| Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form. |
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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans? |
| 07 May 2009 | Nicole G. | I am 15 years old and so far i feel as i have no purpose in this world..my mom moved to another country and i never see my father anymore my mother and me never seem to get along ..and last year i met this boy named franco him and i were the best of friends we did absolutly everything together i loved him so much as a brother i trusted him relied on him he helped through the problems me with and my mom ..he saved me from killing myself and from cutting my veins until one day i got my boyfriend and it turns out that franco liked me alot..and he got really mad with me and stopped talking to me and he said horrible things about me..the only reason he was around me was because he "loved" me and not because he really was my friend ..i loved him as a brother and his "love" was superficial and skin deep...I will never forget the day i heard him say all those hurting words...i was so confused and he never spoke to me again ever...i felt the hate from everyone i know it all seems stupid and dramatic but i feel it so deeply and i belive that i will never see him again i dont understand why?? why is he like that? why did he leave me?? Everyday i think about him everyday i have to shove all the memories of him into my box..the back of my heart the space leftover ..the piece he took with him...i miss the boy who use to say good moring everyday at school and walk down and talk about our goals in life our pains...he was the one who kept me moving who kept me alive and i dont understand why he had to be so cruel and just pretend as if i didt exist..no one understand the ache inmy heart the sadness pulling on me everyday and yet i have so much more to write but fuck no one gives a shit people are assholes when it comes to your feeling they just dont fucking care. |
| 03 May 2009 | Caessar | What the hell are you doing posting up a blog on how to kill yourself in the age of 13! WTF! Se i am a 13 year old boy. and if i had bad things going through my life, i wouldnt slowly kill myself! i would run away, be orphaned, talk to a close friend and they would take me in. but death? See if i have ever thought of commiting suicide i would of fisrt thought all the great things earth has to offer. all the wonders i would miss. Think to yourself right now on the thing you love the most. now hold it closest to your heart and stick to getting it. and do whatever you can to make it true! But if you want to kill yourself... insted do this. Are you gay? say it to the world. you were already going to ruin your life by killing yourself! pronouncing the truth would make everything better. Bad parents? RUN AWAY. the most fool proof answer. nothing could be worse than abusive parents. Have a fullblown talent? run away to somewher that will take you for the talent. Poor or failure? rent a apartment look for love and work at a friggin mcdonalds. Someone somewhere would want you. there dream is you to be in there lives. take it and grasp it. you only get to live once.But you would be so stupid to kill yourself at 13. your real life hasnt even begun. |
| 01 May 2009 | update please | fucking update this site now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
| 29 Apr 2009 | dunka | the best way to kill yourself is not to..... |
| 29 Apr 2009 | could this be uodated plez! i d like to see my recent submissions before i kill myself tomorrow nite | |
| 28 Apr 2009 | Truth | There lives a thing inside us who read this blog. Its sticky and nasty and will never leave us alone. This thing sleeps. It eats and it breaths. We hate this thing. We love this thing because it sets us free. This thing is gift the world has given us for nothing at all at the cost of everything. This thing is a word that speaks for itself when the lights are off. This thing is a sentence that repeats itself when life knocks at the door. This thing is a paragraph that weeps for us when we only want the floor. This thing is a page in a book that we never bought. This thing is book on a shelf that we will never reach. This thing is a house on a hill with slopes to dark descent. This thing is a planet in a universe that is so cold that we like to say we feel warm. This place is hatred, folly, disdain and dis-respect. This place is the ending, the beginning and the set. This place is vomit and quiet and solace and sweat. This place is power and destitude, fucking and wet. This place is nowhere and somewhere I'd like to be. This person in someone who has the right to be. This person is standing in a crowd of dust. This soul is the truth. Full circle. No lies. This is. This just is. Theuns |
| 26 Apr 2009 | by heartbreak. its the worst way to die because ur no longer happy | |
| 26 Apr 2009 | Phoebe | Take about 100 panadol/asprin With A WHOLE bottle of vodka. slit ur wrists for good measure |
