Date	Name/email Nom/email	What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
07 Jul 2005	ugly old me	THE MOST UNPOPULAR GIRL i grew up being the most unpopular girl in school village and family. The social scene at school was also controlled by the same social hierarchy. The popular group was composed of kids from the rich and powerful families who were good looking and so on. I started school with several disadvantages. First of all, I was ugly. I was skinny, I was just an all around unattractive little girl. Anyway, from my various limitations, I was not accepted into the popular group. There is one memory I particularly have of when I was in Junior High School. As I was becoming a young woman, it was becoming more and more painful to be part of the social rejects. I wanted to socialize with people, but I was never invited to the parties. At school all week long, the popular group would talk about who would be invited to the parties and who would not. The class pecking order really manifested itself during lunch time at the school cafeteria. The popular girls and the popular boys had their tables on opposite side of the dinning hall. If you were not a member of the popular group, you would not dare sit at their table. The semi-popular people, the girls who wanted to be part of the popular girls but who didn't quite make it, had there own table. And then there where tables for the rest of the students, I would lock myself in my bedroom and for hours stare at the walls feeling how lonely and isolated I was as l long to be invited to one of their parties. I never realized just how unpopular i was. oh well never mind. i am sure there is someone out there worse off than me. I DON'T CARE. reading other people notes here. has made me relise hoe sick the real world is. GOODBYE CREUL WORLD. I AM GOING TO KILL MY SELF NOW. GOD I HATE THIS LIFE.
05 Jul 2005	THE SINGING BARBARIAN FROM THE SAVAGE NORTH	WO0O0 O0O0O 0OO0 O0O0 O0O0O0O 0O0 O0O0O0O0O0 O0O 0O0O0 O0O0O!!!! IT IS I MOTHER FUCKER! THE SINGING BARBARIAN FROM THE SAVAGE NORTHE!!! I HAVE THE BLOOD OF METAL IN MY VEINS!!! I HAVE HELD CONGRESS WITH THE GODS THEN I FUCKED THEM!! I HAVE SLAYED ABOUT EVERY THING AT LEAST TWICE!! I HAVE THE STRENGTH OF 1000 HETEROSEXUAL MEN WITHIN MY RIGHT ARM. AND GUESS WHAT HUMANS!? I DONT PLAY FAIR!!!
05 Jul 2005	Marie	c peu étre hor sujet mé moi je voulé savoir existe til dé suicide non violent ou on agonise pa koi?
05 Jul 2005	xixa	se pendre
05 Jul 2005	me	second: to start with all the people who have bullied me are not perfect them selfs. someone said oh you make things worse for your self how can i. once i snapped in class and broke out in tears, it was that bad for me. i got blamed for that. i snapped at a person which i am sorry for, i have sooo many issues. when i was at school it all started. becasue i was so god dame ugly (don't laugh) also i was werid looking for a couple of years. I swear i am not that bad looking now but i know i have got alittle bit better looking but i still get called ugly. plus at school when i was 16 a teacher called social services on are familylike there was something wrong with me, more on that but i won't say. why is all this a problem you might be asking. i am so tired all the time. 11-14 i guess was my ugly years. i got told day in and dayout i was ugly. I am so destressed about my past becasue i got badly bullied which left me fighting and you know what happends when people fight i don't want to talk about that. I also suffered with depression too. which was not a very good experience for me, i can't find a job becasue people in town know my past and don't want to employ me. The people who i grew up with are still hanging around being nosey in my life. I talk to my self more and more. i have no friends where i live i feel scared to go out. when i do go out i am scared i live with parents. i suffer with B.D.D and social phobia now. i have no friends where i live. None at all. I don't know what to do. no one likes me where i live, i am not very good looking either i don't know what to do. the people know my past gossip and stuff for all the things good and bad have gone on in my life. i also need a job as i need the money. i have done a funrasier and had my money stolen from my school bag yes i grew up alone i am now underdeveloped and i am scared and alone. but i live with parents i go out with them so i am ok at them moment. please reply back i need advice. i was a self harmer and other things have happened i don't want to talk about. I keep thinking about my past. i feel like a caged animal where i live. i got bullied and i am scared to go out alone now. people just pick on me becasue i am scared to talk to anyone what shall i do. i can't move right now becasue i have no money or job. I need advice please. is there any home working jobs for me from the u.k i can try for a little while. i also have O.C.D and a bad temper now. i am always on the computer in all my spare time, becasue i have no friend where i live, i am sad i know. People at school and in my village when i used to talk to them i got told that i was ugly and to gwt lost and look's which up sets me today. I cry all the time swear and shout. I am scared to go places even the doctor. i went before and she gave me some perscroiption. i never went back i am too scared of wait rooms don't laugh to go alone. my parents want me out the house. i can't do nothing right i am a so stupid and i am werid and so on. I dont go out unless i need to some days i bath twice a day. i am soo werid lucky i go shopping so i can get bits i want to stock up when i dont need all those bit's. i have enough stuff to start a shop right now i have not been out in 3 weeks as i don't need too. i plan to go out this week for a ride first time in 3 weeks, I am scared of my neighbours i feel threatened by them i got intimadated at school laughed at for thing's the scaredness has never left me, I am so destressed. i told on people at school and they carryed on bullying me once ran past the toliets at me ging ehhhh gross. Now i have no friends in the village. one boy wanted to go out with me only to use me for one thing to wind me up. i am just a joke. why me. I am just scared, full of fear. people have been talking about me behind my back and gossiping around the village about my past and so on. thank you for your time ps: there is just soooo much to write down but i can't pout it all down. I hopeing to move away from here where no one knows my past. Or will bully me for me being me. any advice please.
