| Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form. |
| Date |
Name/email Nom/email |
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans? |
| 29 Jun 2007 | Julie | hang your self |
| 29 Jun 2007 | dead inside. | like omg. dear sweet michelle. like wtf??? please don't tell people who've been sexually abused or kidnapped that the only thing thats best for them is suicide. honestly. just don't. anywho, i hope things work out for you as well. AND. you don't really need to rush into the sex thing, i'm sure you'll get your chance when the time is right. And: life is over.. talk to kim here, she's a darling, i know she'll be of much help. keep fighting kids. live.love.burn.die. |
| 29 Jun 2007 | Warped soul. | to the bitter end. it sounds like u may have just a wee bit of sand in there still. u never will understand what i say. cuz simply put, i am a product of my reality. still images burned into my minds eye, from hell fire fueled by thier hatred for me and life.a red soaked canvas of the way they were. i am a muther fucking artist. also. why do u hide behind the monitor. why wont u email me? i think you are a miserable chicken shit who gets his jollies from pushing his misery on others. i study abnormal psycology. you marinate your brain in adrenaline cuz it makes u "high" but when u have no more potency in ur adrenaline u have to release. by talking down on others. i have seen it on graph. graphs made from other miserable people's brain monitoring. like u. ussually this behavior is caused by to few hugs as an adolecent. hows my genious now? and it was i who wrote about the sand. why because bitter??? ur own good. you will understand one day., |
| 29 Jun 2007 | sam | U SHOULDENT |
| 28 Jun 2007 | dead inside. | to back stabbed and hurt: okay sweetheart, lets break this down. death is permanent. death is real. death is the overall equivelent. we are all going to die. i understand that your life at this point may not be good. things are probably fucked up. it probably feels like its never going to get better. but, if you don't stick around...then you'll never have the chance to see if things turn around or not. if you kill yourself, your just venturing off into the unknown...no one knows what comes after death for sure. what if you only encounter more misery there? there are solutions here. there are things to help you. there are ways to fix this. there is hope. its not going to be easy, i can almost swear on that. its going to be hard, brutal even. but you need to find the courage within yourself to hold on. i wish you would atleast agree to speak to me. i will only be available for the next week or so, after that i am being forced to go somewhere...and unfortunatly, i will have no access to computers, internet, and anything of the sort for as long as i am there. the key to life is finding what makes it worth living. life is a journey. a process. take it step by step. you will find your purpose. don't give up. i am not saying this to sound like a bitch. and i don't want to regurgitate the same bullcrap as everyone else. but its true...you need to hold on. search remember to feel real. you shud find me. good luck kid, i hope you find the strength to keep going. |
| 28 Jun 2007 | dead inside. | Dear Lover, I see a sense of wonder deep inside your eyes As we're sparkling and twirling in the twilight And after three long years, I think that we both need this So we seal the deal in the parking lot with a kiss And in case you And in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me You're all kinds of beautiful as you end my day And you sweetly retire as stars chase you away I'd collapse to the grass, with your notes ringing in my head Let the rain fill my mouth, and in a couple hours I'll be dead But all the while my lips are whistling our tune But the beauty lies in how you will revive me soon And in case you, and in case you And in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me You're all kinds of beautiful as you end my day And you sweetly retire as the stars chase you away And in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me You're all kinds of beautiful as you end my day And you sweetly retire as the stars chase you away And in case you were wondering, you are like a hurricane to me Your violence is beautiful, and your center sweet Now tell me this, do you know how we'd meet? And in case you were wondering, you are everything to me (to me) |