| 25 Apr 2009 | lifes a pain, suicides the game | list narrowed down for dying i say its either gonna be cutting, overdose, or drowning. its the least planning in any of them. drowning, just go out somewhere when no one on the street and tie a rope around ur feet and attach a cinderblock or something then jump over into some water, cutting make some huge a$$ cuts down the wrist, on your thighs, legs, hands and bleed to death, if 2 much comes out at once DONT attempt to go to the hospital, just let it flow, or 3 overdose, take enough pills of some kind (vicodin, percocet generic, oxycontin (painmed), or 40 ibprofins one night and then pray that you wont wake up the next day. thats what my list of suicide ways would be. one shall work if not take a huge overdose, make some cuts down your wrists, and then go jump in a lake, ocean, river, stream somewhere to drown yourself and that way u do a suicide using all 3 methods. brilliant huh? |
| 22 Apr 2009 | entry 420 | Chinese children, automatically, your imagination can perceive this. Thats a fact! But if you can invent so easily, why can't you channel this? Start your brain up people! your vocabulary must expand, you color scheme must change, your concept of life has to step back. You have to tear through the archives of your mind ripping up and coulaging everything, smearing paint like some post Warhol pissant. it's the 20 ist century people are chilled out on prescription drugs, what you did doesn't matter to them. Unless you can sell it, being cools not that hard, you just have to be a lucky good looking asshole who likes to take advantage of people with his slightly intelligent schemes. Truely though, we give away love like it's buying a new pair of underwear, smehhhh, your actions don't matter in the artistic realm, as long as you are always swift confident, and different. always under estimate your actions, if it kills you, fiend of the energy, bite down hard on this and all realization that may crumble your drift from the real realm on. I write this to you after a five day pot smoking and valley dwelling, jam sesh, which is starting to become routine. I even rolled a great joint tonight after watching 2 hours of discovery channel, before witch i got high and jammed, playing this beautiful somewhere over the rainbow cover with this interesting eighteen year old girl who lives down the street from me. now im listening to this nice forest music. It makes my sentence a frost and my brain a shotgun for ambition. |
| 21 Apr 2009 | zane | http://www.alexa.com/siteinfo/www.mouchette.org%2F says mouchette.org has been 02-May-1999 Online Since technically, if thats correct, mouchette isn't almost 13 at the present she would be presently, almost 23 |
| 16 Apr 2009 | alexandra | um i dont think killing urself is gonna help becuase if u kill urself ull go straight 2 hell.&hell iz wayy worser than ur lyfe or iz iht???? i cnt i cant compare iht i never been 2 hell haha and hopefully i nevr do.although my life is pretty shitey i hate iht iam madd confused ugh... fuck iht! i kn0 how u pplz feel! trust me i juz wanna get the hell out and neva come baqk! but i cant ugh... but datz juz how life iz i guess wat yew gys can do iz smoke sum weed and try 2 relax datz wat iam about 2 do |
| 13 Apr 2009 | Gil | When they take all the fun away from you while being a child. when you're abused you're already dead |
| 13 Apr 2009 | vint | sit in a bathroom take a shower and look out the window dont open the door to let your cat in, dont make any noise |
| 12 Apr 2009 | ??? | i am a 12 year old boy i am gay and i dont no wat to do my parnts spilt up and i live with me mum and i smoke i could never get over my mum and dad spilting up i am trying to kill myselve by smoking |
| 08 Apr 2009 | bisous | goodbye my love |
| 07 Apr 2009 | jenni ash | How can anyone actually come to this website and tell someone how to kill themselves? They would know how by experience.. therefore they are dead so your just out of luck |
| 04 Apr 2009 | dead inside. | Mouchette, don't post my stuff if you don't want to. I can't seem to understand why your not posting my stuff, I don't think I've ever harmed you. I just want Kim to know that I'm okay, and that I miss her too. So please post this. Kim, I miss you too, and I'm okay. Give me your email and we'll keep in touch. Miss you tons. |
| 03 Apr 2009 | zane | remmber mouchette means little fly in french,she thinks this is a game. thank kurbion post,was posted awhile ago. http://www.textiles.com/fun/suicide.txt has practicial methods on there. my junkies arm is kaning...;( theroticaly im already dead,i failed school. few months back,a close friend was close to dying,was really upset,thought she was really gonna die,cancer,might be the only time i've seriously bawled my eyes out,i was ready to do it,would of done it in a heart beat if she died...;( she pulled thru,so im lucky. i would of taken a car for a high speed joy ride,into the side of a toll wall. high speed car crashes,you clock 220,your chances of death are high. even 150 with a quick halt,your dead by the time you go thru the dashboard. speed on a video game,see how far you get,the way the car reacts in a game,is non realistic,its not like that in real life,handling has a late response compared to a game. |
| 02 Apr 2009 | pls mouchette post my messeges i want to reconet with my people... DEAD INSIDE i stil remember u n i miss u too.. thxz mouchette..till next time.. |
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