Date	Name/email Nom/email	What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
08 Oct 2004	Will	Hey, yippee!! I dunno what happened but I can read again. Perhaps the marshall got shot.
08 Oct 2004	oliver	I am writing because I am ready for death. After 24 painful years, I feel like I have seen all that life has to offer. I had a dream of starting a family one day, but then I realized I dont want to ruin anyone else's life. I have known since i was about 12 yrs old that I would never make it to the age of 30. Somewhere in my 20's Id have the guts to make it happen. So, i'm ready now. I was wondering if someone could give me advice on the best pill combination to buy. I've heard a solid mixture of uppers and downers will do the trick. Can someone give me some good combinations... thanks.
07 Oct 2004	Phil	Oh no Mouche, it's still not letting me have a peek. Here's the latest: "Expression 'doctor OR surgeon OR surgery' triggered 1 times, weighting -1" What is going on? Did you leave your sex toys scattered around on the floor or something?
07 Oct 2004	Will Snow	I still cant bloody well get in here!!! Stupid stupid WEB MARSHALL. I will shove it up there ARSE SHALL.....
07 Oct 2004	john	2 boite d'imovane, 2 de xanax quelques anafranil un sac en plastique mettre la tete dans le sac en plastique puis dormir bonne nuit je vous dirais demain si ca n'a pas marche..
07 Oct 2004	Laura	I'm not your average suicidal case, I have a loving family and good friends, that's how it may seem. I'm walked over like a doormat everyday of my life, i am a last resort for everyone. I have no confidence through years of torment about the way i look, i trust no one, not even my mum.. the deep reasons for my severe unhappiness are locked away, i won't let them out, and therefore keep on hurting. I just want to die and that will be it...... NO MORE FUCKING PAIN
06 Oct 2004	Lizzie	Runnin into the street when a cars passin by...the driver cant control hes breaks then
06 Oct 2004	Nikki	Hey Man! this is the best way to kill yourself its easy.. painless.. and fast... Go find someone who has diabetes.. and take some of there incellin... trust me i have diabetes and once i almost did wake up when i took alot of incelling.. oh ya then go to sleep have fun! ( but remember suicide feelings go away in time )
06 Oct 2004	lonelyteenager	Reading through all your messages, what can i say? I mean, i don't know how old you all are but i'm not as young as 13; i read some of the stuff and can connect, like, understand, but then i read other things and then it seems like my shit can't even compare to all that shit. I haven't been through child abuse or parents telling me im a total fuck up or anything like that, but i have my own little hell right here on my doorstep for me. I hate shallow, superficial people who don't understand what they're talking about, and other people who are so open to discuss suicide in such a casual way, with friends and that. At least here, on forum, we are able to remain anonymous (by choice) because we don't know each other. Anyway, getting back on track, i don't know what else to say, without sounding like just another whining girl about her problems, but if you do want to talk, the invitation's there. But the thing that scares me the most is to think i won't end up having the guts to kill myself when the time comes. The things is, fuck sleeping pills. Isn't that the most popular way or what? Der, if dizepam, amobarbital or methadone were available off the shelf, pretty much everyone would commit. The point is, if you're that up for it and really want to die, you'd just drink a bottle of bleach or other corrosive. yeah, it sure as hell is painful, but corrodes your stomach, so its not like you'll be saved.
06 Oct 2004	brittany	ummm i`ve wrote in here b/4 so i am again i don`t get this site but hey w/e... i dunno cutting ur wrist is retarded and making urslef throw up is even stupider u no i think a silent death would be to take pills it`s logical i no it`s sorta effective i`ve tried it
05 Oct 2004	Will Snow	Ooooh, I cant read the bloody thing. Ive been blocked out by the 'Web Marshall'. Damn the rotters!!
