Date	Name/email Nom/email	What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
01 Aug 2006	Privat	Actually, just buy a school tie, head down to the park, get a tree, and something to stand on, tie the tie to the tree and firmly around your nech, kick the stool over and ride free. But make sure that the tie has a bit left so your neck breaks when you kick the stool - painless. I have alot of pain. I have been pushed about, I have been bullied, I have no friends - just a girl and a get endless headaches everday. I have trouble sleeping and I am missing a big gap in my life - my grandad, who i had to see die. :-'(
01 Aug 2006	walter	man all u people sayen dat this site is bad then why the fuk are u on here go bak 2 ur normal lives us people on here are depressed we read and think SHIT there is someone worse off than me so go back to ur lives and leave us alone we will do wat the fuk we want ok so im nearly done and if a kid is looking on this site they need help and we are herE SO IF U GOT A PROBLEM WITH WAT I SAY ADD ME AND ILL HAPPILY ARGUE WITH U BUT FOR THOSE KIDS WHO WANT SOME ONE TO TALK 2 ADD ME I CAN HELP
31 Jul 2006	a somebody whos a nobody	im 13 and i have cut myself 16 times becuase some how i think its good for me. they weren't big cuts just little ones except for one. i told my family that they were just cat scratches. ive told so-called-friends that i was going to commit suicide and only one believes me or at least cares about me. she told the counsler at school and i got called down to her office durring first hour. my counsler at school was also my basketball coach for 7th grade (i guess shes going to be the 8th coach next year too, so i get to see more of her, which isnt a bad thing neccessarly) so she knew me pretty well. all the time that i was in her office i just kept thinking how stupid and retarded it was, and how that isnt like me to be in the counslers office. so she asks me questions and more questions. and finally we were done and i went back to class. but than later that day she had a counsler from outside of the school come to talk to me. it sucked. the whole time i was wondering what my mom would say or if she would say anything after i got home from school and she got home from work. that night she didnt say anything about that topic, but in the morning after she dropped my sister off at school she asked if i knew who told my counsler i did but i said that i didnt and she left it at that. a couple days later i was called down to her office again and she asked how talking to the outside counsler was. and really it was stupid because what did she expect me to say that it was great and the best thing the happened to me, it wasnt it was one of the most uncomfortable things because i hate talking to people about my problems i keep them locked inside of me. so she let me go. than a couple more days passed and while i was in gym she came in a talked to my gym teacher and after we were done with the activity my teacher told me to go to the counsling office to see mrs. schippers. this time she asked me what i thought about outside counsling. when she asked me this it made me feel like i was a crazy maniac who wanted to die so bad. i didnt say much (like usuall). it sucks to know that ur mom, sister, friends, and basketball coach know that you want to commit suicide because i think that they think im going to do it at any time, when i know im not because i dont have the guts or a plan on how to do it. and that totally sucks. its been a couple of months since i talked to my coach since its the summer, and once i get back to school i know that shell call me down sooner or later, so ill be waiting for it. i just hope i dont snap some day and actually do it because ive never tried and honestly i dont really want to right now (but i know thats goin to change). so i hope none of u snap either. ~a somebody whos a nobody~
31 Jul 2006	Liam	I am permanantly abused, ed by thugs who steal from me and i am mentally being killed. I have been in a mental hospital for a time now and i want to die. i have been relicd 1 month ago and i need to know the quickest, most silent you know.
31 Jul 2006	mary	y do u need to kill your self
31 Jul 2006	emm	i feel very sad for all you people that are thinking about killing yourself. at 13 you should not no anything aboutkilling yourself! you have wrote your storys on here that shouts out to me that you need help this is your cry for help.go toyour local doctor get counselling!! i am half way through to becoming A counsellor! its good to talk your problems through and you will be heard and helped!!
30 Jul 2006	Whatever U want it to be	There is no "Best" way to kill yourself when your under 13 or over 13. People post how much they hate life and want to end it. It's hard to think about what life would be like if you weren't alive, actually its impossible. So if you kill yourself because you want to eliminate the pain, who says your going somewhere better? You could say I have no room to talk in here, and that's fine, but even though Iv'e never put serious thought into killing myself, Iv'e lived with an older brother, whom I look up too a lot, who has. My brothers gotten into more trouble with the law than I can remember. From what I know, he used to slit his wrists and he's overdosed on pain killers. Probably not the worst thing possible, but hey, it's hard to deal with when your young. It's even harder when your friends tell you how much of a f*** up your brother is and how stupid they think he is. But back to the subject, I don't sleep anymore. I can't. I'm too worried about what he mite do to himself. I know what your thinking, focus on you and not him, you can only control one life, and that's your own. Believe me, Iv'e heard that before. It's not that easy. You have to be in that ersons position to actually feel what they do. My dad never says anything encouraging to him, all he says is that he'll be in jail sooner or later and he's also a f*** up..Nice encouragement dad..Anywho, All I'm trying to say is 2 things. 1). Don't do it, you may think your useless and you don't need to be living and that the world will be better off without you..But honestly, It wont. People may say how much they hate you and say critical things that hurt, but I don't think they'd be feeling that was at your funeral. People say things, a lot of things, its hard to shake them off, but its just what you gotta do, life will get better beleive it or not. And 2.) I need my own help as well...With the whole insecurity of sleeping and what not, so If anyone has maybe experienced it or has good advice, please E-Mail me.