| 28 Jun 2007 | E | I write poetry, just wanted to put some on here. ME FOR BEING ME Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me. I know I know what they have been saying about me. She tells him everything about me yet nothing about me. He hears about my fire my atheism but he doesn't know about my care. He does not know about my kindness my friendship and truth. All they do is talk about me say I'm the "daughter of Satan." They say I'm possessed I'm hell-sent I'm the antichrist I'm wrong. She says he was trying to help me I don't need help I am me. I am me I am proud I am who I am I am not letting them change me. I am an atheist I am a pyro I am a Marilyn Manson fan I am speaking words. I speak words I speak the truth they spread lies lies can kill. If he really is as insane as I think lies can kill they can kill me. Me for being me me for being the me I want to be me for being me. I will die a martyr I will die myself I will die against him I will die in truth. Sticks and stones may break my bones and words will always prove me strong. MY HAPPY POEM Many days I am so down Yet here is my poem to bring me back up. Hola! Shout to the world how much you care About your friends, your life, you matter to People all around you and they would be sad if you Passed on into death. Yell out defiance to sadness! Pain is but a moment in life Open your heart to your dreams abroad. Empty your heart of hurt from those who Mock you, all that matters is that you believe in yourself. Someday you will find that Hate is only relative Enclosed in those who are insecure Dreams will be fulfilled if you Stay true to your song. Love will fill you to the brim It carries you away from the loneliness. Greet it openly each day! Hold it in your embrace! Tell it how much it means! Ignorance will not capture you Never will it fill you. Take the life you deserve Happiness will come to you Eventually, just hold on tight! Dare to be different Atheism, Marilyn Manson fan, poet, and goth Relive each moment with a memory Kindle fire with a fresh spark! ALL THE CARE IN THE WORLD KILLS No one ever takes the time to know him thats why they are doing this. I care so much about him if only they saw him through my sparkling teary eyes. They think he needs these meds just because he's different unique, if you will. He isn't disabled he is just depressed but in a world with them who wouldn't be? They want to kill stab, decapitate, and shrink his individuality by turning him into one of them. Just because he can think, by himself doesn't mean he is wrong. It is quite the contrary. They are wrong about him and about it all and they don't care. Now he's hurting more than before more than what they wanted to 'fix' they are hurting him more. If only they all knew him as well as I do, then then they would care, no. Then they would want to kill him even more because he is unique and in their bloody lusting eyes he is an abomination, alas, he is not. |
| 28 Jun 2007 | derby | I know a way to kill myself but I dont want to share When you go outside on a 4th of july you'll see its easy and simple and its very cheap the japanese took it, but it seems so american the way I'm going to do it you will figure out in time, the best way to do it Maybe I'm already dead and my sould dont know it I'm going to close my eyes tonight for the last time here I wish I could have someone video tape me and putting it on a website lol |
| 28 Jun 2007 | It is so stupid to try and kill your self i did try and it didnt work but i learnt that there was more to life then to try and kill urself especialy when you are young. | |
| 27 Jun 2007 | The Princess | I've wanted to kill myself for the past 5 years...and everytime i got to breaking point there was always someone there to stop me...or I'd try and get stopped. The most recent one was i tried to OD on painkillers...but my parents found me and rushed me to the hospital...now i am in intensive therapy...i see a therapist every day...but trust me...my life is done...i can't live here anymore...but good ways to kill yourself this is the method i will use next "shooting yourself" almost guaranteed death... |
| 27 Jun 2007 | To stop thinking. (Got this from "I think; therefore I am.) | |
| 26 Jun 2007 | jimmy davies | The quickest way to wanna kill yaself is a broken heart. da quickest suicide is to rip it out and show it to the person hu broke it. |
| 26 Jun 2007 | Secret | i have tried, but have never succeeded, either some one has stopped me, or thought about the one i love, and what will happen to him, well i have been thinking lately and i relized i will never see the one i truely love ever again,and thebest way i thought of to commit suicide is to, take some pills and slit your wrist and than jump off of you roof...over dosege of drugs, medical abuse? well any one got a better way to do it? if i actually had a reason to live i wouldn't be thinking of death so damn much. |
