What is the best way to commit suicide when you're under 13?

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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?

Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?

19 Sep 2006 muhahahaha rondom thinking: everything you fear in life comes from the fear of death. eg: spiders, sharp things, the monster in your closet out to get you. but if the theary some religens follow, that there is life after dear, the under world, hell heaven what ever you want to call it you would still fear these things and you still fear these things although there is no reson to because your already dead and nothing can heat you you can even feel even in haven the abillity to feel the fresh breez and the clouds that jentaly hover under you like a blanket of air wouldnt exist wich would just cors an everlasting depresion.so basicaly if these theries of the afterlife are corect wether we go to heaven or hell were scrude .

sorry if i confused you i dont even no what im on about.

personly i dont belive in the afterlife but i think it would be dotaly awsome to live in that underground place on that move "The Corps Bride.

sorry bout my spelling aswell

19 Sep 2006 throughout life people are going to put other people into stariotipical categorys based on what you were and the things they notice about you before they get to no you personaly. and im sure you do it to my point is that if someone don't realy no you then why get upset by the way they treat you or what they think about you because there've most probably got the wrong idear.

18 Sep 2006 I HATE PEOPLE PEOPLE.I HATE THEM!

There is no point in hideing these subjects about people,
Before you tell me to get a life no one has never given me a chance to get a life so i have a reason to be this way. YES I have issues you proberly do as well that is why you searched then found this page of mine. people are one screwed up bunch.
ask your self this question why are you here looking at this hate page? do you have issues?

People suck you can not trust them! I used to be an open person caring, shareing, Being loyal an each time getting shafted. People are a bunch of idiots all people care about is them selfs. They never put them selfs in some one else shoes All people care about is money,Power,Possessions,and good looking people, the ugly ones get pushed aside left out bullied get screwed up or become ill for all they care. People are selfish an only think about them selfs.
Also I don't care if you hate ugly people i don't suppose they like you very much either.
Why are people like it i think it is a lack of dicipline these days. Everyone is scared to say anything that is wrong. People don't like things like the death pently because its cruel, everything should painful, I tell you people are becoming more wimps! Eveyone likes life to be funny I think life should miserble for everyone in general, because that is how life is,also cause humans are miserble aswell, then we have People who hate for no reason! whats that prove? hateing someone else for no reason if you have a reason you can hate, or grow up! you know what else people who never care about the homeless or third world when they have more stuff then others.
People are stupid jerks all people want is power over others on this planet, they think it gives them the right to treat someone else like rubbish when they have no right doing that at all!
Also Fashion Clons i just dont get it copying each other like sheep, monkeys if you can't think for your self thats fine with me brianless idiots, Then we have People who call some people whinners because there lifes are not all sun shine an happiness, Remember not everyone gets things as easy as other people on this planet, so no digging because it is childish.
People are becomeing more an more scared to stand up for what they beileve in these days,( WIMPS ) What i have noticed in life is the outcasts are the most trustworthy people on the planet the rest are stupid clones. who have no idea what they are doing. Parents let there children get away with far to much these days,what happend to the cane,
Children/Adults they disrepect anyone that will cramp there style. I am so glad i am anti socail to most of people Another thing is why are people so judgemental i mean it is stupid to label people in general at all, labels are for Soup cans not people.
We kill an harm animals for food, fur, clothes animals have rights to you know! I am aloner an proud loners rock Then we have the other type of people who never understand others, i mean get a eduaction on things will you.
Never tell me the reasons to be with people there are no good reasons to be with people, an there are people who think there better than others on this planet i mean why are they like that? just because someone is not up to someone else's standards just like that! again i will say lack of dicipline or copying there parents or stupid friends.
Life is rubbish with people on it, i mean look at what we have done to this beautiful planet, we have given the earth global warming, we treat other things on the planet like rubbish, kill animals, hurt other people, bully only care about money power possessions we have the people who only care about the good looking this is what people have turned the planet in to, one stupid planet, I am glad we have given earth global warming because i hope it will be the end of this planet soon,This is one screwed up planet we live on these days.
My life has been screwed up by people a for along time now, i will never will understand why people have to be so differcalt then make someone life a misery.I will never understand this human race. All people want in life is what they want for them selfs. People suck they are fakers, they pretend to be someones friend then they dump them an not really care for people at all, There just pretenders all the way. All people will do on this planet is screw it up more The more people on this planet the more screwed up it will be.
People can be rude for no reason, or people can be ask questions that have not got anything to do with them at all.Its people that are to scared to stand up for people, The truth is people are people they just do not care! All people want to do is belong somewhere is that to much to ask?
So what turns a person in to a hater, i think people are turned that way in life because of others. Everyone has problems but some more than others. So what makes a person in to the person they are today. I think the mosty outcasted people by others know the pain an how cruel this planet is. This planet is cruel, People treat animals like rubbish, It is cruel an nasty, People are the worset race in history in my eyes. Why can't there be a big ice age soon to wipe out everyone on this planet.People treat animals like rubbish , There nasty in general spiteful creatures humans.

