Date	Name/email Nom/email	What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
22 Jul 2006	notalonenemore1	Why do you all want to take the easy way out in life. whose going to know whats on your mind if you fucking kill yourself. And to all of you who have something to say about me being on this website FUCK YOU ALL. I have been in your situation probably in even worser situations. Let me tell you a little about my life. When i was 8 months old i was molested then put in scolding hot water, By the time i was 5 i knew exactly how to give a blow job. When i turned 11 i found out i had to std's and that i was pregnant. This all happened to me by my father. When i turned 12 my father took our baby and sold her to some person off the streets. He then started pimping me out after school to the people he worked with. At school i was labeled a deadbeat a looser, a whore, a bitch , a tramp, what ever you can think i was probably called. I was beaten up at least 4 times a day. When boy bullies came after me they would force me to give them oral sex. That shit happened on a daily basis for years. But thats not all my fucking parents didn't give a shit about me to my mother i was just a fucking mistake to my father i was i was just a bitch with good pussy and great head. i had no one to talk to. No fucking friends i came home to no one there. Black walls. Thats the first time i tried to kill myself. I went to the bathroom and drank 5 different types of cleaner, it worked. I lied on my bathroom floor dead for 2 minutes. Then i woke up in a hospital. I was told that i had only a few seconds left before they couldn't have saved me. I am now 24 years old. I am married and i have a great life now. I want everyone on this website to think about what your about to do or what you are thinking about doing. Believe me i never thought life would be better for me. I am with a counselor, I am also in the military. I travel the world and i talk to people about my life. Life seems like shit when no-one knows whats going on. Tell someone anyone especially a counselor or a teacher go to the hospital talk to a doctor. When your dead, your just that Dead Going out the easy way. I thought suicide was the answer. I found out it was more painful than anything. Drinking cleaner was not the only way it tried to kill myself. Please think about what your doing first. There's always someone out there whose in a worser situation. If you want to talk to me just email me. Don't let everyone out there win. Suicide is the easy way out. Talking to someone about your problem is alot better. And to everyone who thinks i sound like a counselor FUCK YOU. i want to help get someone off this website. Those who don't understand. Take the easy way out. Take away your little pain. I guarentee it will only cause alot more to the ones you thought don't give a damn. I'm finished i hope that my story has helped someone.
22 Jul 2006	...	Spooky Penguin you can never die. Because you will always be here, and in the google cache, a few others too. Probably a few people remember you too. Inc myself.
22 Jul 2006	Paige carr	this is a poem to all of those who have benn hurt by there father. He’s made my life a living hell. Always braking promises letting me down. Breaking my heart every time I see him. Knowing that my relationship with him will never be what it could. Knowing that I will never see him again is hard, but I am glad that he can’t bring me any more sorrow. A father is supost 2 be the only man a girl can trust, but I can’t even do that. So what hope is there 4 me? I wish that he would rot in hell 4 ever, and that he would know and feel the pain that he has caused 4 his daughters. I wish that I could click my fingers and reverse what has been the worst think I have had to over come in my life, but sadly the world is not that kind. When I think of him all I picture are spikes penetrating my skin. People surrounding me with eyes so full of pain, and there tears filled with rage. I want to brake free from my emotions and forget, but memories good or bad don’t just wash away. So I ask, what is the best way to deal with problem that feels like a hole eating away at you? Every minute of every day wondering when you will finely fall apart. Realising that the sorrow will never fade and will always haunt you
22 Jul 2006	Paige carr	i want to comite suiside sum times cause of y so called father. he has fucked up my life since i was little. im know 14 and dont tlk 2 him any more. thts cause he is a shit dad. he was never there 4 me ever. lets exsplane my family first shall i. ] me, mom ,sister. kevin e.g dad ,2 half sisters, half brother, step mom. i did have another half borther called shaun but he died and i never got to meat him cause my mom and kevin thought it was a good ides if me and my sis didnt know bout are other bros and sis's. fucked up right. kevin lives wth step mom and half's. he is always there 4 them but never 4 me . my older sis stoped tlking to him bout a yr ago, but i gave him another chance stupidly. but i realized wht a fuckin lying twat he was and stoped tlking 2 him in november lst yr. he still calls mom asking how i am. lst night he called and asked if he could tlk 2 me. i said no. he doesnt deserve 2 be a father, he doesnt deserve 2 b happy let alone 2 be loved. so theres my sad story. mom says tht i can get perfetionl help lk therepy, but no 1 can help me wth my problems but me. i wish tht he woul rot in hell and suffer.
