Date	Name/email Nom/email	What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
22 Jun 2007		The best way to kill yourself is to live.
21 Jun 2007	dead inside.	kim i ain't dead. not killing myself. just leaving this site. don't worry about me. take care of yourself. bitter end, i don't disclose that kinda stuff, unless u want to talk one on one with me, if so let me know. please post this mouchette. i don't know why u didn't post it last time.
20 Jun 2007	matthias	If you would like to do so, ask yourself one question: How long is the way way I'm going to fall down if I don't do it? How much deeper is my pain going to be? Sure you won't know the answer right know, so go and find it out. You will still have the comforting feeling that you can kill yourself after you found out. But I'm sure you won't.
20 Jun 2007	DAVID	YOU MUSTNT KILL YOURSELF. YOU ARE TOO YOUNG. YOU MUSTNT, SO YOU ARE.
19 Jun 2007	jess	all about my life I hate you As I sit on the loo Im in soo much pain As I listen to the rain You hurt me And I lost lee You took him away from me And I stabbed me with my key You made me touch you I felt like I should be in a zoo I never knew what to do But you forced me to I felt my arm break After id just lost my best mate I missed her soo much As I hobbled around on a crutch As you punched I shouldve been eating lunch As you shoved me around I lost my only pound Do you feel like a man When you hit me with a pan? As you cut me with a can Did you have another plan? What can I do? Im soo small compared to you I lost the will to live As you made me feel like a div Im in soo much pain As you hit me with a cane As I try to sleep at night I think of our last fight Into the night we fight With all our greatest might Nobody cares As you all munched pears I want to die As I lie On my bed Wishing I was dead How can I defend I wish it was only pretend As my heart breaks I really need some mates As I pick up a knife I try to end my life As the cuts get deader I begin to weeper I lie down With a frown My suicide note It Is my only hope I wake up again As the blood begins to drain I break something small To make myself feel tall I want to be brave But im enclosed in a cave Its too hard to fight Even with all my might What can I do? Im soo small compared to you I cant defend It should be pretend Its soo unfair But like you care I miss my friends But its too late for amends Im too scared of you to even go to the loo But what can I do? I hate my life I need a knife As I cut I eat a nut I reach for a rope Its my only hope As I hang I hear a bang The opening door Kills me even more In a ambulance I go With my teddy mo As im stitched up I hold a cup A cup of blood Except it looks like mud When im finally home Im not allowed to be alone With no chance to die I am forced to lie I want to be alone To use the phone They finally go And leave me with my teddy mo I feel soo low To even make dough I begin to cry All I want is to die And not have to lie As I draw I think somemore Completely honestly I this ment to be? Why am I still hear When id rather not be near As I cry somemore I reach the door Into the street Where I meet pete My auntie dee Follows meout the door Somemore She see pete And her heart skips a beat I wonder why Ohh my!! They walk away Into the hay I am alone So I use the phone Georgie I say, I tried And very nearly died I argue with my old friends In attempts to make amends In my failed attempt It went worse than I dreamt Its too quiet I was expecting a riot Ive caused too much trouble but I was expecting double I couldn’t care less Im in such a mess Ive failed in life But I don’t reach for a knife Instead Still wishing I was dead Lay down on my bed And I though about being dead Is it really wat I want?? From bak to front I really don’t know So I cuddle my teddy mo I hurt in such a way I shall never see the day Where I want to live jess p.s i you want to talk jessicafisher11@hotmail.co.uk email and msn <3 you all!
18 Jun 2007	Nathan	This is a post for Michelle. Michelle I promise you that God is not a myth. Yea life can be tough and I'm in no position to patronize you but I want to tell you that knowing Jesus is the best thing ever! I'm 18 and I can say from personal experience that following Jesus is awesome. It's so much better than alcohol, drugs, sex.. Yea it's not a bed of roses, it's not always easy but what is? Jesus died so that we don't have to, he died so we might know the God who made this world intimately! He was tortured, whipped, spat on, crucified. It's not a fairytale, he went through it, who for? For you, for me, for everyone! He loves us so so much and wants what's best for us. If you accept Jesus, then one day you will be in a better place, paradise, where there's no more pain, crying, suffering.. Until then we have to live to know Him so I wanna tell you this is true: JESUS LOVES YOU! Take care.
17 Jun 2007	BACKSTABBED AND HURT	kim1122: U HAVE A HEARTLESS ATTITUDE AND UR NOT HELPING ONE BIT. GET OFF OF THIS SITE NOW!!! IF WE (THE SUICIIDAL) WANT TO THINK DIFFERENT AFTER TRYING TO HELP SOMEONE ELSE THEN SO BE IT, WE WILL KILL OURSELF IF WE FEEL THAT IS NEEDED U PROLLY HAVE NO IDEA WHAT "DEAD INSIDE" IS GOING THROUGH NOT TO MENTION U HAVE NO CLUE WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH , IVE POSTED ON HERE NUMEROUS TIMES AND TO NO AVAIL I RECIEVE NO FORM OF EMAIL, OR ACKNOLEDGEMENT FROM PEOPLE WHO WANT TO "HELP" US MAYBE "DEAD INSIDE" FEELS YOUR NOT HELPING BUT BADGERING AND TRYING TO NAG HE/SHE?? EVER THINK OF THAT??? ONE REASON WHY I KILL MYSELF IS BECAUSE I AM TIRED OF PEOPLE SAYING THEY ARE MY FRIEND TO JUST TURN AROUND AND STAB ME IN THE BACK.
