| Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form. |
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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans? |
| 11 Aug 2005 | Georganna-nirvana roks!! | easy... just... hang ya self.. not much chance it will fail if it is from a high place ... |
| 11 Aug 2005 | Sam | have you ever considered the reality, that this is dead, and that the concept of death and ultimately humans lack of understanding about it has given not only the term death but life also the most drastic and dire manifestations as peoples need to go home. Home is already happening deep inside u. You are already home. Suicide will not get you home, it will veer you off track and you will become stuck in a place far worse then this where the reality of choice will be nothing more then a distant memory dreamed of on some far off planet you may remember as earth. It doesnt matter, which dimension source manifests itself through, existance on any and every level will always be challenging, exhilarating and painful. Take responsibility for life now as u as a single entity bound to everything both here and beyond, because remember, and dont just know it, but look deep inside and feel it, you can only take all ur pain with you to the next incarnation regardless of how the essence of you is to exist after this world, there is no escape from the pain, it is not seperate from you, but of you. You own it, so ultimately you alone must master and tame it. Understand, we are God, we are creating everything, from moment to moment, and just as you have the power and choice to end your physical life, you to have the power and choice to reverse that shit on its head and know that u have all the toolos inside to combat the harshest of realities here and right now. thing is, you will survive, regardless of whether you breathe oygen or not. How can a soul with no beginning and no end cease to be..... my heart goes out to all of you :) smile, even just for a split second, you are not alone in this fight.. |
| 11 Aug 2005 | senor kills alot | when you are under 13, thats a tough one. Dress in very dark colors. Go, to the nearest street where cars are going at least 30 miles an hour. Hide, and just when the car is about to pass, jump face first into the car. See, its like a game! |
| 11 Aug 2005 | yasuiii | theres no easy way to kill yourself but hold your breath for hours...for me, its a the best way for those under 13 to kill theirselves... it wont be a messy, bloodfilled death, ryt?? its easy and painless.. so those who want to kill themselves, start holding your breath right after you read this or even while sitting in the dining table with you family... "sick! the people who believes in this !!! jerk!! " "hey!!its nice to be alive, its wonderful and happy.. dont let confusions and consequences take away the life you have..." |
| 11 Aug 2005 | rotten_world | la noyade |
| 10 Aug 2005 | eugine | with a gun...there's no pain!! it's easy!!** |
| 10 Aug 2005 | julia | first of all, everyone has to relax. you know.. when you think of suicide.. doesnt it make you think that you are weak. weak because you say you 'cant take the shit anymore' and you 'give up' makes you weak doesnt it? why do you want to show others & feel like a pussy by killing yourself. why dont you put on an evil attitude and go round town with an evil grin thinking I can rip you up into pieces so you better fucking stay away form me. have the attitute that you are a fighter. the evil grin is an awesome confidence boost. with this attitude people usually get what they want out of others. and then they become HAPPY that they are fighters.. after that life gets easier , you feel enourmous & proud. try it. i did. and i love it ahah. try this or suffer the pain of my fist, bitch. |
| 09 Aug 2005 | Lisa | In my opinion, there are two reasons why you might want to kill yourself: 1) You hate life in the sense that you don't like the situation you're being put through 2) You hate life just because it's life, no relation to your situation If you're killing yourself because of #1, then I don't think you don't really want to kill yourself. Why should you be drived to do something that you don't want to do? Consider it a conspiracy, if you must, and believe in yourself. It's easier said than done, but your world is your world, it's the best you can make out of the worst. If you're suicidal because of your philosophy on life, then I believe that your reason is justified. You REALLY want to kill yourself because of the nature of your own world. You might be labeled as a psychopath or just mentally ill, but if it's your world, and if it's REALLY what you want to do, I don't think anyone should stop you. At age 13, the second reason would be extremely rare. Please ask yourself though, do you REALLY want to die becasue you want to die? If the situation gets better, would you still want to die? If and only if you answer "yes" to these questions would (in my opinion) your desire be justified. It's quite ironic, how people whose life is worse than ours want to live SO badly in their poor conditions, while we sit around here, destroying the earth and playing with death. Humanity. What can you do about it? |
| 08 Aug 2005 | Dying to be Dead | why would you say life gets easier when I get closer to dying each day that passes? |