22 Jul 2006	Paige (a.k.a totally in luv with william gaffoor)	k th last time i wrote in was bout may, so here i am.just turned 14 fank god. goin into yr 10 know so scary. lol. goin 2 tlk out to all of u who think that life is point less or depressing. i used 2 be just lk u, but i moved on. found good points bout life. its hard i know but u have 2. otherwise u will fall apart and separate ur self from every1 and every think completely. i hated my life and my self till i found this site and read peoples storys. i went away 4 a couple of months and got my head and mind sorted. but know im back and want to tell u that its not all bad. i know get on wth my mom and family even better. stoped tlking 2 my fukin dickhead of a so called father(ok thats a bad point). luvin skl and friends. kinda involved with a totally awesume guy called william. as u can tell by my name. livin life to the full. so people think before u do sumfin that u will regret. ur loved and many peole will mis u. it will take time, but i promise it will get better. make an effort to change ur life around, get help tlk 2 sum1 they can help alot trust me i know. peace out to my friends who want and need a better life. u can change things if u try. remember live life 2 the full, or live life 2 the full. LUV U ALL 4 EVA AND ALWAYS. UR'S PAIGE. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
22 Jul 2006	orli	who said that after death everything is over?no one yet came back from there and we can't know it!!! I'm from Israel so I'm sorry about my English(well i'm trying as u see).Today I'm 24 and i suffer from borderline personality disorder.Since i remember myself my mom used to call me names and bit the bones out of me.in school no one liked me caz i was a very closed kid.every time someone hearted me i was hearting myself in a different ways(i'm not going to give any ideas here for protection of those who'll read it).i tried to suicide first when i was 15.there were more times till age 20,for 5 years i was trying to heart myself and end up my stupid life.today i'm looking back and i can't believe that i was such a fool.it's not that the world changed,it's not that my past is not making me sick anymore(i was also raped twice),it's not that sometimes i'm just closing my eyes and i'm saing g-d thank you i'm alive-NO.but there one change in me i understood that suiciding or hearting yourself is not the way out.the way out is to start living for those little things you love and to treasure those people that you love and they love you back.i look at the scarts on my hands and you have no idea how sorry i am that i have them becaues each one of them means that i gave up and let my enemies win when they don't deserve a shit,not even one tear.i know that many of u can say that there's nothing 2 love and 2 trust or to live for but it's not true.maybe now you just don't see it but it's only caz u maybe didn't try to look deep inside yourself 2 find even 1 reason,who but me knows that it's much easier to feel sorry for yourself and blame everything around than to try to raise your head up and say:I WILL LIVE AND SURVIVE NO MATTER WHAT CAZ I DESERVE IT!!!think about it.and if someone wants to talk to me can write me and i'll be happy to answer.
22 Jul 2006	Bleeding inside	People suffering out there come and talk and get to know me. No one wants to support us out in the world all we can do is turn to eachother cause we r in pain and understand whats going on. Its all up to u if u want to die cause u reckon its not worth dont let any stop u like im not going to
22 Jul 2006	ella	people dont you see!!!!! im telling you my lyf will never get better, yours might but im nto going to say it will becuase thats fuking lying i dont knwo that my fuking lyf is hell hold, all because of my x!!!! i didnt know it was possible that one person could make ur lyd hell. if you realli want to help me get over him, and help your self at the same time, email him all your thoughts of anger, hate and sickness to bradrules_7_5@hotmail.com make his lyf what he made mine HELL
21 Jul 2006	Dee	I am over 13 but have tried to kill myself on a couple of occassions just like all of you. I have a life, people who love me, friends, but my past is not allowing me to feel the love that a person needs to go on living happy. I was molested when I was young by a family friend and then after that I was raped. To top this all all when another person tried to attack me and I was brave enough to tell my mother, she told me it was my fault because I wore my clothes to tight and was always trying to be to seductive. She no more supported me than anything and the first time I tried to kill myself, she asked me why I was trying to hurt her! No me, her! Sometimes the hurt just doesn't go away and time just doesn't heal. I do understand pain and suffering. The only reason I am still here now is I am concerned with my eternity. I do not want to go to HELL, even though I have lived one here on this earth
21 Jul 2006	Hate me 4 me	Im 12 years old and i have a horrible sister and well she makes my parents think that she is an angel, and me look like the child from hell, she has good grades and i dont and she has everything good, and i dont really care except i get the short end of the stick all the time. So my mom thinks im horrible and i get yelled at about 5 times a day for not being my sisters slave (my sister is 19 and is a tattletale sooo) My dad is the only one who can see through her and doesnt try to end my suffering any way at all, he never talks to me at all and he hates me. ALSO, my relatives think that there is something insanely wrong with me... my mom lies about me i cant tell her anything without knowing she will go out and tell the world!!! anyways i hate my life and i dont want to die because my friends r the greatest and they r my reason to live, I tried to cut myself because it is said to be a pain reducer but i cant go all the wya through... we dont have any sharp blades at all. And cutting doesnt work so for those of u who cant cut, i have something for u. Choke yourself. Just be sure to stop when u start to get dizzy cause u will pass out. X*Wish me a better life!!*X
21 Jul 2006	lara.	Leave me here alone. Kill the breeze on your way out And let me ferment in my own self pity. My dad & My one best friend. ILOVEYOU SO SO SO SO MUCH.