30 Jul 2006	sunny	go inside ur garage turn the car on close all da doors and fall alsleep youll die and u wont even know it
30 Jul 2006		WHY DONT U PEOPLE RING UP CHILD LINE IF U R BEEN BEATEN AND ABUSED OR SEEK COUCILING I THINK U WHO WANT 2 DIE R SELFISH THERE R PEOPLE DIEING OF CANCER ECT WHO DO NOT WANA DIE AND YOUS WHO WANA END IT WITHOUT EVENTRYING TO MAKE MOST OF IT SOME THINGSWE CART CHANG BUT SOMETIMES U GOT TO STEPUP AND TAKE CONTROL FUCK THE ONES WHO HAVE HURT U WAT GOES AROUND CUMS AROUD
30 Jul 2006	kelly	i have had a reali bad life but iam not going to go into ALL the bad things that has happend in my life because i just fink of it as 'there is always sum 1 in the world that has had a worse life than me'(u should fink the same)i 2 have wanted to die since i was about 9 and still do. (iam 17 now) wen i was that age i only used to say i want to die never reali did anything about it just useto sit bak and wach my mum slit her wrist and take overdoes's she always said she wanted to die and wen i was 12 she did she jumped of a bridge on to a busy road. i have only tryed to kill my self twice by takin as many pills as i could, the last time i did it i realy fort i was goin to die i was lay in bed and fort i felt my self slippin away,i wasn't scared at all, but some how i woke up a hour later screaming 'i shud be dead' so now i have given up on tryin to kill my self, i just dont like pain. so for every 1 out there i hope everyfin goes ok for you, and maybe 1 day some of u cud look bak and say iam glad i didnt do it but sum of u mite of aleady dun it #########
30 Jul 2006	steven	u people u say this site is sick and people who use / run it are sick wtf were u searching when u found it?
29 Jul 2006	iahveh	uhm.... i don't think joking about selling suicide to teenagers is anything that should be allowed. And i totally agree that a great way to keep people from killing themselves is certainly to tell them they're "fucking sick". stumbling across this website is a bit scary because it shows the total disregard for the physical and emotional pain other people feel, and the absence of loving advice. people can hurt, and it's not always because they're self centered or dramatic. what about kids who have been abused, and feel like they'll never ammount to anything in life. that's a pain deep enough to spur someobody onto suicide. if anybody is reading this site for actual advice on how to die, try thinking about how you were loved when you were an infant. there was a real love around at one point, and killing yourself won't get it back, or stop the pain you're feeling now. not to write a book, but i admitt that i tried to kill myself by cutting my wrists with a butter knife, and only survived because the sheets helped stop the bleeding after i blacked out. find somebody who you think you could talk to, and ask them to spend some time supporting you. all we need is love