-BY WORTHLESS LIVING ON THIS PLANET!

You are idoitic human Number......... who knows!

you want to kill yuor self ok heres a good way...PILLS,will do it!

18 Sep 2006 Jane Cooper I dunno, I'm 15, 16 on feb next year, lol.

I wanna know jow to kill myself as I think I hjave become alot more religious, as I was depressed 2day. :........[

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!

16 Sep 2006 Raz Well where should I start from? Some of you might judge me and call me weak for doing this but I'd have to say "FUCK YOU". On this day 17th September Sunday 2006, I will commit an awesome suicide by taking an overdose of some random drugs..they could even tylenol...Im gonna take around 50 tabs so im sure i'll die. Don't wanna' get up in a hospital and hear my mom n dad bitchin' alll daaaay long. I feel like killing my brother with me. Fucking kike. My mom n dad think he's great just cus once in a while he talks about computer studies..Fucker is on anti psychotic drugs and still smokes weed everyday. I hate weed btw..made me all paranoid. So whoever reads this...ummmm What's up? We ll meet in heaven or hell...or Comedy Central. Im scared as hell though...cus i wanna make sure it goes well...ok adios

16 Sep 2006 lisa ok... so i wana kill myself, and im sat here wondering whose gona stop me? no one... cos if im to do it properly no one will no im doing it. until its too late until its ova... but will suicide end my pain, or will my tortured spirit watch my family and frends suffer the consequence of my death. therefore.. does pain eva end? or are we eternally punished? i read this once and it touched me... tell me what u think...

Imagine:
To stand on top of the highest cliff.
To feel the wind tearing at my clothes, the elements.
The only truth left in a world of lies and hypocrisy.
The beauty of the abyss.
The anticipation, like anticipating the greatest sex, an existential foreplay.
Looking down into oblivion and voidness.
The ground far, far away as it seems from here, but in reality only a couple of seconds away.
Standing there.
Feeling eternity in a restricted world.
Feeling a decision in a prefabricated existence.
To draw the final breath,
To make that little step,
To know, that for once a decision was made,
To feel one foot above the abyss,
To think for a split second you can float in the air like the cartoon characters on TV,
To feel losing balance,
To fall,
To gain speed,
To have the air tear at your hair and clothes,
To feel the cold wind violently caress you,
To see the ground coming closer,
To scream in orgiastic excitement,
To know what you have done,
To know that you have done something for once.
Maybe even: To doubt,
To regret,
To wish yourself back to the top of the peak that you are pacing away from.
Mercilessly
To fly into annihilation,
To see the truth, whether it is a beautiful or an unbearable truth for the fraction of a second only.
Those 10 seconds would be - must be - will be much more revealing than 10 years of most other people,
Than the whole life of most other people. More true, essential, focused, divine. Purer. 70 years forced into seconds. Refined into pure knowledge and truth.
Those 10 seconds would be - must be - will be worth a lifetime.
A worthy payment for endless agony
No more endless, unbearable pain.
No more routine.
No more repetition.
No more
-- Peace.
To sleep, perchance to dream.
To give in to the tiredness.
To fall asleep.
To find solace.
No more agony.
To end.
The end.