| 26 Jun 2007 | The Bitter End. | Warped Soul - Let's take a minute to dissect that explosion of creative genius you just posted: 1) well maybe when u find my body they'll say that was an accident. 2) whats even better is since you sleep so soundly i am going to put your finger on the trigger and make you pull the trigger. you will wake immeadiately to see red mist splattered on your forearm and fist and a nice little cloud disapating. you will see what you have done. He's not so much going to "find" your body as wake up with morning wood knowing that he's rid of you. 3) then they will find the note i mailed today already. the fucking note reads: did i finnally make you happy dad? i did what you said would be doing the whole world a favor. i didnt want to do it but i wanted to make you happy daddy. at least this way i wont feel it if you beat me anymore. 4) and i already called the cops and said help me my dad is gonna shoot me. I think the note may negate the whole 'murder' scenario you've so artfully set up. Finally, an overall amendment: A suicide kit is a mother's womb, with a little dash of sea-m/s-on salt. Little bundle of joy gets to live in Hell. Thanks mom, thanks dad. Yeah right, you wanted to fuck. I'm an accident, right? Well maybe when you find my body they'll say that was an accident. Then they will find the note I mailed today. The fucking note reads; I'm sorry mom and dad that you've been burdened with me. I wish I could have realised sooner that every child is a disappointment to their parents, instead of wasting my time idly plotting your downfall online. What I've done is a supreme act of stupidity you see, as I realise now that my plan to have you shoot me yourself isn't so much a stroke of genius as a really, really ridiculously funny way to misfire and shoot myself in the shoulder. As you read this I'll be laying in a hospital bed with nurses grinning about me as they walk away. End of note. You see kids, this is the kind of idiocy you're going to encounter your entire life. Stay in school. |
| 25 Jun 2007 | Jona | jump off a bridge |
| 25 Jun 2007 | Backstabbed and hurt | thanks dead inside for trying to help and seeing if i wanna talk. right now i think its best if i just follow through with killing myself and seriously i think its the best i can ever do, i dont think anyone can help me, i cant trust anyone as it seems, no one will be there for me, no one will ever really care enough that i can give my heart again, its been torn in two many times and i just want to lay down and die. |
| 24 Jun 2007 | ari | pills... shoot... anything... |
| 24 Jun 2007 | Peter | Most likely whatever way you kill yourself will echo through your mind as you die sort of like a dream. This is the electrical signals in your mind slowly fading out. If you kill yourself in a way that takes a long time, that pain might be harder to bear in those dreamy last moments. If you can make sure you're alone so no one can find you and pump your stomach, try overdosing on sleeping pills. Jumping off a very tall building is another good one although there is one instant of shock. Make sure your mind is prepared and that you really want to do it. I'm 22 and I still wish I'd killed myself when I was 14, or earlier. If you know that you want to kill yourself so young, good for you. People say life gets better, but it doesn't. There's just more responsibilities. If you have an unhappy childhood, life isn't going to magically be easier for you. You're not going to win the lottery. Your best hope is to have children, work your whole life and die slightly richer than your parents after indulging in the fantasy life that movies and books and games provide. If this doesn't sound like you, don't bother with it. I still have a silly dream I want to fulfill but if you don't have something pulling you forward, there really isn't any reason to live. People ultimately serve themselves. There is no "true love", that's what sell's disney movies. If there is a god, its an all encompassing force and not something that cares whether thousands die in wars or you kill yourself because you're sick of it all. People tell you not to kill yourself because it makes them feel good inside, it makes them feel like they contributed to someone else's life. Its ultimately selfish. True happiness comes from within. It has nothing to do with anything or anyone outside of you. It can never be lost or gained. If you can be happy at the instant of your suicide, as your falling off to sleep or falling off that building, then what's the difference between that and toiling for years and years and dying in bed in happiness? Be happy wherever you are and if you don't feel like going through all the hassle, take the short cut of suicide. |
| 23 Jun 2007 | dead inside. | fancy that, so am i. |
| 22 Jun 2007 | Life Is Over | I will be gone tomorrow at 12 noon. I will be killing myself to end the misery I have encountered on a daily basis. Im done with this shit called life. Where is Kim and people like her when u need them??? |
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