| 08 Aug 2005 | Sad Sad Sad Guy | Reflections on Suicide: version II The end No more pain * 100 No more joy * 1 No pressure to achieve * 100 No more achievements * (negative) 500000000 No more hatred * 281493 No more (rejected) love * 10 No more dark nights * 364 No more splendid sunrises *1 (the only time I see the sunrise is if I stayed up all night crying and thinking about death, pain, and crushing lonliness, after which time I will go to sleep, dream horrific nightmares as the day, and my life passes. By the time I wake up, it is sunset and the day is gone, leaving me with nothing but another night alone with all my pain. Pain is my life, it's all I have.) I'm not saying suicide is a good option.... I'm just sayin'..... this is how I feel.......... really bad. Peace to you all. I'm REALLY sorry to post three times, but I wrote the wrong email last time!!! SORRY!! |
| 08 Aug 2005 | The Grim Reaper | Ben, it'll take a ton of apple seeds for you to get cyanide poisoning from them. And unless you're looking for an excruciating death, I don't think I'd go for that. Slitting your wrists is the sissy way out and rarely is the major artery cut. I've tried it once before and in my innocence, I figure if I cut the vein, I'd be good to go. WRONG! The artery is in fact, under the vein and is a lot tougher to cut through. It takes will power to do the deal and it can get quite messy but if you have the guts, go for it. It's not painless at all but I think if you stick your wrists in a bowl of ice for about an hour, you shouldn't feel a thing. The most important thing you need to know about wrist cutting is to cut horizontal, and not diagonal that way more of the vein is cut which would increase blood loss. (Note: doing it while in a tub with warm water or a running shower could relax your body and help your blood flow faster. It could also keep you from going into shock. Read up on your med texts and go crazy!) |
| 07 Aug 2005 | sheila | by hanging yourself |
| 07 Aug 2005 | claire | jump off a bridge |
| 07 Aug 2005 | A tribute. | Mouchette, Mouchette, flying through the sky... Searching, waiting for answers Wondering, wondering, wondering why... Not everyone hates you, Mouchette... just the majority of us. |
| 06 Aug 2005 | HOW TO KILL YOUR SELF AT ANY AGE | EVALUATION OF SELECTED COMMON METHODS Shooting: Assuming minimal knowledge of anatomy, sufficient caliber, and a steady hand, it's quick and certain alright, and probably painless too, though it's hard to be sure. Discreet? Well, once you have the weapon in hand, no one can stop you, so the question is moot. Accessibility varies widely: obviously in the USA it's more accessible than we'd like, but in the UK for example it could be nearly impossible. Safety depends heavily on the choice of location. All in all, it wouldn't be such a bad method, if it didn't make such a terrible mess. Hanging: Not very quick or certain, with a decent chance of mere injury. High marks for accessibility, but unfortunately the risk of detection is also high, because hanging takes a while, unless you manage to break your neck, which is relatively hard to do. Most people probably wouldn't consider hanging painless, but obviously there's a minority who enjoy this type of thing (see the classic British film "The Ruling Class" for example). No one who has ever seen a choking victim would describe this method as "tidy". Driving: A fine example of an unsafe method. What did all those totalstrangers ever do to you? Cars are accessible enough, but collisions have surprisingly low fatality rates, and usually aren't quick, painless, or tidy. Jumping: Fairly quick, depending on the height, but not all that certain. You'd be astonished at how many people have survived outrageous jumps. San Francisco's Golden Gate bridge draws jumpers from all over the world, but the locals are hip, and many people are stopped in the act. This method has a high probability of a making a truly disgusting mess. Slashing: Unless you're a Marine, you probably don't have what it takes to slice yourself deeply enough to do the job. There's a fine line between self-mutilation and an actual suicide attempt. In most cases this method is just a cry for help. Straight razors are accessible enough, but this method is definitely not painless, certain or quick. It might look glamorous in the movies, but don't be fooled: a bathtub full of blood is not a pretty sight. Drowning: Not particularly discreet except very isolated areas, and even then it's advisable to do it at night. If you're a good enough swimmer to get far enough out, it's fairly certain, especially in frigid water, but it's not quick by any means. By some accounts it's moderately painless, but where your bloated corpse will wind up, and to what extent it will be chewed, is another matter. Freezing: If you can manage to get above the timber line in winter andget naked, this method has a good chance of success, but be careful to take public transportation. People have been rescued by over-zealous park rangers who were tipped off by an extra car in the parking lot. Unless you're in the Arctic circle, it takes a while, but it's relatively painless once you get past a certain point. Accessibility varies widely, but freezing gets high marks for safety and tidiness, and is ideal for nature-lovers. Overdosing: This is a huge topic, and beyond the scope of this text. Suffice it to say that the lethal dosage for a given