04 Jul 2005	jesus loves us	The reason your being bullied is simply because Jesus loves you but because Jesus loves you, the devil hates you and he tries to make your life a living hell.
04 Jul 2005	love	Love is the basis of forgiveness. So to really love you, I have to frst love u. And to really love u, I have to first love myself. And to love myself, I have to love myself unconditionally by loving meas every word and its opposite. How do i do that? Well, I have to teach myself to love myself. How do I do that? Well, I say the words: I love myslef as Oliver and so love oliver as myself. I love myselfas kym and so love kim as myself. I love myself as a victor and as a victim so that I cam love Kym as a victor over me when I am her victim, and love her as my victim when i am a victor over her. I love myself as right and wrong so I ca love K when she is right and when she is wrong. I lvoe myself as etc and as etc so i can love kym as etc and etc. All that means that the first psychological victimisation of myself or self-victimisation, the first abuse of myslef or self-abuse the first defeat of myself or self-defeat is to hate myself as any word!
04 Jul 2005	Revenge	Revenge would be sweet, but pointless, cos whilst it would give you immediate satisfaction, it would not heal your wounds.
04 Jul 2005	Oh god help me	I had depression in my teeange years and it turned me out for the worse, Oh god help me
04 Jul 2005	GOD	if you are being bullied for being your self move away.
04 Jul 2005	Roksan McKoolasspurtan	ive often thought of suicide my self, i read of why you are wanting to die and i think you sould live a little first, i got mad at school so i say to this kid "i dont give a fuck" and the teacher sends me to the office and they suspend me... so do something bad enough to get the suspension but not a ticket or a.e.p. (a.e.p.=really strict alternetive school) blessed be Roksan
04 Jul 2005	school sucks	i can't beileve i let bullies ruin my life. it was this. ME: Sir i am being bullied" teacher: nobody bullies in my school. ME: But sir i am being bullied Teacher: don't beileve you there must be something else wrong. NOT ALL TEACHERS GIVE A TOSS IF YOU ARE BEING BULLIED IN SCHOOL.
04 Jul 2005	Kat	Step one write down all your hopes and dreams no matter how silly or freaky Step two write a list of disapointments Step three lie down where you can desolve into air (i your room or at the beach where every you feel at peace) Step four close your eyes and Just BE. Do not think about the sounds or smells around you. Do not feel the air or wind but Be. Exsist second by second. This will most likely take many attempts but it is worth it. Step five when you have reached the point of BEING and when you are ready to return slowly get up. Step six and very importantly dust yourself off not only of any dirt but also the old shell your were Step seven burn the disapointment and hopes list Step eight RELEASE your old self let it die in the ashes of your hopes and fears Step nine emerge again anew I realize this is most likely not the type of suicide that you are referring to. But imagien the type of strength you could have if You could just Be ps It is transending
04 Jul 2005	_B_	Umm, I know you probley don't want to hear from me because you all would consider me a prep/bitch and stuff like that, but ya know what just because some people dress like a so called "prep" I hang out with everyone and I have tried to kill myself plenty of times, i've been in the hospital more then once for attempt. suicide..Look, yeah I have to admit i've bullied people but its not like we get bullied ourselves..i used to think so highly of myself..untill I got bullied by one of my so called "bestfriend"...it hurts I know...but I hear by using X helps..but idk sorry I just wanted all you guys to know that a lot of the people you judge as preps might look like them, they just sometimes dont treat people like shit....just wanted to say that...
04 Jul 2005	Y	Just before attempting any suicide you must try to rob a bank. If you're successful you might change your plan. But if you want me to be honest The best way to commit suicide is to blow your brains out with a firearm. It won't give you a chance of being under any pain or stress for even a single moment. And the next moment is probably like floating away in the wind having an excellent feeling. I will try it soon I'm sure. I just can't wait
04 Jul 2005	The Widowmaker	Walk up to the local rudeboys and shouf "You dirty mud-skinned jigaboo scum. F**k off back to your own country" or words to that effect. Then play either jump the knife blade or run away from the bullets
03 Jul 2005	evelyn	kill someone you hate to get death sentence
03 Jul 2005	Grace	Hey Iv been depressed since I was 11 and im now 16 nearly 17. I have been suicidal since I was 13. I wana do it alot I've overdosed twice and been a bad cutter for 2 yrs. I dont know if I wana die or not I just want this torment in my mind to end. I got bullied from the age of 5 and didnt tell anyone till I was 12 I was scared and it has afected me very badly. But I wana be a psychologist now when im older to help pple like myself. If anyone wants a chat email me ok xxx Love Grace xoxoxox BABY_ANGEL123_56@hotmail.com
03 Jul 2005	goth	i see dead people all the time too. - i am a gothic too.
03 Jul 2005	Polly	When i was 11 i tried to kill myself by strangling myself with a wire.

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