17 Jun 2007	Riku-sama	Dont kill yourself play kingdom hearts its a lot more fun trust me :)
16 Jun 2007	anonymous	fuck god he doesnt exist quit asking that bitch ass who doesnt even exist for help you people. ONLY YOU CAN HELP YOURSELVES!!! not me, or some other asshole on this site, or some fuckin dumbass with no life that makes you pay him thinking he is helping you, or some fuckin pill that doesnt work. god cant help you BECAUSE HE DOESNT EXIST!!!! ONLY YOU CAN HELP YOURSELVES!!!
16 Jun 2007	Depressed	so my life is shit, whats the big deal if i kill myself or not? no one will probobly notice anyway. no one cares enough to call me back when i am on the verge of suicide, and these are the fucking friends who said if i ever felt like this to call them!! i call them a hypocrite for the shit theyve done to me, and for not being there when they said they would be, they want me around yet will do nothing when i tell them that im at the end of my rope and ready to commit suicide. this site is all i thought i had left til i never got any help here, what im trying to say is i will soon be gone because i am done with this shit called life. peace out world
16 Jun 2007	Laure-Elaine	drowning
16 Jun 2007	dead inside.	Okay. Kim1122: I said was retiring from the site, I'm not killing myself. Your sweet to care tho. But yeah, not killing myself. But hey, I might not even leave this site, since u love me too much :P How are you doing? The Bitter End: How old am i? Guess? I don't mean to play games, just don't want to say it on here. Unless you tell me first :P xoxoxo
15 Jun 2007	kim1122	Dead inside: I cant believe u of all people now is thinking of not coming back. I cant believe all ur hard work is going right down the toilet. I thought u would succeed and i thought u would know better and keep fighting watever is making u sick. I cant believe i once looked up to u and thought u wer strong but, wer did all that go? I just cant believe ur givin up so fast. I bet ur hurting really bad but, so do all of us, still fighting. But watever, is ur desition n i hope u made it urself n not let some other people make it for u. I cant believe it!
15 Jun 2007	...	Whoever you are "Ugly Girl", you are an amazingly talented writer. I hope you write more.
15 Jun 2007	The Bitter End	dead inside - Out of curiosity, how old are you?
15 Jun 2007	bye	ive just been betrayed by my own family, i am going to kill myself tomorrow.
14 Jun 2007	dead inside.	Okay, i said i'd leave but i just have one more thing to say to The Bitter End. Heh, I just searched you, I like your wise comments and sarcastic remarks that linger with subtle reality. Nice Job. Just thought i'd let you know. Farewell.
14 Jun 2007	dead inside	to the bitter end: Sorry, I just assumed it was you, I guess I was wrong. Live Journal huh? I might take u up on that that one. Thanks. to Kim1122: I'm not sure who your talking about when u asked if i heard from him.... --------- Everyone around me is getting things. They are living their dreams, some are even living mine. I'm still stuck here. In the same place i've always been. Alone and depressed. I have an essay due at 8 am on saturday. I'm working on friday, so that leaves me with just today to work on it. I have no motivation. It doesn't even matter. I try, i try to stay positive, and think of eventually reaching my goal....but today everything inside of me is dead. My educational future seems hopeless. God knows i try, i put my blood and tears into it, but it doesn't work out. Ever. I feel like i'm failing every aspect of life. He told me to try and forgive myself about what happened before....i try to, but when i see that everything i touch turns to dirt...i feel like i'm still being punished for...all..that... I am lost. Honestly he is the only thing that keeps me going. A faceless being, that i've never even met. At times I feel like I don't even deserve him. And more than likely when we meet face to face, he'll be disappointed. Breathing becomes a burden at times. My veins itch to be severed. I'm holding myself back from self destruction...i am holding as tight as i can. I'm slipping tho. I feel like its only a matter of time before i completely burn out. fade out. and become nothing. No one can hear my silent tears. I cry alone in the dark and hold myself, because there isn't anyone around to hold me. I crave warmth and comfort...that void is never filled. I'm looking for an addiction now...something, that'll keep me at it for a bit longer. I am weak. I am pathetic. A sorry excuse for a human being. This may even be my last post...i guess there are a few of you who are excited about that. Just remember kids, none of you are as hopeless as you think you are. I know that there are many of you with talents and passions. Whether you have looks, or your an artist, musician, good at math, a writer, love....whatever is is, find it and hold on to it. It is what will get you thru the bad times. Remember, there are only a few on this planet who are truly hopeless. I have faith in you. I wish you all the best. Goodbye. xoxoxox dead inside.
12 Jun 2007	kim1122	U gotta keep fighting and holding on!
12 Jun 2007	The Bitter End.	dead inside - What makes you think I posed as you claiming to be an attention seeker? My problem with your posts is not a problem with you, though I do strongly recommend you get yourself a LiveJournal.

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