16 Sep 2006 Danielle the Depressingly Melancholic Dancing Queen Death…
Whose cold abrupt stare holds us down
And forgives our impatience to achieve each moment
Who pushes us towards it by holding us in life
Death the unforgiving
The fearful sovereign who governs our lives
Who secures morality and destroys sanity

In truth does man need death to die?
We’d die of enough, die of each other.

Inside of me is the eventual death, it can live nowhere
But the body that lets it die, lest we are death.

16 Sep 2006 Ashley McBride sorry i thought this was a help line but i think its really retared that your trying to screw your chance into living!!! cuttings not going to solve anything!

16 Sep 2006 Ashley McBride when i was 13 it was ether takeing an over dose on sleepin medicene or taking a knife to my arms and going really deep

16 Sep 2006 anon...x I didn't really get this til I realised you're not really a 13yr old wanting to commit suicide! I'd still like to give my opinion though.
I used to be a great person. But now I'm not. I know I could still be great, I could be anything...but I really cant be bothered,it's too much effort. I'm so happy being shit..so why bother being anything more.I don't want to be happier than I already am. In my head I'm as happy as Tom Cruise is! So I'm not jealous of him really! He may have more money etc,but I equal him in happiness (thats if he is happy I don't personally know him to ask).
I used to dwell on the past and think of how shit my life is, suicide crosses my mind everyday still! But I know I'd never do it!
If people want to commit suicide...and their lives are shit I say it's better to exist, even if your existence is going to be shitty and hard, than not exist at all.
I mean really, I'd rather be beaten up and feel the pain of punches than be 6feet under...who's gonna beat me up down there? There's nothing to be felt there!
Every feeling is beautiful because it's something. And something is always better than nothing to me. And even if you've got nothing thats still something! Nothing is a great thing to have because its not bad..its not negative. It's a starting point.
Mouchette I think i love you.ha.
This place is amazing. x

15 Sep 2006 harry holy shit man sum of you guys r a ctually thinkin of doin this i waz just searching for sumfin cus i waz bord but i hear about mental people and people hu do this to get bak at their parents. why? listen 2 music and think about love not h8 and dpression. listen 2 da beatles all there musics about love. nd if ur mental hang on to the very end and prove how strong u r 2 urself.hold on cus u will get better. and as 4 the people who just want to get bak at there parents think of all the things they hav dun 4 u your mom gave birth to you and this is how you repay her. dam u guys. both my uncles hav bin 2 mental homes so's ma nan and ma mum but they all found sumthin they loved and u will to. so dont be doin this crazy shit no more you hear keep the love nd stay happy.

15 Sep 2006 tulip jump in front of a truck?

15 Sep 2006 i always hear about people dieing on the news, leaning about our histery and so on. all these things makeing me feel obliged to feel sad and sorry. but im not. not that i dont find it sad. it's always sad but it's non of my buisnes. i did'n no these people they had no more effect on me then anyone else in the world and if we shed a tear or brout a flower for every single person who dyes it would be a very pore and sad and lonly world.
eggsample: resantly steve erwin dyed and it was all over the place on the net on tv on peoples lips. it was hard to escape. some people through he desirved it others thought it wasnt right for such a legend to go down at such a yung age. but i think its not my place to say he was simply a mun you can make it sound realy complicated or simple but he was no more significant to some other mun who dyed that day so why aren't we crying for him. becouse you've never new why care........