28 Jul 2006	scors.b	Love to you all. Take care, generally. signed, me. (Still alive).
28 Jul 2006	LIFE IS SHIT!!!	Life is shit And it hurts The pain is so unbelievably deep That I don’t know how of rid my tears Of what my heart is going through. Life is shit But I’ve been through it before So why haven’t I learned That I am no one’s somebody He says don’t worry You’re beautiful and that someone out there wants you It’s just not me But how does he know that I’m not meant to be alone Because it seems that I know that I’m not meant to be with someone And what about her? She would die if she knew I dreamt about her Life is shit Because I can’t make up my mind about who I am going to love Though it should make no difference Because no one loves me. My life has been shit Because he told me loved me then he turned around Got on top of me and ruined my life My life is shit Because he took her away from me The one person Who I prayed to him about The person Who made me realize that I am someone special He took her away And now he wants to take everything away My dignity, my loves that don’t exist My life But I’m not ready to die But my heart is ready And has been for some time It has died so many times before Why not again? It’s not as if I did not expect to get hurt this summer It was something that was destined to happen I get hurt wherever I go And I always find someone like you Who just wants to turn me away And you said you were always the one that was rejected Well good for you Now you get to do the rejecting It must make you feel just great But I know that it doesn’t You told me that this also hurt you But am I wrong to think that you could not possibly understand my pain in this situation? Life is shit Because it always gets you from behind and stabs you in the back Life is not worth it If I keep getting hurt I always say This time it’s different This time he really does like me But all those times and this time They all end the same He rejects And turns away I cry He asks why And I try to explain That I have never been the one To go to the movies I’ve always been the class joke The one to point at and laugh at The one that people dared other people to ask out I’ve been the class outcast But I’ve never been the Eliza Doolittle I’ve never been admired from afar, or from up close either I’m no one They told me before Why didn’t I listen? I didn’t listen because I had dreams I had dreams of being chosen among all of them I had dreams that I was beautiful I had dreams that I didn’t know what it was to cry or to feel the pain That can only be seen or felt by the edge a razor against my smooth skin I've loved so many And I’ll love many more But they will never love me back Why can’t I be adored just once in my life Just once It’s not really all that much to ask for I could have loved him I could have been loyal I could have loved him even from so far away But he could never have loved me Not even just for a second So why did I even dream that he could? Life is shit Because I could love her But she Could never love me Life is shit Because Who I love will lead me to trouble My friends will leave They will think I dream about them What little they know about me. Life is shit Because I yearn to feel the blood drip down my arm again I yearn to yell and scream at the world Why is my life just one big nothing? Why can’t I be loved too? Why me? I had dreams You don’t think I didn’t dream of being a star Of singing to the world Or sharing my passions with the world I guess not huh? I wanted the money, the glory, and the spotlight I wanted it all What is it all? Is it love, and trust and family Love? Well I don’t have that Trust? Sometimes Family? One that supports me? I have half of one Happiness? I did You made me happy I smiled so much The first time in a long time But you have taken that away now And I don’t know how to get it back Maybe I want to see you And think of turning away But you’ll stop me And take me in you arms And tell me that you do love me Just not like that You’ll hug me And say that everything will be alright You’ll still wave at me And I will know that I can be happy again But are those realistic dreams? Are you a realistic friend? One that I can always count on? You say that you are But I haven’t felt that warmth yet That embrace That seals the deal Please Be there for me When times Are low Even when You’re far away Be there That way I’ll know that I can be happy again Life is shit Because I don’t trust myself to give this to you So you will know how I feel Because I don’t want to scare you off again Because you are so important to me And I know that I am nothing to you Life is shit Because after four pages of this poem I still cry. I cry tears that I didn’t know existed I cry tears that have been waiting for seventeen long and painful years Life is shit Because no one understands The pressures that I feel The stress That goes along With being A semi closeted Bisexual Life is shit Because I don’t even understand The pressures and the stress that lay before me Because of the lifestyle choice that I have maid Life is shit Because I never listen I never give up I always push too hard I pushed too hard this time And I pushed you away They say don’t look back But I know what lies ahead And I would rather look back than look to a dreary future I would rather fall in love thousands of times And not be loved back than to not love at all Life is shit Because after five pages of this poem I still cry. And I still yell and I still want to be mad at you But how could I ever be really mad at you I don’t know how I ever was Life is shit Because I cant find another word One that is more suitable One that’s not so offensive But life is offensive And throws punches at you when you are not ready So what do I do now? Do I just go on with my life and pretend That none of this happened? Do I hide away my tears so no one sees them so you don’t see them Or do I weep openly in you arms? I’ve waited so long to find someone life you And I can’t let you go Even when I think that letting you go will let me off the hook with all this hurt and pain Life sucks Is that a better word I don’t know You tell me Life sucks Because it always has And I don’t know how to get it to not Suck Life is life It hands you what you need to be handed But did I really need to be handed This? Did I? Really? Well I don’t agree I don’t think That I had to have all of this hurt in my life A little bit? Sure That’s ok But this much Over and over and over again? No one should ever have to go through that I shouldn't have had to go through that Life is shit Because after six pages I cant seem to end this damn poem Life is shit Because after six pages I still cry.
28 Jul 2006	Girl from UK	Im an english girl, aged 21. My close friend took alot of tablets the other day. It was totally unexpected. I knew she had issues and I tried to help but this? I was just searching on the net about how to deal with it and about depression and got onto this site. Iv been reading entries for the last 2 hours and the stories are truly heart wrenching. I know alot of you dont want sympathy you just want to be wanted etc. I wish I had the power to take all your pain away but thats not possible. Im no agony aunt but if ant of you want to speak to an english girl and you just want a chat email me. ps The entry that 'ugly girl' posted at the beginning of july was truly touching and you are very talented. I know the subject of which you are writing about isnt nice but you describe it so well and the poetry was amazing and im no grade A english student. anyway im off. Reading this has been such an eye opener and I hope you can all find some happiness in your life.
