| Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form. |
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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans? |
| 14 Feb 2008 | la tua cantante. | Do I have to spell it out for you or scream it in your face. Oh the chemistry between us could destroy this place. Do I have to spell it out for you or whisper in your ear. Oh just stop right there I think that we've got something here. |
| 05 Feb 2008 | Niki | Don't. If you are 13 or younger the only reason you feel alone is because everyone else is conforming to social norms and you are smart enough to realize there is more to life. Don't conform and look beyond your circle of friends, there is more out there. |
| 05 Feb 2008 | i have no sympathy | this makes me laugh. the title said "what is the best way to kill youreself when youre under 13" look guys, im 16 ok. yeah life is shitty at times, and sometimes i just want to end it all, but there is always soemthing thats pulling me back. and you have it too. the reason you havent pull the damn trigger is cause there's something behind your back thats gnawing on you. yeah i complain about my life soemtimes, i talk it out and you know what, it made me feel a shit load better. even it doesnt take away all of my hurtful feelings, it took away some. life is always changing guys, so dont be stupid. i have to say that im blessed. i have friends that cares for me and my mom whose always been there for me. but that doesnt mean that i dont have an abusive dad. so in short. i'll answer the question. whats the best way to kill yourself, is to torture yourself to death by depression. i mean, if you kick depression off of your mind, you wouldnt be depress. but you know what, if you think that life is that worthless, dont blow yourself up. thats too quick. let that damn depression eat you alive. let it gnaw on you until one day, you fall down dead cause your body and mind cant take it anymore. best way to die, i garentee it. besides, youre under 13 anyway right? what does it matter? right? i mean if you want to die as a virgin, go ahead. if you want to die without experiencing anything, go ahead. because you know what, if you die under the age of 13, ppl wont rmr you as, "oh that boy did...." nah fool, they'll rmr you as this. "that boy was a loser ass, thats y he killed himsefl cause he cant be a man." you might be a girl, but w/e the case may be, only losers and quitters give up. if you do, thats your prob. dont ask ppl stupid shit about suicide. im suicidal and im dealing with it and never in my life i asked ppl for help cause of it. so man up and just tell yourself. the world will pay one day, its just not today and walk it off! its not hard, you just got to be cruel and black hearted, like me. life is so much easier that way, trust me. if not then die the way i explained it, from depression. best way man, best way. |
| 03 Feb 2008 | dead inside. | I lost a piece of me in you; I think I left it in your arms. I forget the reasons I got scared, But remember that I cared quite a lot. You see but lately I've been on my own. Yeah one, but one by choice. You see, thats a first for me, There's only me, yeah theres only me, And now I realize for once, It's just me. It's just me. It's just me, And I'll find a way to make it, There's noone left to stop me. Here I go. Can we take it from the top? So why so long? So sad, I wanna be strong. Don't try to take this from me. I'm already spent living half my life undone So why so long? So sad, I wanna be strong. Don't try to take this from me. I've already spent my life living half undone. I've been talking to my aunts and uncles, mom and dad again. I've been finding out that I have what this world calls friends. I've tried to push them all away, They push me back and wanna stay And that's one good thing I have. I'm gonna feel a peace in me, I'm gonna feel at home. I'm gonna make this cloud above me disappear, be gone. I wanna feel a punch inside, my heart beat on the floor. I don't wanna hurt no more. Yeah it's just me. It's just me And i'll find a way to make it. There's noone left to stop me. Here i go, can we take it from the top? So why so long? So sad, I wanna be strong. Don't try to take her from me. I've already spent my life living half undone. So why so long? So sad, i wanna be strong. Don't try to take her from me. I've already spent my life living half undone. I used to be the one who won before. I used to smile but dont no more. I'm living just to watch it all go by. [ its just me -- blue october ] |
