| Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form. |
| Date |
Name/email Nom/email |
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans? |
| 26 May 2005 | nobody lies me | hey dont post this letter but ,dont write responses on e-mail back too galdor_22@hotmial, cause that's my freinds adam. dont let him know im writing on his e-mail. oh ya and by the way i take it your mature enough to be nice and not post this one and listen to my requests. regardless to say i have give up suicide, i got help and i find suicide very stupid know. i have had very sad times on this site but now it's over all my fucking pain, thanks have a good life mouchette.lol sorry this is the last time im using adam's e-mail. and about that other letter about that shahid afridi thing, i dont know why but i just copied and posted that off a site. its my favourite sport cricket im from pakistan k well good by mouchhete, have a good life. |
| 25 May 2005 | rocky | hey well *someone here is a reply i wanna know more. so wat do you have to say huh? send me an email and we can talk about getting some help of course if you think it will help. this_ruined_puzzle_is_me@hotmail.com |
| 25 May 2005 | taylor | i am 13 and i am a cutter and i have also hung my self as u can hear i faied so if any of u ppl need some help add me at the_midget__329@hotmail.com an di will help u but not for long cuz my time will be near |
| 24 May 2005 | creative | Starvation. It the most practical and painless way to finish yourself. First you need guts and if you are seriously thinking about killing yourself that will be easy. When you starve to death your body releases painkillers which make you feel comfortable and all together relaxed. This is because your body is eating away at your fat reserves and your muscles. There is also a bonus because you get to see your family suffer which you would'nt be able to enjoy by other methods. |
| 24 May 2005 | damien | i dont know wahat exacyly im sposed to write here , but i expect that the whole idea of havin this sight is so that ppl write their emotions instead of killing themselves.i just want to die ive failed 27 times im 27 and te thought of not even being able to killmyself makes me want do it even more. i dont want attention , i dont want anything except to sleep. and sleep alwys. im border line misanthropic, , but still need the warmth from another human.but i have no human skills .ive had a fucked life but that is not the reason y i want to die.its cos of "my projected future", and by the way i had a really fucked life. drugs dont seem to be the answer, and the fact that i got kids makes it hardere , but i have to ask myself wat is better a mad dad or a dead one?please send me a suicide kit.i dont even know who i am anymore,ive prevente other ppl from killingthemselves, but now i wonder wat did i really do? i view death as a release from anxiety, fear and presssure but most of all i c it as peace. i cannot find connection with other ppl cos im TOO open minded. too many ppl!to my kids ilove u all. and know ill will always b watching over you. to my bro and sisters i love u adn will b watching over u to. |
| 24 May 2005 | nomis | I try all the time to commit my life to a state of mind where i am dead(suicide)for the last 7 years i have tried, i started when i was 9, i hanged my self, but was bustarted by my parents. They say i'm to weak to do it, but i say wait till ur 16. it ait as easy as it may seem, Suicides tricky stuff. Stuff like this puts u off it, don't let anything influence u. i try to do it quietly, i am not a very out going type of pearson. But if u are then go for the more blood macarbe style of things, scream out to the world fuck you. Make ur death bleed in the tears of many. I don't realy understand the mottives of being suicidal but i bealive it to b an art. Art with the value of human life. if u do it simple before ur 13 it will seem`more accedental. i say get out ur scappales and cut cut cut a million shapes into ur body till u bleed to death, this may become painfull but can be quite fun drawing diffrent shaped in urself. Note words hurt more mentally. suicide can kill ur family so i reakon wait till 16 18. then you can go real crazy, i allwyas dream ofmy death being like this. hanged from a bridge with a blue rope inside out, giant knife cut crosses in my skin. then after a Vinking funerial. RIP |
| 24 May 2005 | HELP ME PLEASE | WE ARE ALL CHILDREN IN HEART SO AGE IS IRRELAVENT. what is relavant is mental illness. only people with mental illness have suicidal thoughts. this means if you are thinkin about it you cant handle life or the real world. the best thing to do IS suicide. help do your part to keep the human race strong and free of mental illness. |