substance depends enormously on the individual. In many cases the odds of organ damage are much higher than the odds of death. Many attempts fail due to the human body's annoying tendency to vomit when poisoned. Most experts recommend combining drugs with alcohol and a garbage bag over the head, secured with an elastic. Nitrous Oxide (NO2): When properly applied (using a mask or a garbage bag), it's astoundingly quick and certain, and downright pleasurable (after all, dentists use it). The hard part is getting the stuff. It takes a lot of whippets to fill up a garbage bag, and it's difficult to get a tank without posing as a legitimate business. Oven Gas: This method is totally unacceptable, due to the obvious danger of blowing up total strangers. Car Exhaust: This is a fine example of a method that's reasonable in theory but rarely works out in practice, because it's so hard to do discreetly. A tube from your tailpipe to your car window is bound to attract attention. Run your engine in your garage long enough, and you'll be visited by a nosy neighbor. Sure it's painless, but failure means brain damage. The active ingredient (Carbon Monoxide) is terrific; it's only the delivery method that's a problem. Carbon Monoxide: This gas binds to your hemoglobin better than oxygen. In practice, this means you can breathe it as easily as oxygen, except that you die. It's not as much fun as Nitrous Oxide but it's much easier to obtain. The best way is with a tank from an industrial supply house (see Jerry Hunt's video), but acceptable concentrations can be obtained with indoor use of a charcoal grill. The main problem is how to avoid killing whoever discovers you. |
| 06 Aug 2005 | Ovidio | You can just OD on various types of your mentally impaired parents medications. |
| 05 Aug 2005 | Holly | M'kay... I don't have any personal expirences with suicide. I live a healthy, happy life with my caring mother and father. But just last year I met someone. Her name is Tanzie*. I met her online in a chat room. I had absolutly NO clue what she was going through in her life. She always seemed to cover it up so well. We've known each other for about a year now. About 4 months ago she gave me the link to her LiveJournal. So I would read it occasionally. But one day, her entry shocked me. On Livejournals, the give you little quizzes to fill out and what not. One of the questions on this perticular quiz, it said "Do/Did you cut?" And She answered yes. I just kept saying she USED to do it. She USED to do it, not anymore. Well after awhile, she met this guy named Jake*. And I talked to him too and he seemed really nice (Keep this in mind, we're all online buddies). So they went out for a while. But eventually, EVERY SINGLE ONE Of Tanzie's LiveJournal posts was about Jake. How he loved her, how she loved him. Then there were the days where she thought "oh he's cheating on me" or "he deserves better than me" etc. One day, apparently they talked on MSN and he called her some really mean things. She was heart broken. So...I guess she went back to her "old" habbit. She cut. I don't know how many strikes she did, but a lot. Then she posted it on her LJ. So Jake would see what he did to her I guess. I recently read a book about cutting. It's extremely bad for you. So I made her promise me she'd never do that again. Well... bout 4 months later, Jake ticked her off again. And she broke our promise. She cut FIFTEEN TIMES on each leg, and NINE times on each arm. This broke my heart. I couldn't believe she did that. She swore she would never do that again. And not just to me, to everyone else. But she did... And I yelled at her, trying to knock some sence into her head. She immediatly shot back at me with her life story. "My dad beats me when he's drunk, my mom only cares about my brother, my friends push me around and tell me I'm crud, the only one who understood me was my grandpa. And He died. And I watched him....etc". This saddened me horribly. I just couldn't imagine a life like that. I had a great life. I thought everyone else did too. We talked and she swore on her death bed she'd never break our promise again. And as far as I know, she hasn't. So for ANYONE with this horrible hurting yourself though, it's not worth it. Life is a snowball. You roll it uphill for all the good things, but then it will reverse and timble downhill and your life will seem horrible. But that snowball will eventually hit the ground and break, unleashing a brand new you. Life will snowball uphill all over again. I's a cycle. * Not real names were used. |
| 05 Aug 2005 | Someone Cares About You | I have also thought about suicide. I actually attempted it once by taking sleeping pills, as you can tell it didn't work! Somedays are better than others, but nothing is worth killing yourself. Believe me my life sucks...i'm in love with someone who i can't be with, but life will get better! Trust me, we can get through this together. You get 1 chance at life, and then it's over forever...do you really want to end that yet? |
| 05 Aug 2005 | My hearts breaking for you! | Realize that if you are not doing everything you can to live.. there is nothing there to kill! |
| 05 Aug 2005 | El Bow | Why are you asking us what the best way to kill yourself is? The only people that know the best answer to that question are already dead. |
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