05 Oct 2004	Phil	You know what Mouchette, whenever I try to access the kit via a library computer now, it always comes up with this: Text download (TEXT, 25221 bytes) was restricted by the text censor rule 'Scan and block pornographic content'. TextCensor Script 'Pornography' triggered with total weighting of 11: Expression '(big OR fine OR great OR nice OR good OR massive OR huge OR beautiful) FOLLOWEDBY=2 (tits OR pair of tits OR cleavage OR boobs OR pair of jugs OR hooters)' triggered 1 times, weighting 2 Expression 'cock' triggered 1 times, weighting 1 Expression 'cock AND tits' triggered 1 times, weighting 1 Expression 'cock AND tits AND (nude OR sex)' triggered 1 times, weighting 1 Expression 'cum OR cumm' triggered 1 times, weighting 2 Expression 'cunt' triggered 1 times, weighting 2 Expression 'cunts' triggered 1 times, weighting 2 Now Mouchette, I don't know what has been going on lately within the suicide kit, but surely it hasn't turned into a porn fest overnight?
05 Oct 2004	panzer-faust (shayne)	Hi i am also from New Zealand, yes it sux, mear through of living here feeds my misanthropia, i shall say im glad my solo black metal band released its demo, i wsih my friend wont die, i wish my life was better, but hey we cant have it all. NZ sux london sucked, usa sucked. Whats their to live for when your so misathropic you dont have friends or anyone. My dad is Viking 100% blood line yet in only 50% and his views are so positive with the religion norse i cant stand it. arrrrrrrr i am insane. good bye, thanks for listing to me moan about it all.
05 Oct 2004	erika	well, the first time i tried it was when i was in the sixth grade. i had my dads handgun to my head. i pulled the trigger, but the fucking thing wasnt loaded. i guess i didnt have it too bad compared to some of you. all the time growing up my mom would tell me that she wished she never had me and that i was a big fuck up. i was abused mentally and physically. also i lost my twin brother at birth. i know i never got to know him, but it did make a big difference to me with out him. the whole twin thing was just missing. lately i have been cutting, and i have scars, but i dont think about dying as much. i try to keep going... but sometimes i just want to go... i never had any friends and i have never had a boyfriend, so its not like i would be missed. if i do it, it will be with pills. painless is the way to go.
05 Oct 2004	Sheila Smith	well lets see, I've tried cutting (too slow), purposely wrecking (fucking lived and had to pay for the damage so i dont suggest it).. overdosing, (you will just get your stomack pumped.. .and its NOT fun).... drinking and drugs make you even MORE fucked up in the head.... shooting myself.... (just done use a damn beebee gun,... haha it doesnt matter how many times you shoot yourself you will still live to talk about it... trust me)... so my answer??? definitely the sleeping pills, you get to go peaceful, and your fam will never know it happened,..... until its too late....
05 Oct 2004	shelby	-drink rat poisoning. but, since you're "playing" suicide you should water it down. just make the children sick beyond belief. that's always fun. - make a noose and hang yourself. but once again, we're playing so you could stand on something so that you could get enough air to survive with all the wonderful sensations of being strangled. mmm, great memories. - slit your wrists/ a major artery once again, playing so you could just 'nick the artery so that you have the loss of strength and the feeling of all of your blood leaving your body. just until you begin to get dizzy. yum. i have shown you my infinite wisdom. have fun.
04 Oct 2004	Will Snow	Well, it looks as though my time is up at the B+B. Ooooh im not looking forward to going back there tonight. Im kinda scared.
04 Oct 2004	kelly	I just found this site and it's horrible to say this but I'm really glad I'm not the only suicidal person out there. But everyone's reasons are so different to mine. I had a wonderful childhood and my mum has never told me anything but how wonderful and beautiful I am. It's guys. I'm sorry to say but I hate blonde girls with big boobs. I feel so ugly and worthless because i have dark hair an an incredibly flat chest. I've had many boyfriends but all of them have been obssesed with porn (all guys are, i know) and blonde girls with massive tits. None of them knew how insecure and shitty this has made me feel. And because i feel so disgusting and worthless to the opposite sex i feel so depressed and have become socially phobic and never leave the house, i don't work so i have no money, i don't have one single friend and really think that suicide is the only way out. Like many of you i have tried od'ing on pills etc and cut my arm regularly. i make myself even more mad because i'm too damn gutless to just do it.