15 Sep 2006 sask everyone tryes to look for answere and solution for life and sercumstanses and things in witch they dont even know the question to. but these things aren't simple enuph to give an over all, one and only, perfectly correct answer and although we know this we still don't or can't change our ways.
since and maths just dills into to our head that there is an answer to all that is and isn't. it drills it in so far, past our thoughts, past our mind it's just drilled into the way we work. slowly driving us to suicide

14 Sep 2006 Just another survivor The best way to kill yourself at any age would be whatever works best for you. Do you have access to large doses of prescription medication that can be fatal? Do you have any rope and the knowledge on how to make a noose to hang yourself? Do you have a blowdryer, bathtub, and running water in your house? There is no painless way to go. SO SUCK IT UP!!! If you want to die it will hurt. However, the bright side is in a few ticks the pain will cease. Now if I were you I wouldnt kill myself. Why? Because I am not weak like you. I understand that no one cares about you. I understand how life sucks and how life ages like milk instead of wine. And because i dont set myself up for failure. If you think it will get better you will get disappointed. Again and again and again. Do you know what hope is? Its a lie. Its a high pedestal with a crumbiling foundation. This is life. This is reality. Now you can accept this or live in denile (live a lie). If you accept this you will become stronger. If not you will remain weak and suicidal. And besides, if you dwell on your problems they will only become bigger. If you ignore them they wont go away BUT, you will have more time to concentrate on things in life that bring you happiness and then maybe life will seem more meaninful. Maybe you should get a hobbie. Because after all, if you were really going to kill yourself you wouldnt still be reading this. You would already have those wrists slit open so many times you couldnt even find fresh skin. If you think you got it bad why dont you go live in the woods? Why dont you go to a bad neighborhood and wait for someone to kill you. I bet when someone tries to kill you, you run like hornets are after you. Why? Becase you dont really want to die. You want someone to hug you and tell you they love you and its gonna be ok and this just isnt going to happen. All people will turn on you. Just remember one thing. You can have your feelings but your feelings cant have you. Thats why they are YOUR feelings. Are you your feelings? NO! You are bigger than your feelings. And if you want to kill yourself behind your feelings you are truly weak. Its ok. Now you realize it. Grow. Live. Learn. Everyone has a different perspective on life. What you are going thru is just how you will find your perspective. One day you will look back(if you dont kill yourself) and say this is who i freakin am. This is my life. And you will be proud to be you and have lived what you have lived. Because inside you know that you are a survivor. And no one will ever be able to take that away from you.

14 Sep 2006 Hi Guys,
I am an adult on this site. This is VERY scary. Don't kill yourself- when you are in your 30's and you have /will work your life out- you will feel satisfied to know you didn't kill yourself.

14 Sep 2006 Shane Not sure if my message made it in so i'm going to type my complaint/story again...I hate everyone on this site who thinks suicidal people are weak. You have absoulutly NO IDEA how hard it is. I'm 13 and I have extreme anxiety about anything i do in life. I"m terrified and paranioa'd of being sent back to a mental hospital. The town i moved to went well for about 4-6 months and NOW IT"S RELAPSE AGAIN FUCK...I avoid anything that freaks me out and panics me...I'm so scared of every day of my fucking life...I have tried pill overdoses and posions like acne treat crap and stuff alot of times...i always just end up vomiting my guts out... I'm going to keep trying different pill overdoses and maybe i'll get lucky...Before i break if im not dead im'm going to run away from home....NOW MY QUESTION...How do i tell my parents i need to move away from this town without them freaking and sending me to a mental hospital...I'm just so scared so scared...I just want to feel normal and no doctors or mental hospitals can do that...im loosing the battle with myself...close to breaking...

14 Sep 2006 Shane I hate all of you bastards who get mad and call us weak for looking for ways to end our lives. You have no idea what I/Others go through. I have extreme anxiety about anything i do in life afraid to do something wrong. So i avoid people and places that freak me out and panic me. I've been to 2 mental hospitols and all they've done to me is given be extrememe paranoia about being sent back. I'm 13 and am either going to keep trying pill overdoses or run away from home.