28 Jul 2006	meghan	i know how this stuff works, right now im trying to kill my self but it just wont work! the love of my life just broke up with me and everyone hates me! i dont understand why but ive actually made a list of ways im gonna start trying to kill my self! i just cant talk life anymore! i mean whats the point of living if you dont feel alive! everyone just wnt understand my problems and i just can take life anymore
28 Jul 2006	Kasey---Death till the battle ends	There isn't a best way to be honest. I'm 13 (14 in a week but) I've tried it. I still don't know the real purpose on why I do it...it's an adiction to me. My mom thinks I'm a druggie and that landed me 2 pills from dying when I was 12. Suicide if it was right for you than you would know what is the best way. I've watched my friends die from it and my best friend from homicide...my world is gone basiclly. I know it's tuff living life and wanting to die everyday but if you were suposed to you'd know what to do.I know what to do but I can't let my boyfriend and my newphew down.Go with what your heart is telling you and if it is right you know how to do it.
27 Jul 2006	lorna	when i was 13 many times in tried to kill myself frm cuttin myself, pill overdoses to wlkin in front of a car. bt they neva wrkd!!! im nw 16, i gt help tho n nw im ok n really want to live. killin urself is nt the answer to anythin no matter hw bad u feel there is always a way ot, i promise. if ne1 jst wants to chat or feels bad jst add me iluvu4uraqt_123@hotmail.com n we cn tlk. i wnt judge u, im jst trying to help. pls tlk instead of killin urself!!!
27 Jul 2006	sas	dear who eva wants to listen wen i was yunger even before primary school i had been bashed by my older brother. then it was just starting as shuving and hitting but as we got older it started to become a mager isue in my life fisicaly and even more so emotionaly. i would come to school everyday realived to get away from home although my life in school was one of the worst in all the worst in all the other student i was a very very shy little girl and didnt make friends easaly and unforchunatly the other kids not noing any beter bulied and piked on me all throught primary school. at night wen i went to bed i would lay there and cry almost every night i cooldnt get to sleep and when i did i i woke up constantly during the night. when i was 4 or 5 i had noticed the razer in the shower and had wondered wat they were for for a long time. then wen i was just twelve i aredy new wat they were for but i discovered another use for it not noing about the proper concept of suiced and all that shit becouse i had all but no friend n teachers dont tell you about these thing i took the blade and made i small insision into my leg ujnsaticfied and intreaged i did it again even deaper i contiues uncontroebly until my hole right leg was full of deep cuts afterweres as i was trying to stop the bleeding with a hole role of toilet paper i cryed and realised the extent of wat i had done. falling asleep that night was easy as i past out about 2 hours after my act i prosume it was due to servire blood lose. but thankfuly i woke up the next moring covered in blood. i removed my sheet and lukely i had a plastis coting under it. i cryed at the grusem sight of the emout of blood that was sitting onto of it i felt like wat i had dont wasnt reel. i plased the sheets in a plasic bad then in my bakpak and disposed of it in the lake. i went to school with nobody noing wat i had don and nothing changed. a few weeks l8ter i did it again rite after my brother ponched me giving me a big bruse and allthough he'd done worse this just set me off and i went out of my mind again and made to deep slits on my uper arm. still nothing changed. to this day i still have surver skaring from those tow and more times i have endolged in those acts but wen i got to high scool i made friends and slowly started to change i became less shy and more happy i now feel disabled in the fact that i cant go swimming with my friend or wear shorts or tshirts but i have cept my secret prity well with only a cople of people seeing but theve been nice about the hole situation. my brother has stopt his ways and now become to buisy with schoolo work n shit to pay atention to me. anyway the point to my story is that no mater how harshly the world treets u theyl always be something good to wait for in the futuer and wen i think about wat couldhave happend that first night i start to cry becoze i love my life now and i cant imagin not having to chance to live it. ive seen alot m,ore things then ive recorded here and even now there are a few mager lows going on that just make me want to cut myself and so i do but i wouldnt dare cut to deep
26 Jul 2006	victor	there is no best way. i`m 47 and have thought of it often through my life. i`m thinking about it right now. yes, it would be a very selfish thing to do. but if you find yourself at 47 years old, and friends you can count on one hand, and only need one finger... then you stop and think. you look in the mirror. you know how others see you.you see what you are as well.you may say i tried, crap! i failed. my life sucks! at 47 i would love a chance to go back in time at the same time wishing i were gone. 47 is old and worn out for some of us, but 13 is glory in it`s youth! dont be selfish child! i will hold on as long as i can, and if i choose to take my life away, it was selfish. i had to find peace.

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