| 03 Feb 2008 | dead inside. | I close my eyes and I smile Knowing that everything is alright To the core So close that door Is this happening? My breath is on your hair I'm unaware That you opened the blinds and let the city in God, you held my hand And we stand Just taking in everything. And I knew it from the start So my arms are open wide Your head is on my stomach And we're trying so hard not to fall asleep Here we are On this 18th floor balcony. We're both flying away. So we talked about mom's and dad's About family pasts Just getting to know where we came from Our hearts were on display For all to see I can't believe this is happening to me And I raised my hand as if to show you that I was yours That I was so yours for the taking I'm so yours for the taking That's when I felt the wind pick up I grabbed the rail while choking up These words to say and then you kissed me... I knew it from the start So my arms are open wide Your head is on my stomach And we're trying so hard not to fall asleep Here we are On this 18th floor balcony... We're both flying away. And I'll try to sleep To keep you in my dreams 'til I can bring you home with me I'll try to sleep And when I do I'll keep you in my... dreams I knew it from the start So my arms are open wide Your head is on my stomach And we're trying so hard not to fall asleep So here we are On this 18th floor balcony, yeah I knew it from the start My arms are open wide Your head is on my stomach No, we're not going to sleep Here we are On this 18th floor balcony... we're both.. Flying away |
| 02 Feb 2008 | fuck u all | if it is still raining tomorrow i will be going on another hike 2morw night and be taking a couple bottle corona beer, pills, and a rope (asprin, vocidin, and peret) with me and gunna kill myself while staring at the fucked up world around me while hanging..... |
| 02 Feb 2008 | suffocating under words of sorrow. | Dear Lover, For all the times I hurt you, I'm sorry. For all the times that I'm not there, I'm sorry. For all the distance between us, I'm sorry. For all the times I didn't say the right thing, I'm sorry. For all the times I made you cry, I'm sorry. For all the times I confused you, I'm sorry. For all the times you thought I was hurting you on purpose, I'm sorry. For all the times I said things I shouldn't have, I'm sorry. For all times I caused you pain, I'm sorry. For all the times your got hurt, I'm sorry. I love you. Please understand that. I love you. I love you with every inch of my body, with every atom of my being, with every breath that I take, with every hearbeat, with every thought, I love you I love you I love you. From the depths of my soul, I love you. From the top of my head to the tip of my toes, I love you. I love you with all my heart, with all my soul, with all my being; I love you. I won't leave you. I have never thought of leaving you. I won't hurt you. I have never had any intention to hurt you ever. I won't turn my back to you. I won't use you. I won't belittle you. I won't make you feel bad. Please believe me. Please. I need you so bad. I know life is hard. I know its always been hard. I know that the pain is never gone. I know that your hurting. Let me be there for you please. When your feeling down and nothing makes sense, let me suffer with you. When your good and things are ok, let me enjoy it with you. I won't leave you. Please believe that. Please. I love so much. I love you. I love you. I am so sorry for making you feel that way. I am so sorry. I will never forgive myself for this, but please I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me. I love you so much. The only pain that is unbearable is the one I feel when I know that it is my actions that hurt you...because I said something, or because I can't be there for you right now when you need me. It's unbearable. I will make it up to you, I promise. I love you. I love you so much. Please don't ever doubt that. Please don't ever forget that. Please don't ever think otherwise. I love you so much. I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm not using you. I still need you, I will always need you. I don't take delight in your misery.....it's misery that takes delight in us. I'm sorry that you thought that I was doing that. I'm sorry that my actions made you feel like I was doing that. I'm sorry that I caused you pain. I'm sorry that hurt you so bad. I'm so sorry. I love you so much. I love you. I'm giving you all the I can give you considering the circumstance we are in. Please let it be enough for now. I promise I will make up for all the lost time. I love you so much. I love you. I'm sorry. I love you. I'm sorry. I love you. I'm sorry. I love you isf. I love you. |
