What is the best way to commit suicide when you're under 13?

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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?

Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?

04 Jul 2007 Jason I'm actually older but please listen, and in the next half an hour I will be dead, I'm going to lock myself in the bathroom with a knife. I'm not sure what it is I'm going to do with this knife yet but I know it will end my life. I love my wife shannon and my baby boy ethan very much, but I've let them down, bad. My wife almost killed me tonight, she doesn't believe it, but I know I was close. If she wouldn't have stopped choking me when she did it would've only been a matter of seconds. I'm not afraid anymore, I know I'm going to hell. I deserve to live with this torment for eternity. They deserve better though, and with me out of the way maybe shannon can find a that perfect life she was telling me her choice to stay with me deprived her of. Maybe then my caged bird can be free, to show the world all her beautiful colors. I am scum. SCUM. I did exactrly what I promised myself, no what I promised her... that I wouldn't do. I caged her. And now I'm releasing her... of her vows, of her commitment. I ask forgiveness from god who I've until recently given up on. Good-bye world... and Ethan. Grow up strong, son. Daddy loves you, more than I could ever love anything. So I'm giving my life to give you a shot at a better one... with your mamma. Be strong son, and be happy.

03 Jul 2007 roopesh i wanna jump off sumthin wile im on fire

03 Jul 2007 stoping it kids yong like us souldn't kill our selfs who ever thinks thata way has proples

03 Jul 2007 dale well i tried slitting my wrists its shit but if you slit your throught it has les pain but loads of blood

03 Jul 2007 Be more distinct on what a suicide kit is... give details...

03 Jul 2007 carl awesome

02 Jul 2007 wouldnt you like 2 no so people care. this means.....???
actions speak louder than words.
they didnt convince me.
so maybe i will convince them.

02 Jul 2007 kim1122 Warped soul.

You study psycology and yet u fail to practice wat u've learn. You shouldnt b trying to make other people feel low, u should no how dat could affect them! u should no better alright? Dont use ur knowledge to step on people and bring them down cuz they dont come here for that!

Good day

01 Jul 2007 N I think if the person is doing it for the right reasons they should commit suicide without hesitation. Consciousness goes on, no matter what. In other words, the part of you that thinks "I am" cannot die. The WORST that can happen is reincarnation. Forget about any ideas of hell and punishment, no such things exist. Being a human on earth is as close to hell as will ever be. So what are the right reasons? The right reasons are not to leave anything or anybody, but to actually go somewhere: to our source. And it is more correct to say "wake up" than it is to say "leave" or "die." You and me are not actually here. There is no "here." It is an illusion, do not be fooled by it! "Here" is like a desert mirage, "here" is a hologram. "Here" is a dream. When you awaken from a very real dream, do you actually leave somewhere? Of course not. How can you leave your dream if you were not there in the first place? You were only dreaming you were there. The actual cause of all our misery is the that we sleep. We were not created to sleep. It causes anguish that eventually expresses itself as "things" or "stuff" outside of ourselves (or inside ourselves as with physical pain). For example; bad parents or no parents, being fat and ugly, being lonely, sickness and disease, regrets from our past, and/or just generally being very unhappy with our life. Do not get caught up all those reasons for sadness. They are illusions. They are not actually happening. What is happening is that you and me are asleep, which prevents us from being with our source (God), which causes us to be sad or sick. Before anyone "kills themselves" they should understand a few things: 1. ALL of your problems are not real. They are illusions created by YOU. Yes, you do this to you! The world is being done by you, not too you. 2. You are perfect, flawless, immortal, and YOU ARE NOT A BODY! You are light (Do not insult God by thinking anything else). Remember: you are spirit dreaming that it is a vulnerable, soft-bodied mortal trapped in a valley of shadow. 4. You don't actually seek an end to anything, you actually want to wake up to the real and to the source (God).
I could list some more, but those are good to start with. (And please don't respond saying "Jab a pencil in your eye and tell me this is not real!" or some other version of that argument. It comes down to this, if you think this is real then you HAVE to believe all of these untruths and thousands more: a)I am a body (vulnerable to harm and mortal). b)Pain, misery, rape, murder, injustice, scarcity, etc all exist. And either God made all that or it just happens to be out there. c)I am at the whim of a wild world because it is outside myself and beyond my control. e)I believe I am just another lonely human body among billions, seeking out other bodies so that I am less lonely, on a isolated planet on the verge of environmental collapse, that seeks out a few laughs before my short life-time is over and I die and even then I may burn forever in the fires hell. f)If you actually believe all that crap you need to wake up.