04 Oct 2004	JoeLee	well, well, well... I finally escaped, escaped from rules and destruction... so how is everyone doing? If you think I am any better than before, think again.. not only i am still the same demented sick fuck that I once was, my condition might have gotten worst, because I found a special someone that I think I am in love with... pretty amazing huh, a psychotic freak such as myself found someone to love me as who i am, pretty amazing indeed, almost made me to feel there could be a god afterall... almost made me so happy, almost made me cry... so let me tell you a little bit about my special lady... ah... she is a lovely beast, the grand whore of misery and suffering. We fit each other like gloves on my dick, tight and somewhat necessary... I love her so much, yet I think I hate her just as much. perhaps one day i will kill her... ok let me tell you how I am going to kill her. No.. of course I will not murder her, that is just too lame. I will ask her to kill herself by slowly cutting off her own tits, if that happens one day, let's keep our fingers crossed, i might even videotape the shit and jerk off with it afterwards. Love is a strange thing, it fucks up your head and i was too crazy to begin with... So... I am going to ask her to kill herself with tears in my eyes, only because i love her so much. Of course, I will make it as painless as possible for her. Oh yes, she is much older than you little 13 year old cunts, so it could be very hard to convince her to kill herself. Much easier for the 13 year olds... I want to fuck you 13 years old bitches... by the way... can you bleed yet? If you can bleed, then you can breed, regardless what age you are... when did you start bleeding? how did you feel? Indeed, I didn't get any better from my treatments. Love can make people do crazy things... I want her to kill herself... since she always tell me "Why don't you trust me? I wish I could show you my heart so you know that it is true.." Yes, I indeed will like to see her heart, and taste it... human heart can't taste all that bad? If you will die for someone you love, then you love him/she more than yourself, then maybe you begin to understand what true love is. When I was in the mental institution, I did some thinking about how to control people's mind and drive people insane. Well, I can only do it with one person at a time, and it is very hard, because first I need to make people fall in love with me. It's sort like finding the backdoor into their heart... after that, I could hack and change their emotional program, to the extreme, I could even make them kill themselves... Shit, sure hope my sweet baby is not reading is shit, because then I need to do some explanations on how I am just here to mess around with your little heads... but I am not.. maybe I am... I am not... I am... fuck you. Let me grab a cigarette now.... ok, do you know what a pig and an oyster have in common? neither one have ten legs and neither eat spiders exclusively... yes fuck, my head is going to explode, I really enjoyed shock therapies, it touches my soul from a physical perspective, it makes me cum and shit at same time. I fucking love it... so back to my baby you might wonder if you love her so much, why do you want to kill her?... hmmm,,, I don't know... all I know is that she is my dove, she is my life, she is my drive, she is my belief, she is everything, she is my world, she is my soul, I will die for her, I will kill for her, and I want to kill her, of course... I will be happy if she kills me one day... but hopefully she can do it tastefully. So hey you 13 year old cunts, I love to see you bleed, I love to see you breed, if you die tomorrow, I love to see you to be free, life is so wonderful, you can either be slow or you can speed, don't you agree? yes, baby, you can disagree. I want to fuck you up the ass during your period, so your ass and your cunt can both bleed, but is it love? or simply some evil greed. I will like to see you kids just go crazy, shit if you are going to kill yourself anyway, might as well do something memorable before you die. Yes, don't you know how special you are by wanting to die in such a young age.. I wish I was like that when I was 13. You already have nothing to loose, who can stop you? Who can stop your bleeding cunts from bleeding? Why don't you collect all your menstrual blood in a bottle, have a party, and drop it in the party cocktail mix. why why don't you little boys go have sex with your friend's mom? You never know until you ask, and you might be surprised on how sick your friend's mom can be.... anyway, glad having this nice chat with you. Have a great day.
01 Oct 2004	Will Snow	Ohhh, didnt wanna get up this morning. My disability makes me exhausted sometimes. But I got woken up by my landlord. I heard her come up the stairs and I thought "Oh no, hope she doesnt knock on the door!". Well, I sleep with nowt on and it would have been embarrassing. But instead she put her bill under the door, thank god....

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