| 01 Feb 2008 | Tay | hay lucy i dont under stand i tryed teice to kill my self when i was 12 myy life with mystep dad was hell im now 18 i feel a lot better but the thoughts are coming back even now no one noteses me no one will remember me |
| 31 Jan 2008 | dead inside. | When I see your smile Tears run down my face I can't replace And now that I'm strong I have figured out How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. Seasons are changing And waves are crashing And stars are falling all for us Days grow longer and nights grow shorter I can show you I'll be the one I will never let you fall (let you fall) I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all (through it all) Even if saving you sends me to heaven Cuz you're my, you're my....my true love, my whole heart Please don't throw that away Cuz I'm here for you Please don't walk away and Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay, woah Use me as you will Pull my strings just for a thrill And I know I'll be okay Though my skies are turning gray I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven |
| 31 Jan 2008 | suffocating under words of sorrow. | to "just a shell" I don't take delight in your misery. Did you really believe that I was doing that??? That I was enjoying your misery??? You are so wrong. You have no idea how wrong those statements are. I was so close to death that night...I could taste it, you think I was enjoying it? I'm sorry that I hurt you, I'm sorry that you think those things of me. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm not using you. What could I be using you for??? What am I getting out of making you feel the way you said it here??? Nothing but pain. It hurts that you think that of me like that. I know you were hurting...and in those moments of hurting I was hurt too. I'm sorry that we had to go through that. I really wish I could be perfect for you. I always come up short. I'm sorry I hurt you. I will never forgive myself for this. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I wish I was good for you. I know this post is from that day when things were really bad. But still, that doesn't change the fact that you thought I was purposely hurting you. All I do is love you. Thats all. I've never had ill intentions towards you. I'm sorry that you think that of me. I'm sorry that I'm a bad person. I'm sorry. Please forgive me. Please. I'm sorry for everything. I wish I was good for you. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I love you isf. I'm so sorry. It hurts so much right now knowing that I hurt you so bad. I'm so sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.... I'm sorry. I'm not going to use you. I've never used you. Please don't think that of me. Please. I'm sorry. I need you so bad. You have no idea. No idea at all. I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry..... I'm so sorry. -------------- I swear If I could take your pain and frame it and hang in on my wall, then maybe you would never have to hurt at all. I'm painting pictures in red and blue, a portrait bruised, just like you. |
| 27 Jan 2008 | Luna | The best way to kill yourself would be to put a gun to your head and pull the trigger, but taking a large quantity of pills would be far more convenient, I'm pretty sure anything else would be too painful or inaccessible. I feel for anyone who wants to die, every time i look in the mirror I want to die, but at the moment I have a few things still to live for. |
| 27 Jan 2008 | Khaled | i came here by a search to find the best way to kill myself, not anyone else. and for sure i will never tell anyone (not you dear mouchette, you are fake, but i mean other readers) how to kill thyself, i am not sure why, but if i can convince anyone that life can be better, so i shalt be convinced for my life first (which is not the case). i wonder what is the meaning of life and why shouldn't (or should) i kill my self, but since it is one-way road i should think hard before going. (the first time i thought of suicide i was ~6 years old, now i am 22 and still can't take the final decision), life is getting more and more boring by thinking, i should take a quick decision now |
| 26 Jan 2008 | Paul | I don't know. I've never tried. But what am I supposed to say? Don't kill yourself? Will that even help? I don't want anybody to kill themselves, but I feel powerless in this situation. I just wish there were some magic words I could say so that everything would be alright, but there aren't. Just don't kill yourself. Even if nobody cares about you, I always will. Me, someone you haven't even met. Maybe I'll be the one person who'll miss you when you die. I know it sounds selfish, but stay alive for me! Stay alive for whatever reason you have! But I can't offer all the help. You need to help yourself, too. Heh. Listen to me. I'm no psychologist. Why should you listen to me? I'm nothing. You wouldn't even take my advice anyways would you? What business do I have meddling with your personal problems? Sorry. I'll go now. |