01 Jul 2007 kim1122 As much as I wish for birds to talk
They just fly, just sing
No smile, no love

How many tears might you poor bird had sang
With your deepest breath you spread your wings and
Sing, “Life is beautiful! ”
Or maybe you’re singing how desperate you feel but,
How would we know, you can’t talk!
And with no hope you surrender and yell, “Please no more! ”
You break to ground and ask yourself “Where to go? With who to stay? ”

But you poor bird cannot speak
With your anguish no one can assist

Nevertheless poor bird just fly and sing
Someone’s observing and for your charm admires you!
Spread your wings and sing to life
For being my most beloved in sight

Oh, as much as I wish for you to talk!

Don't hide your pain, please talk to someone, i can help!

30 Jun 2007 Ryan talk to a stranger on the internet always seems to work on the news...
We at my age (21) thinking about the old fashion shotgun to the face but i haven't worked up the balls to do so yet. hopefully soon ill grow some.

30 Jun 2007 jacob tonight is the last night of my life

30 Jun 2007 The Bitter End. And I hear mercy sigh and leave the room.

30 Jun 2007 mary ... alot of yall dont seem to have a good reason to be so depressed... your just depressed. looking through all these entries.. i think id really just rather suck up my problems once again and carry on. my father has beaten me, ive been used for sex, and ive suffered through unbelievably bad times with guys so many times.. but reading all of yalls entries.. i just dont really see the point anymore. why kill yourself when your so young? why not just wait for what the future holds... for what the future can change for you. you may be depressed now- but for most of yall, thats prolly because of your peers and because middle school is just about the crappiest place because people are just so obsessed with themselves and their social acceptance that they are mean to others. either live through it like millions of others do... or ask to be homeschooled, transfered, anything. there are always other ways. suicide is your easy way out... dont be a wimp.

30 Jun 2007 dreal no one that young should consider suicide. call a worker or teacher, etc. and get help out of your situatioh esp. if your are pyschicaly, sexually or menatally abused. it's not to late for you i promise. but get to 30 and maybe i can relate to severve depression and constant pain that no drug legal or not can cure. someone old and wise that some people are not meant to be in this world but nothing for a 13 to even worry about

29 Jun 2007 Julie hang your self

29 Jun 2007 dead inside. like omg.
dear sweet michelle.
like wtf???
please don't tell people who've been sexually abused or kidnapped that the only thing thats best for them is suicide.
honestly.
just don't.
anywho, i hope things work out for you as well.
AND. you don't really need to rush into the sex thing, i'm sure you'll get your chance when the time is right.

And: life is over..
talk to kim here, she's a darling, i know she'll be of much help.

keep fighting kids.
live.love.burn.die.

29 Jun 2007 Warped soul. to the bitter end.

it sounds like u may have just a wee bit of sand in there still.

u never will understand what i say. cuz simply put, i am a product of my reality.
still images burned into my minds eye,
from hell fire fueled by thier hatred for me and life.a red soaked canvas of the way they were.
i am a muther fucking artist.

also. why do u hide behind the monitor. why wont u email me?
i think you are a miserable chicken shit who gets his jollies from pushing his misery on others.
i study abnormal psycology. you marinate your brain in adrenaline cuz it makes u "high" but when u have no more potency in ur adrenaline u have to release. by talking down on others. i have seen it on graph. graphs made from other miserable people's brain monitoring. like u.
ussually this behavior is caused by to few hugs as an adolecent.
hows my genious now?
and it was i who wrote about the sand.
why because bitter??? ur own good.
you will understand one day.,

29 Jun 2007 sam U SHOULDENT

28 Jun 2007 dead inside. to back stabbed and hurt:

okay sweetheart, lets break this down. death is permanent. death is real. death is the overall equivelent. we are all going to die. i understand that your life at this point may not be good. things are probably fucked up. it probably feels like its never going to get better. but, if you don't stick around...then you'll never have the chance to see if things turn around or not. if you kill yourself, your just venturing off into the unknown...no one knows what comes after death for sure. what if you only encounter more misery there? there are solutions here. there are things to help you. there are ways to fix this. there is hope. its not going to be easy, i can almost swear on that. its going to be hard, brutal even. but you need to find the courage within yourself to hold on. i wish you would atleast agree to speak to me. i will only be available for the next week or so, after that i am being forced to go somewhere...and unfortunatly, i will have no access to computers, internet, and anything of the sort for as long as i am there. the key to life is finding what makes it worth living. life is a journey. a process. take it step by step. you will find your purpose. don't give up. i am not saying this to sound like a bitch. and i don't want to regurgitate the same bullcrap as everyone else. but its true...you need to hold on.

search remember to feel real.
you shud find me.

good luck kid, i hope you find the strength to keep going.