14 Sep 2006 Stephen Whaley Metal in a a elecrical socket

13 Sep 2006 Mr williams the best way is to servive your family. If you maneged that, then you must have killed some part of your self.

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Date	Name/email Nom/email	What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
19 Sep 2006	muhahahaha	rondom thinking: everything you fear in life comes from the fear of death. eg: spiders, sharp things, the monster in your closet out to get you. but if the theary some religens follow, that there is life after dear, the under world, hell heaven what ever you want to call it you would still fear these things and you still fear these things although there is no reson to because your already dead and nothing can heat you you can even feel even in haven the abillity to feel the fresh breez and the clouds that jentaly hover under you like a blanket of air wouldnt exist wich would just cors an everlasting depresion.so basicaly if these theries of the afterlife are corect wether we go to heaven or hell were scrude . sorry if i confused you i dont even no what im on about. personly i dont belive in the afterlife but i think it would be dotaly awsome to live in that underground place on that move "The Corps Bride. sorry bout my spelling aswell
19 Sep 2006		throughout life people are going to put other people into stariotipical categorys based on what you were and the things they notice about you before they get to no you personaly. and im sure you do it to my point is that if someone don't realy no you then why get upset by the way they treat you or what they think about you because there've most probably got the wrong idear.
18 Sep 2006	I HATE PEOPLE	PEOPLE.I HATE THEM! There is no point in hideing these subjects about people, Before you tell me to get a life no one has never given me a chance to get a life so i have a reason to be this way. YES I have issues you proberly do as well that is why you searched then found this page of mine. people are one screwed up bunch. ask your self this question why are you here looking at this hate page? do you have issues? People suck you can not trust them! I used to be an open person caring, shareing, Being loyal an each time getting shafted. People are a bunch of idiots all people care about is them selfs. They never put them selfs in some one else shoes All people care about is money,Power,Possessions,and good looking people, the ugly ones get pushed aside left out bullied get screwed up or become ill for all they care. People are selfish an only think about them selfs. Also I don't care if you hate ugly people i don't suppose they like you very much either. Why are people like it i think it is a lack of dicipline these days. Everyone is scared to say anything that is wrong. People don't like things like the death pently because its cruel, everything should painful, I tell you people are becoming more wimps! Eveyone likes life to be funny I think life should miserble for everyone in general, because that is how life is,also cause humans are miserble aswell, then we have People who hate for no reason! whats that prove? hateing someone else for no reason if you have a reason you can hate, or grow up! you know what else people who never care about the homeless or third world when they have more stuff then others. People are stupid jerks all people want is power over others on this planet, they think it gives them the right to treat someone else like rubbish when they have no right doing that at all! Also Fashion Clons i just dont get it copying each other like sheep, monkeys if you can't think for your self thats fine with me brianless idiots, Then we have People who call some people whinners because there lifes are not all sun shine an happiness, Remember not everyone gets things as easy as other people on this planet, so no digging because it is childish. People are becomeing more an more scared to stand up for what they beileve in these days,( WIMPS ) What i have noticed in life is the outcasts are the most trustworthy people on the planet the rest are stupid clones. who have no idea what they are doing. Parents let there children get away with far to much these days,what happend to the cane, Children/Adults they disrepect anyone that will cramp there style. I am so glad i am anti socail to most of people Another thing is why are people so judgemental i mean it is stupid to label people in general at all, labels are for Soup cans not people. We kill an harm animals for food, fur, clothes animals have rights to you know! I am aloner an proud loners rock Then we have the other type of people who never understand others, i mean get a eduaction on things will you. Never tell me the reasons to be with people there are no good reasons to be with people, an there are people who think there better than others on this planet i mean why are