| 26 Jan 2008 | ... | Okay well I'm not under 13 or 14 but I have always wished I was never born. I have committed suicide several times. All failed attempts, obviously =/. I've tryed sleeping pills, I remeber taking like 15 once but they didn't even make me sleepy -.-. Dunno what's wrong there. I cut almost everyday, I have scars everywhere. I was raped a week before my 14th birthday. Everything I have now is getting taken away from me by my parents. -.- And it's sad becauase it's the only thing that makes me happy. =/ I smoke weed everyday. I drink but i hate it =/ I wish everday for an overdose. I take any pills I come in contact with. I don't even know half the shit I take. I just see it, and I take it. I remeber holding a gun, it was the best feeling in the world. So much power. I don't know why I didn't just kill myself then when i had the power too. I guess I was scared if I shot myself then there might eb a chance that I could survive. And I wouldn't wanna survive with my face all fucked up, you know. I never eat. My parents actually force me to eat sometimes =/. Which makes me more depressed cause it feels like they are trying to make me fat. But yea, goodluck with killing yourself, those of you who have are lucky =/ I guess i'm just too much of a pussy to go through with it. |
| 22 Jan 2008 | nobunny | I'm 23, and my life is absolutely not getting any better. My boyfriend doesn't give a shit a bout me, no one comes to visit me, not even him, he's screwing his friend cause he would rather go see her than see me. I have been suicidal since I can remember, my therapist hates me just like everyone else, I know they are not friend, I wasn't askin for any. I think I am gonna overdose on lexapro or somethin cause i haven't been taking it, just savin the pills in a baggy and when there is enough, I will take them all, plus some cold med on top of it. So, fuck everyone! |
| 22 Jan 2008 | Chuck | I'm a non-religious, semi-depressed guy who's curious why you might spend time on somthing this retarded. Anywho, I'm sure theres no chance to convince you what you're doing isn't cool, so instead I'll give a shamless plug to my website www.boskoestoys.com. There you will not find crafty ways to snuff yourself out, but you will find some kick ass action figures. Collecting our action figures will give you a purpose, and goals, and fill your head with more positive stuff. ps. Things I hate: Pro wrestling Sports Extream Sports Fast cars Fast drivers South park humor Jackass humor Emo people People who dance Street Gangs Rap music Things I love: Expesive food Wizrds, elves, trolls, unicorns white freakin' tigers comic books, B horror movies, Guitars, amps, microphones, wires, radios, ice cream, soda, making stuff from junk, pencils, paper, ink, paint, clay, and dragons |
| 21 Jan 2008 | just a shell | i think sometimes u delight in my misery. only nice enough to keep me around. oh i hope u need me still. its been like this so long it dosent seem right if im not being used. |
| 21 Jan 2008 | Jeanne | you should all be ashamed of yourselves. Your ignorance and insensitivity is endemic of your age and lack of judgement. I can't believe that you think this is either funny or instructive to anyone. Get some help, keep your idiocy to yourselves and quit blaming all around for youe lack of personal insight. Stay off the internet, turn off the TV and read a book. It will surely improve your tiny little minds and can't hurt with your grammer and spelling either. In other words GROW UP and quit blaming others for your self made miserable existance. Again, you should feel great shame at what you are writing. I pity the world you will someday be in charge of. |
| 21 Jan 2008 | G | I'm in search of a good way myself, so far I have ruled out many options I thought were great, such as pills overdose, slashing wrists (even in a warm bath), jumping off buildings, etc. All of these have undesirable success rates and less desirable aftereffects. The best way is probably shooting yourself in the head, but even that is not a certain death, not to mention you can't get a gun because you aren't even a teenager yet. Your dad wouldn't happen to have a gun, would he? Unfortunately for me, I am not a US citizen so I am not allowed to buy a gun, but I'm doing more research on this method. I'll let you know when I find something useful. |
| 20 Jan 2008 | vy | non si fa |
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