| 24 May 2005 | Hi, my name is Forrest... Forrest Gump... People call me F | ok. totally. i have never posted a single thread on this site until now. i must post on this site. this way i can express myself freely. whereabouts the prejudgices of my accusers reflecting into my inner most being decaying from inside thier souls? the onslaught of thier continuing nature has birthed into every cell in my body constricting the life force that was meant to flourish amoung fields now raped by locusts leaving only sand. i must take what is not mine. a common thief none the less. i ask what is worse. a thief or rapist? even my delights have proven to encourage the pit of void neverending to deepen. where is my hope, you ask. i reply in waves of lonesome timid in dark shades. "my departure" |
| 24 May 2005 | Liz | sometimes i wonder..wat is the meaning of life? my first love is not wit me anymore...i've travled an lived in 4 dif countries which meansleavin ur past behind an startin over...it aint easy....my mother sufferes from depression an i bet das where i got it from also..i have severe social anxiety and i duffer from depression. i look "normal" an u'd never think i think about it unless u actually no me...an u no wat?! i dun even no y i feel this way? i have both of my parents who r happily married an i have a roof on top of my head? i got a place 2 live an a family dat loves me? so y am i da way i am? y do i put myself down? now i c this site is for 13 yr olds...i dun think i thought of suicide when i was 13 but i definitely started around 16...i attempted suicide twice...an now im almost 20 still have thoughts of it sometimes..matter of fact im havin them right now...i OD on pills when i was 18...i thought i'd die 4 sure..my herat was pounding, my ears were ringin i thought it was da end of me and dat id die dat night in my sleep, guess wat i woke up..i dunno if i felt good or bad wakin up....it was kind of a neutral feelin which is my felin 2 life...and my 2nd attepmt was gettig high an tryin 2 get a gun off a guy i knew...he didnt give it 2 me so guess dat dun really count but i wanted 2 kill myself real bad....an u no wat...KILLIN URSELF IS EASIER SAID DAN DONE...cuz u no b4 u actually about 2 do it or r planning 2 do it...u have voices inside ur head sayin U DUN WANNA DO IT? R U SURE? BUT U HAVE POPS DAT LOVE U? even though sometimes we feel unloved we r all humans an deal wit problems everyday....u no wat i struggle in life an suffer from anxiety ..its quite annoying but LOVE URSELF because it all comes down dat U HAVE 2 LOVE URSELF 2 LOVE LIFE...an u no wat i would love 2 chat wit people an advise u guys....im me ANYTIME....MY SCREEN NAME IS LIZZIEBK1985....i love people in general an i would love 2 try 2 advise u one on one...an remeba u guys r not alone...its all a mentality issue which i also have but we must learn how 2 deal wit it an be strong in life....if u havent found a way yet u have 2 keep tryin ...LOVE 2 ALL XOXOXOXOX...lookin forward 2 chattin wit some of u anytime...maybe we can all help each other out an prove ourselves wrong..dat this is gonna end an we can fight this ..we can fight our suicidal thoughts an issues in life |
| 24 May 2005 | rocky | wat to do huh? kill your self!!! i have the best plans to blow up my school. and every fucker in it! i asked my friend to commit me into a mental hospital and she said no and that i dont need to be there but she is wrong. i am trying again though if all else fails the lord will answer my prayers and kill me so some people will see it as suicide but it wont be it will just be the way the lord has taken me. all the people who are plotting against me will be saved because i couldnt let them die as i do care about them deeply but they have hurt me more by this game that i know that they are playing. i think even a youth pastor is involved as well as the some of the teachers which i thought that i could trust and i was wrong. i cant trust any body. i will surely be all smiles and act very casual but really i will be picking out what they are trying to do to me. they wont win i will die and they will be happy. i am a child of god he created me and he will take me when the lession that everybody has learned is done. my decision for blowing up my school is made up but when is undecided. the unfortunate thing is that half of morisset will go with the school. but like i said before the train is tempting but there is time for that later after the "big bang" |
| 23 May 2005 | Hungry Hungry Harry | Go fishing but hook yourself up as bait. Now wait until you catch a shark. When you have caught that shark, reel yourself in. If you can not reel yourself in you are dead. If you manage to reel urself in and survive, email me as i would like to see someone do this. |
| 23 May 2005 | lana | dress us as a clown,dinosour,other stupid anil,ect and then get a rope and a knife go to a childs party and tie the rope around ur neck and on to there balcony,fan.doorway just befor u drop kut open all your tendants and then ring the door bell |
| 23 May 2005 | *someone | Listen everyone who came on here for suicidal advice.theres a way out of this,please dont kill yourself.there are people out there who love and think about you everyday,even if they dont show it.theres always people out there who care.God cares for you,if u wanna know more then just reply to this message. |
| 23 May 2005 | nobody lies me | i totally fucking agree with exactly everything [starved to deah says] now to hell with the fucking rest of ur god and christian shit, its totally fake so fuck off. |