they like that? just because someone is not up to someone else's standards just like that! again i will say lack of dicipline or copying there parents or stupid friends. Life is rubbish with people on it, i mean look at what we have done to this beautiful planet, we have given the earth global warming, we treat other things on the planet like rubbish, kill animals, hurt other people, bully only care about money power possessions we have the people who only care about the good looking this is what people have turned the planet in to, one stupid planet, I am glad we have given earth global warming because i hope it will be the end of this planet soon,This is one screwed up planet we live on these days. My life has been screwed up by people a for along time now, i will never will understand why people have to be so differcalt then make someone life a misery.I will never understand this human race. All people want in life is what they want for them selfs. People suck they are fakers, they pretend to be someones friend then they dump them an not really care for people at all, There just pretenders all the way. All people will do on this planet is screw it up more The more people on this planet the more screwed up it will be. People can be rude for no reason, or people can be ask questions that have not got anything to do with them at all.Its people that are to scared to stand up for people, The truth is people are people they just do not care! All people want to do is belong somewhere is that to much to ask? So what turns a person in to a hater, i think people are turned that way in life because of others. Everyone has problems but some more than others. So what makes a person in to the person they are today. I think the mosty outcasted people by others know the pain an how cruel this planet is. This planet is cruel, People treat animals like rubbish, It is cruel an nasty, People are the worset race in history in my eyes. Why can't there be a big ice age soon to wipe out everyone on this planet.People treat animals like rubbish , There nasty in general spiteful creatures humans. -BY WORTHLESS LIVING ON THIS PLANET! You are idoitic human Number......... who knows! you want to kill yuor self ok heres a good way...PILLS,will do it!
18 Sep 2006	Jane Cooper	I dunno, I'm 15, 16 on feb next year, lol. I wanna know jow to kill myself as I think I hjave become alot more religious, as I was depressed 2day. :........[ HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!
16 Sep 2006	Raz	Well where should I start from? Some of you might judge me and call me weak for doing this but I'd have to say "FUCK YOU". On this day 17th September Sunday 2006, I will commit an awesome suicide by taking an overdose of some random drugs..they could even tylenol...Im gonna take around 50 tabs so im sure i'll die. Don't wanna' get up in a hospital and hear my mom n dad bitchin' alll daaaay long. I feel like killing my brother with me. Fucking kike. My mom n dad think he's great just cus once in a while he talks about computer studies..Fucker is on anti psychotic drugs and still smokes weed everyday. I hate weed btw..made me all paranoid. So whoever reads this...ummmm What's up? We ll meet in heaven or hell...or Comedy Central. Im scared as hell though...cus i wanna make sure it goes well...ok adios
16 Sep 2006	lisa	ok... so i wana kill myself, and im sat here wondering whose gona stop me? no one... cos if im to do it properly no one will no im doing it. until its too late until its ova... but will suicide end my pain, or will my tortured spirit watch my family and frends suffer the consequence of my death. therefore.. does pain eva end? or are we eternally punished? i read this once and it touched me... tell me what u think... Imagine: To stand on top of the highest cliff. To feel the wind tearing at my clothes, the elements. The only truth left in a world of lies and hypocrisy. The beauty of the abyss. The anticipation, like anticipating the greatest sex, an existential foreplay. Looking down into oblivion and voidness. The ground far, far away as it seems from here, but in reality only a couple of seconds away. Standing there. Feeling eternity in a restricted world. Feeling a decision in a prefabricated existence. To draw the final breath, To make that little step, To know, that for once a decision was made, To feel one foot above the abyss, To think for a split second you can float in the air like the cartoon characters on TV, To feel losing balance, To fall, To gain speed, To have the air tear at your hair and clothes, To feel the cold wind violently caress you, To see the ground coming closer, To scream in orgiastic excitement, To know what you have done, To know that you have done something for once. Maybe even: To doubt, To regret, To wish yourself back to the top of the peak that you are pacing away from. Mercilessly To fly into annihilation, To see the truth, whether it is a beautiful or an unbearable truth for the fraction of a second only. Those 10 seconds would be - must be - will be much more revealing than 10 years of most other people, Than the whole life of most other people. More true, essential, focused, divine. Purer. 70 years forced into seconds. Refined into pure knowledge and truth. Those 10 seconds would be - must be - will be worth a lifetime. A worthy payment for endless agony No more endless, unbearable pain. No more routine. No more repetition. No more -- Peace. To sleep, perchance to dream. To give in to the tiredness. To fall asleep. To find solace. No more agony. To end. The end.
