts, but I resisted and then I just remember my fall on the floor, I did not feel anything, no pain, no sorrow, I was lying peacefully on the ground But then, I awoke at the hospital, and there were my parents above my bed. It was a shock when I saw the daylight. I would not say it was like a rebirth, no it would be an optimistic view of the situation, it was like I was diving in hell again. I just wanted to escape but they found me. It was so sick, i wanted to kill myself again, I was full of hate and anger toward my parents, the school, you cannot imagine. Then, two weeks later i went back to school and there all the students looked at me as if I were mad, or as if I had done something wrong. There were whispers in all the corners and if I had not my friend, I mean my true friends on my side I think I would have tried to kill myself another time. So, you see, if you awake in the morning, and you wonder how you could kill yourself, try to change and to tell you, how i could find my place, be violent, individualist as possible, don't care about the others, of you like reading just go on. Avoid the others. Then, when you will be strong enough, when you will have gone through difficulties, i think you could enter in the circle of another life. But do not despair, it could take a year or two, be patient. Then if you do not see any changes, if you always feel sad, then you could think about suicide. But take this decision after trying everything.
19 Oct 2003	E. Scaraby	I love you
19 Oct 2003	Leanne2Michael	Yes, i kinda agree when you say love is a lie. People loved me when i loved life, now they know I'm suicidal and hate life... do they love me... No, do they avoid me... Yes. Shouldn't this be the time when i need their love the most, shouldn't this be the time when i need their company the most? But on the poverty 3rd world factor... I try not to dwell on that... yes, tis true, to them we have everything, tis true we are lucky, but because they live in the 3rd world does that mean I'm not allowed to be miserable? I guess that proves that money really cannot buy happiness. yes, I feel guilty, but there's nothing personally i can do.i am only one person, i cant provide every single family out there with what they need,I alone cannot go feed them individually, i cannot put a decent roof over their heads... and i apologise for that. And watching those very sad adverts on T.V about sending £2 a month won't somehow heal the poverty, I'd just like to know where that money is really going coz i've been viewing them Ad's since i was 6 and those countries still cannot possibly get any poorer. What surprises me the most is their faith. Even though they have very little, they still have their faith, their religion. I have possessions I dont need, things I am sure I can get by without but I haven't attended church since i was 5... only coz i was forced to go. If I could change the world and all its problems I would, but like I said i am only one person, and so are you, so try not to dwell on that fact, that goes for the rest of you too. Next time someone says "you selfish fuckers, so self-pitying, when others have nothing!" You tell them "Instead of ranting&raving, showing bitterness towards us, you go do something about it if we're so god damn selfish. Go perform a miracle today!"

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