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Date	Name/email Nom/email	What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
04 Jul 2007	Jason	I'm actually older but please listen, and in the next half an hour I will be dead, I'm going to lock myself in the bathroom with a knife. I'm not sure what it is I'm going to do with this knife yet but I know it will end my life. I love my wife shannon and my baby boy ethan very much, but I've let them down, bad. My wife almost killed me tonight, she doesn't believe it, but I know I was close. If she wouldn't have stopped choking me when she did it would've only been a matter of seconds. I'm not afraid anymore, I know I'm going to hell. I deserve to live with this torment for eternity. They deserve better though, and with me out of the way maybe shannon can find a that perfect life she was telling me her choice to stay with me deprived her of. Maybe then my caged bird can be free, to show the world all her beautiful colors. I am scum. SCUM. I did exactrly what I promised myself, no what I promised her... that I wouldn't do. I caged her. And now I'm releasing her... of her vows, of her commitment. I ask forgiveness from god who I've until recently given up on. Good-bye world... and Ethan. Grow up strong, son. Daddy loves you, more than I could ever love anything. So I'm giving my life to give you a shot at a better one... with your mamma. Be strong son, and be happy.
03 Jul 2007	roopesh	i wanna jump off sumthin wile im on fire
03 Jul 2007	stoping it	kids yong like us souldn't kill our selfs who ever thinks thata way has proples
03 Jul 2007	dale	well i tried slitting my wrists its shit but if you slit your throught it has les pain but loads of blood
03 Jul 2007		Be more distinct on what a suicide kit is... give details...
03 Jul 2007	carl	awesome
02 Jul 2007	wouldnt you like 2 no	so people care. this means.....??? actions speak louder than words. they didnt convince me. so maybe i will convince them.
02 Jul 2007	kim1122	Warped soul. You study psycology and yet u fail to practice wat u've learn. You shouldnt b trying to make other people feel low, u should no how dat could affect them! u should no better alright? Dont use ur knowledge to step on people and bring them down cuz they dont come here for that! Good day
01 Jul 2007	N	I think if the person is doing it for the right reasons they should commit suicide without hesitation. Consciousness goes on, no matter what. In other words, the part of you that thinks "I am" cannot die. The WORST that can happen is reincarnation. Forget about any ideas of hell and punishment, no such things exist. Being a human on earth is as close to hell as will ever be. So what are the right reasons? The right reasons are not to leave anything or anybody, but to actually go somewhere: to our source. And it is more correct to say "wake up" than it is to say "leave" or "die." You and me are not actually here. There is no "here." It is an illusion, do not be fooled by it! "Here" is like a desert mirage, "here" is a hologram. "Here" is a dream. When you awaken from a very real dream, do you actually leave somewhere? Of course not. How can you leave your dream if you were not there in the first place? You were only dreaming you were there. The actual cause of all our misery is the that we sleep. We were not created to sleep. It causes anguish that eventually expresses itself as "things" or "stuff" outside of ourselves (or inside ourselves as with physical pain). For example; bad parents or no parents, being fat and ugly, being lonely, sickness and disease, regrets from our past, and/or just generally being very unhappy with our life. Do not get caught up all those reasons for sadness. They are illusions. They are not actually happening. What is happening is that you and me are asleep, which prevents us from being with our source (God), which causes us to be sad or sick. Before anyone "kills themselves" they should understand a few things: 1. ALL of your problems are not real. They are illusions created by YOU. Yes, you do this to you! The world is being done by you, not too you. 2. You are perfect, flawless, immortal, and YOU ARE NOT A BODY! You are light (Do not insult God by thinking anything else). Remember: you are spirit dreaming that it is a vulnerable, soft-bodied mortal trapped in a valley of shadow. 4. You don't actually seek an end to anything, you actually want to wake up to the real and to the source (God). I could list some more, but those are good to start with. (And please don't respond saying "Jab a pencil in your eye and tell me this is not real!" or some other version of that argument. It comes down to this, if you think this is real then you HAVE to believe all of these untruths and thousands more: a)I am a body (vulnerable to harm and mortal). b)Pain, misery, rape, murder, injustice, scarcity, etc all exist. And either God made all that or it just happens to be out there. c)I am at the whim of a wild world because it is outside myself and beyond my control. e)I believe I am just another lonely human body among billions, seeking out other bodies so that I am less lonely, on a isolated planet on the verge of environmental collapse, that seeks out a few laughs before my short life-time is over and I die and even then I may burn forever in the fires hell. f)If you actually believe all that crap you need to wake up.