16 Sep 2006	Danielle the Depressingly Melancholic Dancing Queen	Death… Whose cold abrupt stare holds us down And forgives our impatience to achieve each moment Who pushes us towards it by holding us in life Death the unforgiving The fearful sovereign who governs our lives Who secures morality and destroys sanity In truth does man need death to die? We’d die of enough, die of each other. Inside of me is the eventual death, it can live nowhere But the body that lets it die, lest we are death.
16 Sep 2006	Ashley McBride	sorry i thought this was a help line but i think its really retared that your trying to screw your chance into living!!! cuttings not going to solve anything!
16 Sep 2006	Ashley McBride	when i was 13 it was ether takeing an over dose on sleepin medicene or taking a knife to my arms and going really deep
16 Sep 2006	anon...x	I didn't really get this til I realised you're not really a 13yr old wanting to commit suicide! I'd still like to give my opinion though. I used to be a great person. But now I'm not. I know I could still be great, I could be anything...but I really cant be bothered,it's too much effort. I'm so happy being shit..so why bother being anything more.I don't want to be happier than I already am. In my head I'm as happy as Tom Cruise is! So I'm not jealous of him really! He may have more money etc,but I equal him in happiness (thats if he is happy I don't personally know him to ask). I used to dwell on the past and think of how shit my life is, suicide crosses my mind everyday still! But I know I'd never do it! If people want to commit suicide...and their lives are shit I say it's better to exist, even if your existence is going to be shitty and hard, than not exist at all. I mean really, I'd rather be beaten up and feel the pain of punches than be 6feet under...who's gonna beat me up down there? There's nothing to be felt there! Every feeling is beautiful because it's something. And something is always better than nothing to me. And even if you've got nothing thats still something! Nothing is a great thing to have because its not bad..its not negative. It's a starting point. Mouchette I think i love you.ha. This place is amazing. x
15 Sep 2006	harry	holy shit man sum of you guys r a ctually thinkin of doin this i waz just searching for sumfin cus i waz bord but i hear about mental people and people hu do this to get bak at their parents. why? listen 2 music and think about love not h8 and dpression. listen 2 da beatles all there musics about love. nd if ur mental hang on to the very end and prove how strong u r 2 urself.hold on cus u will get better. and as 4 the people who just want to get bak at there parents think of all the things they hav dun 4 u your mom gave birth to you and this is how you repay her. dam u guys. both my uncles hav bin 2 mental homes so's ma nan and ma mum but they all found sumthin they loved and u will to. so dont be doin this crazy shit no more you hear keep the love nd stay happy.
15 Sep 2006	tulip	jump in front of a truck?
15 Sep 2006		i always hear about people dieing on the news, leaning about our histery and so on. all these things makeing me feel obliged to feel sad and sorry. but im not. not that i dont find it sad. it's always sad but it's non of my buisnes. i did'n no these people they had no more effect on me then anyone else in the world and if we shed a tear or brout a flower for every single person who dyes it would be a very pore and sad and lonly world. eggsample: resantly steve erwin dyed and it was all over the place on the net on tv on peoples lips. it was hard to escape. some people through he desirved it others thought it wasnt right for such a legend to go down at such a yung age. but i think its not my place to say he was simply a mun you can make it sound realy complicated or simple but he was no more significant to some other mun who dyed that day so why aren't we crying for him. becouse you've never new why care........