| 22 May 2005 | laura hague | find yourself a piece of country side that no-one comes near, find the biggest tree u can grab sum ladders tie a rope around the tree then climb up tie it round ur neck and jump. but remember not to have any others branches on near to u so u cant chicken out x if u want to make the pain more intense slit ur wrist before you jump x |
| 22 May 2005 | kathryn | hi i am 14 yeers old n mi life hav suked since i was 4 ok well emme start now wen i was 4 mi parents got divorced mi mom was reeli syco she wuud drag me n mi bro across the room n made us crii sooo ahrd mi dad use to hit me n he still threaens to n verballi abuses me mi mom was anorexic she over dosed in pills while cuttin herslef i wuud say she cut her self about 16 times on her arm n they r reeli deep n she wuud hav to kall the hospital n tell them that she cut herslef now shes an alcholic n in skool mi frends take advantage of me i get made fun of almost everdai n i got like sooo mani rumors gon around bout me n i kant see mi aunt animore n im glad i hate that stupid fuk i hope she fukin burns n hell everi thinks im a pretty happi person i started cuttin miself jus a few weeks ago n now its at tha piont wen i cut i bleed i gro more n more depressed each dai but i never thought bout killin miself n i dun want to thx for listenin |
| 22 May 2005 | Guillaume | se mettre dans son bain et brancher(ralonge si besoin!) le seche cheveux....qui tombera dans l'eau!!! |
| 22 May 2005 | Tim | I have no idea what the best way to kill your self would be, I believe the question is redundant. You know what will kill you, the objects surround us every day i.e. knives poisonous substances, water, rope, vehicles, trains etc etc. What you need to ask your self is can I go through with it? I have wanted to kill myself on and off since I was 15 I am 21 now. I have tried various methods. These include slicing my wrists with craft knives. Putting a bag over my head, the bag was full of nitrous I then sellotaped it around my neck. I tried to drown myself in the local harbour. I tried lying on the railway tracks when a train was approaching. I thought about jumping out in front of a fast moving truck, at the point of no return. I’ve also thought of deliberately crashing my car at speed whilst not wearing a seatbelt. Every time I get in my car and drive somewhere I get to atleast 230 km/h – sometimes when I get up to those speeds I think about just letting go of the wheel and plunging down a cliff to find an end. The latter method is perfect as it would look like an accident. My family would not have to go through a terrible ordeal of coming to terms with the fact that their only son hated life so much he killed himself. All the suicide attempts I have made have been no more than attempts obviously. I am too gutless I always pull out at the last minute. I hate life, I hate all the morons that are ruining our world and making it harder and harder to live a happy life full of truths. My parents expect far to much of me they expect me to attain A grades and an honours in Geography amongst many other things! They fight all the time they hate each other yet will not separate, maybe they want to make the family suffer! Nothing goes my way, if it wasn’t for bad luck I wouldn’t have no luck at all. The police have it in for me I have probably paid over $3000 in speeding fines. I have not had any real friends since I was about 17 probably when my depressed feelings became more pronounced, this just compounded things. Life if fucking shit, your born you urn for responsibility, you receive responsibility, your old responsibility is removed vegetation starts your back to infancy. An evil cycle, the only way out is death. Think about it when your dead, there’s nothing no feelings, no emotion, no money, nothing to do you do not exist, you able to fully escape society’s heavy handed hate. Eternal happiness is embedded in death, take it with love, embrace it till your last breath – it’s inevitable anyway! |
| 21 May 2005 | SINGING BARBARIAN FROM THE SAVAGE NORTH!!!!!!!!!!!!! | WO0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O!!!!! AND ON THAT FATEFUL FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH, THE SKIES WERE BLACK AND THOR WAS LAUGHING. AND THE ROADS WERE ABANDONED AS THE LADS RODE OUT INTO THE NIGHT TO DESTROY ALL IN THEIR PATH. FOR TONIGHT THEY LIVE FOR THIRTEEN YEARS WASTED IN CAPTIVITY. THIRTEEN YEARS WASTED ON EDUCATION AND LOWER LEARNING. TONIGHT THEY ARE THE FOUR HORSEMEN (EVEN THOUGH I DONT THINK THERES FOUR). TONIGHT THEY ARE CHAOS' HERALDS. TONIGHT THEY COME- AND THE HELLS COME WITH THEM AND IM RIDING SHOTGUN!!!!!! |
| 21 May 2005 | dominique | you change nothing when you die. but by living, you can change things. dying is not an easy thing to do. it takes great courage to live. besides, that life you're taking was never yours to begin with. we just borrowed it from God. there's more to life than just shit and misery. open your eyes. trust that God will help you. |
| |||
| |||
|