21 Jul 2006	LiL P.	Ok i've tryed to kill myself many different times! Ive ended up in the hospital all of the times! I O.Ded, alcohal poisoning 3 times, both at the same time, hit by cars and trucks, beaten with a baseball bat by 4 dudes, slit my rists way to many times and acheived it so many, ive shot my self 5 times i n the neck>chest>and been shot by a friend poind blank in the back and chest twice, jumped outta 6 storie hotel rom window, slit an artery, drove my car through a bridge wall and fell in the river, tied cement blocks around my legs and tryed to drowned my self but my dad was watchin me and i didnt know, drove my car head on into another car, ran my car off the road into the ditch and fliped it 14 times and died and was revived, stabed my self in the stomackand chest, and drank a quarter of a bottle of bleach with a hole bottle of sleeping pills! If you think your life is bad you have no idea im only 16 years old and ive died about 19 or more times already in my life! i slit my rists on monday and i went to the hospital in critical condition and just got released! my best friend just died 6 nights ago from shootin himself in the head with a twelve gadge shot gun! right in front of me! WTF! well all im saying you do it and succead! im proud of you and ill see you on the other side my friends!
21 Jul 2006	chris	dont go and fuckin kill your self ur jst a retard if u do so if ur 13 or younger and ur tryin 2 die already im 14 n im doin skunk and pot it feels good seein lil pink fairys and outher lil magical creatures fly round me wen i get high and i drink as well n ive neva tryed 2 kill myself but i one of those people who cheat death every day ive been cheating death for the passed year ive nearly died so many time but i keep fight even if i was up agenst a bunch of pikeys or pycos in shitty mobile homes chasin me with knifes and the outher day i got hit buy a van (truck) and i got a brouse it hit me at 30 miles an hour and i jst got up and went sk8in with my friends and i fell of my friends motor bike and broke a couple o ribs and my ankle got caught under the wheel and the tyre was still spinnin but i got up and went to da hospital im 14 and ive cheated death so much at my age n ill nearly made my x gf commit suicide cos i dumped her and she loved me so much so if u want some advice ask me or i can give u some 1 who relli understnds ....... so add gangsta_rebel@hotmail.co.uk and im not a gangsta i jst put it in there to be funny cos if u knoe me in real life ull understand y .... lol bye
20 Jul 2006	ella	fuking hell, we are on this web site becasue we wont to die, and the mother fukers telling us we cant, we shouldn't, that we should live our lyfs can all get fuked! you dont know us, you dont know what shitt we go through, mother fukers y r u even on this site if its that bad. we wont to die thats why we are on it. leave us the fuk alone!!!