01 Jul 2007	kim1122	As much as I wish for birds to talk They just fly, just sing No smile, no love How many tears might you poor bird had sang With your deepest breath you spread your wings and Sing, “Life is beautiful! ” Or maybe you’re singing how desperate you feel but, How would we know, you can’t talk! And with no hope you surrender and yell, “Please no more! ” You break to ground and ask yourself “Where to go? With who to stay? ” But you poor bird cannot speak With your anguish no one can assist Nevertheless poor bird just fly and sing Someone’s observing and for your charm admires you! Spread your wings and sing to life For being my most beloved in sight Oh, as much as I wish for you to talk! Don't hide your pain, please talk to someone, i can help!
30 Jun 2007	Ryan	talk to a stranger on the internet always seems to work on the news... We at my age (21) thinking about the old fashion shotgun to the face but i haven't worked up the balls to do so yet. hopefully soon ill grow some.
30 Jun 2007	jacob	tonight is the last night of my life
30 Jun 2007	The Bitter End.	And I hear mercy sigh and leave the room.
30 Jun 2007	mary	... alot of yall dont seem to have a good reason to be so depressed... your just depressed. looking through all these entries.. i think id really just rather suck up my problems once again and carry on. my father has beaten me, ive been used for sex, and ive suffered through unbelievably bad times with guys so many times.. but reading all of yalls entries.. i just dont really see the point anymore. why kill yourself when your so young? why not just wait for what the future holds... for what the future can change for you. you may be depressed now- but for most of yall, thats prolly because of your peers and because middle school is just about the crappiest place because people are just so obsessed with themselves and their social acceptance that they are mean to others. either live through it like millions of others do... or ask to be homeschooled, transfered, anything. there are always other ways. suicide is your easy way out... dont be a wimp.
30 Jun 2007	dreal	no one that young should consider suicide. call a worker or teacher, etc. and get help out of your situatioh esp. if your are pyschicaly, sexually or menatally abused. it's not to late for you i promise. but get to 30 and maybe i can relate to severve depression and constant pain that no drug legal or not can cure. someone old and wise that some people are not meant to be in this world but nothing for a 13 to even worry about
29 Jun 2007	Julie	hang your self
29 Jun 2007	dead inside.	like omg. dear sweet michelle. like wtf??? please don't tell people who've been sexually abused or kidnapped that the only thing thats best for them is suicide. honestly. just don't. anywho, i hope things work out for you as well. AND. you don't really need to rush into the sex thing, i'm sure you'll get your chance when the time is right. And: life is over.. talk to kim here, she's a darling, i know she'll be of much help. keep fighting kids. live.love.burn.die.
29 Jun 2007	Warped soul.	to the bitter end. it sounds like u may have just a wee bit of sand in there still. u never will understand what i say. cuz simply put, i am a product of my reality. still images burned into my minds eye, from hell fire fueled by thier hatred for me and life.a red soaked canvas of the way they were. i am a muther fucking artist. also. why do u hide behind the monitor. why wont u email me? i think you are a miserable chicken shit who gets his jollies from pushing his misery on others. i study abnormal psycology. you marinate your brain in adrenaline cuz it makes u "high" but when u have no more potency in ur adrenaline u have to release. by talking down on others. i have seen it on graph. graphs made from other miserable people's brain monitoring. like u. ussually this behavior is caused by to few hugs as an adolecent. hows my genious now? and it was i who wrote about the sand. why because bitter??? ur own good. you will understand one day.,
29 Jun 2007	sam	U SHOULDENT
28 Jun 2007	dead inside.	to back stabbed and hurt: okay sweetheart, lets break this down. death is permanent. death is real. death is the overall equivelent. we are all going to die. i understand that your life at this point may not be good. things are probably fucked up. it probably feels like its never going to get better. but, if you don't stick around...then you'll never have the chance to see if things turn around or not. if you kill yourself, your just venturing off into the unknown...no one knows what comes after death for sure. what if you only encounter more misery there? there are solutions here. there are things to help you. there are ways to fix this. there is hope. its not going to be easy, i can almost swear on that. its going to be hard, brutal even. but you need to find the courage within yourself to hold on. i wish you would atleast agree to speak to me. i will only be available for the next week or so, after that i am being forced to go somewhere...and unfortunatly, i will have no access to computers, internet, and anything of the sort for as long as i am there. the key to life is finding what makes it worth living. life is a journey. a process. take it step by step. you will find your purpose. don't give up. i am not saying this to sound like a bitch. and i don't want to regurgitate the same bullcrap as everyone else. but its true...you need to hold on. search remember to feel real. you shud find me. good luck kid, i hope you find the strength to keep going.