15 Sep 2006	sask	everyone tryes to look for answere and solution for life and sercumstanses and things in witch they dont even know the question to. but these things aren't simple enuph to give an over all, one and only, perfectly correct answer and although we know this we still don't or can't change our ways. since and maths just dills into to our head that there is an answer to all that is and isn't. it drills it in so far, past our thoughts, past our mind it's just drilled into the way we work. slowly driving us to suicide
14 Sep 2006	Just another survivor	The best way to kill yourself at any age would be whatever works best for you. Do you have access to large doses of prescription medication that can be fatal? Do you have any rope and the knowledge on how to make a noose to hang yourself? Do you have a blowdryer, bathtub, and running water in your house? There is no painless way to go. SO SUCK IT UP!!! If you want to die it will hurt. However, the bright side is in a few ticks the pain will cease. Now if I were you I wouldnt kill myself. Why? Because I am not weak like you. I understand that no one cares about you. I understand how life sucks and how life ages like milk instead of wine. And because i dont set myself up for failure. If you think it will get better you will get disappointed. Again and again and again. Do you know what hope is? Its a lie. Its a high pedestal with a crumbiling foundation. This is life. This is reality. Now you can accept this or live in denile (live a lie). If you accept this you will become stronger. If not you will remain weak and suicidal. And besides, if you dwell on your problems they will only become bigger. If you ignore them they wont go away BUT, you will have more time to concentrate on things in life that bring you happiness and then maybe life will seem more meaninful. Maybe you should get a hobbie. Because after all, if you were really going to kill yourself you wouldnt still be reading this. You would already have those wrists slit open so many times you couldnt even find fresh skin. If you think you got it bad why dont you go live in the woods? Why dont you go to a bad neighborhood and wait for someone to kill you. I bet when someone tries to kill you, you run like hornets are after you. Why? Becase you dont really want to die. You want someone to hug you and tell you they love you and its gonna be ok and this just isnt going to happen. All people will turn on you. Just remember one thing. You can have your feelings but your feelings cant have you. Thats why they are YOUR feelings. Are you your feelings? NO! You are bigger than your feelings. And if you want to kill yourself behind your feelings you are truly weak. Its ok. Now you realize it. Grow. Live. Learn. Everyone has a different perspective on life. What you are going thru is just how you will find your perspective. One day you will look back(if you dont kill yourself) and say this is who i freakin am. This is my life. And you will be proud to be you and have lived what you have lived. Because inside you know that you are a survivor. And no one will ever be able to take that away from you.
14 Sep 2006		Hi Guys, I am an adult on this site. This is VERY scary. Don't kill yourself- when you are in your 30's and you have /will work your life out- you will feel satisfied to know you didn't kill yourself.
14 Sep 2006	Shane	Not sure if my message made it in so i'm going to type my complaint/story again...I hate everyone on this site who thinks suicidal people are weak. You have absoulutly NO IDEA how hard it is. I'm 13 and I have extreme anxiety about anything i do in life. I"m terrified and paranioa'd of being sent back to a mental hospital. The town i moved to went well for about 4-6 months and NOW IT"S RELAPSE AGAIN FUCK...I avoid anything that freaks me out and panics me...I'm so scared of every day of my fucking life...I have tried pill overdoses and posions like acne treat crap and stuff alot of times...i always just end up vomiting my guts out... I'm going to keep trying different pill overdoses and maybe i'll get lucky...Before i break if im not dead im'm going to run away from home....NOW MY QUESTION...How do i tell my parents i need to move away from this town without them freaking and sending me to a mental hospital...I'm just so scared so scared...I just want to feel normal and no doctors or mental hospitals can do that...im loosing the battle with myself...close to breaking...
14 Sep 2006	Shane	I hate all of you bastards who get mad and call us weak for looking for ways to end our lives. You have no idea what I/Others go through. I have extreme anxiety about anything i do in life afraid to do something wrong. So i avoid people and places that freak me out and panic me. I've been to 2 mental hospitols and all they've done to me is given be extrememe paranoia about being sent back. I'm 13 and am either going to keep trying pill overdoses or run away from home.
14 Sep 2006	Stephen Whaley	Metal in a a elecrical socket
13 Sep 2006	Mr williams	the best way is to servive your family. If you maneged that, then you must have killed some part of your self.