20 Jul 2006	Angela	Well I am 54 years and have run into some coruption and lost my life so now one more thing I have to get rid of my body then all the corrupt people are In Abbotsford are corrupt and WCB is so corrupt thay all drive in Big cars and I have only bills
20 Jul 2006	Jesse	Best way is to get on with the presant and forget about the past trust me i was like u and find friends
20 Jul 2006	Poppy	it all started on our 16th birthday, I woke up to my brother screaming, and calling out for mum and dad, i looked over to my twin sisters bed to ask her what was going on, only to find it was empty. i was still fucked off with her for going threw my diary. she had read that i wished i never had a twin to compete with. mum started screaming and i cud hear my brother faintly on the phone. i got out of bed my neck felt stiff, i walked down the hall way my mum was crumbled on the floor sobbing and my brother came running saying they were coming. what the fucks going on i yelled, no one replied and i had this sinking feeling in my stomach i walked in to the bathroom, my sister was suspended from the shower railing my dad and brother holding her up, i fell to the floor screaming crying, all i remember is the paramedics barging into the bath room and cutting her down and putting her on a stretcher and saying she was gone. my mother giving out a crying moan supported by my crying dad my brother was sitting on the side of the bath crying. i ran to our room looked the door and hoped into my sisters bed crying picturing her life list limp body hanging there, for days i cried and wen i was not crying i had drifted off to sleep. i can remember family members knocking on my door and asking me to come out all i replied with was a sob into my sisters pillow. I lay the staring then i noticed the letter my name was on it in my sis handwriting i ripped it open Dear poppy I love you lots sorry i read your dairy im you sisters you don’t need to compete with me i love you, do not think this is your fault i had to be set free and fly with the angels. im not your completion im your best friend and always will be, live your life for both us the world was to much for me but always remember your not alone im always with you Love you always Shana for 3 days i cried on the 3rd day i got up staring at a picture with me and my sister in it and got dressed tears rolling down my face i knew i had been the one to top her i was the last person to drive her to suicide. i walked down stairs the whole room looked at me the funeral was later today and the whole family was hear all swollen eyed from hours of crying my mother came over and hugged me more tears strayed from my eyes. every one cried at the funeral my whole body was numb everyone looked at me. back at the house people still steered it was to much for me i felt like i was going to be sick but hadn’t had any thing to eat and walked upstairs and a trance i locked the bedroom door and started going threw her stuff i found her diary something told me i had to read it. she rote about a boyfriend, true love with a guy only towards the end he was named James my ex boyfriend. i read the sentence with his name in it over and over again wishing she was still hear with me rather than dead the last page was worse it told a story of a girl being pregnant and being rapped by her brother and not knowing if her boyfriend was the father. my eyes filled with tears of hate the story was about her, her brother our brother rapped her she was pregnant and the father either him or james. i stormed out of my room and down to my brothers i barged open the door and found him sitting in bed, i walked up to him and slapped him tears running down my face he looked at me a whispered every things going to be alright i feel for her to its not your fault. my tears stoped my body full of rage you sick piece of fucking shit i said you were feeling her up more like it i know Sam but what you don’t know is that she was pregnant. his expression went blank you drove her to suicide and i walked out of the bedroom and down stairs right up to mum and dad both looing at me like i was a angel. i stared them in the eyes then a shot rang out from the floor above my parents ran up stair i knew what he had done screams from my mum was the last thing i herd. my body went into shock i fell and hit my head i was in a coma for 4 weeks i missed my brothers funeral. i woke up to my parents crying there pain in there eyes. they knew what had happen read the note the dairy and looked at me as to say please don’t. i went home 3 days later home was like hell now nothing was ever going to be the same i tried to top myself 6 times cut my wrists twice, over dose 3 times, hang my self, only to survive, my parents were always watching me scared i would follow my brother and sisters footsteps which was true am now im 18 and this is not my note of good bye or sympathy every day i get sympathy every day i am reminded of this nightmare every day i think of topping my self but my sisters there now pushing me not to after so many failed attempts my sister is a guardian angel. my seventh attempt is in plan mode and i only hope i fly like a angel with my sister love Poppy
20 Jul 2006	Jessyca	When I was 12, I first started slitting my wrists. I also had an eating disorder when made me even more depressed because I hated the way my body looked.. I thought I was fat but I only weighed like 110 pounds. I've had to get stitched once and the made me go to a psychiatrist so now I have to sew up my own wrist but it's numb now so it doesn't hurt. I'm 19 now and I'm still Bulimic and slitting my wrist and other parts of my body.
20 Jul 2006	angel of darkness	Life is such a disapointment how I want so badly just to die no one is worth living every guy I find turns out to be a total snob and they excpect me to start dressing in all pink for there bennefit I don't think so go any ideas feel free to enlighten me or is your a guy who is not a snob and your older than 16 feel free to email me anyway
20 Jul 2006	Gabriella	the best way to kill yourself when your 13 is to not do it at all stick it out and stay strong i feel that way all the time but i would never kill myself because i see it as a big waste of time there are plenny other things out there that you could be doing with you time then killing yourself besides if you think about it there are probley some things that you would miss and you also have to think about who would be missing you im sure maybe some people dont care but its the ones that do care that really matter

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