Date	Name/email Nom/email	What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
13 May 2009	entry three	So, I decided today when I walked out into my dirty forest like backyard to smoke a cigarette, that it would be to mind boggling to put on a pair of shoes. I instead walked out in my socks. After which, they were covered in filth, so I took them off when I came back inside. I walked over to the dirty clothes hamper( a broken bage basket ) and then immediately turned around and got ready to throw them in the trash. Suddenly though I stopped my self, I had no idea what I was doing. I couldn't abide to a simple predetermined function. What's weird is I was doing basically the same thing, except the end result was different. Anyways I managed to stop myself and put them in the hamper. Things like this keep happening to me lately. I'll finish a sticky drink and go to wash it out and somehow end up in the bathroom rather then the kitchen. I'm loosing my basic brain functions. -I don't know if I care, I don't know if I care about anythings. I can't think enough to remember names, yet the other day I sat and wrote something I was proud of, a story. Then I edited it with pure concentration, something I rarely have . It's one thing to have logic to justify something you believe in, but it's another to find apathy in perfection. I'm understanding the greater scale of all my actions. I'm perfectly diagraming and understanding my mistakes, my reasoning, my problem, and what I need to do to correct myself. Still, all I do is think about them, I don't take action, nor want to. It's not that I don't care, because I know I care. I'm just not sure what I care about and weather I can achieve anything within the confines of this life. I want to have flawless arguments that can be conveyed by facial gestures. I don't want to conform myself to any social structure yet I want the security It brings. All day I sit and I think about things, not stupid poetic notions either. I sit and I think about realism my life and what I need to do to appear successful. Im lost in thoughts about what I should be doing as I do it. Im in love with typical intellectual rebellion, I'm in love with her. I don't know what love is, I don't truly know who she is anymore. All is fair in love and war but my world is too mundane for anything that exciting. Life or death, it's better then this/it's the worst thing ever. Welcome to confusion, welcome to isolation.
13 May 2009		how you gonna be a getto thug and live in great britian? queen elezabeth took away all thier straps so now all they got is billy clubs? here is an impersonation of a british gangster: why you talkin rubbish? gon bash your face with me billy club. isnt that silly.
13 May 2009	douchecake	hey kids life suck and you need fun? try glueing small frequently used objects to large objects that dont move. example: tv remote. coffe cup of a teacher or co-worker. just use you imagination. just inconbvienience them. it will make you laugh. did i mention i am going to hell?
13 May 2009	Kuborion	Y'know, this Enzyme person does make sense. Read that post of his carefully. Or hers, of course.
13 May 2009	rndy	drink the potassium but i dunno how to get those things
12 May 2009	Sam	Hang your self. When your 13 it's not easy to get ur hands on things that will do the job painlessly. I have gone through tough times with drugs like marijauna cigarette and alcohol addiction and I am only 13. I am also doing bad in school which is putting stress on me and my family. These depressing events cause me suicidal thoughts and attemtps.
12 May 2009	Bobbin	Enzyme - did u ever play grim fandango? its just u mentioned petrified forest and being the grim fandango nerd i am, i just thought that... well nevermind. i just got excited and decided to post something completely irelevant on a suicide website. Oh dear.
11 May 2009	wat mater	Dig a deep hole put all the dirt on a cover tye four holes to the corners then host it up note: make shur 2 have nough rope to reach bottom or wont work then find gun lift cover filled whith diert to top of tree or w/e then lay at bottem holding rope then shot self ur hand i'll let go and diert will fall in the hole berring u ta-da
11 May 2009		meet a amazing guy then find out he replaced you. it will kill u!
07 May 2009	Nicole G.	I am 15 years old and so far i feel as i have no purpose in this world..my mom moved to another country and i never see my father anymore my mother and me never seem to get along ..and last year i met this boy named franco him and i were the best of friends we did absolutly everything together i loved him so much as a brother i trusted him relied on him he helped through the problems me with and my mom ..he saved me from killing myself and from cutting my veins until one day i got my boyfriend and it turns out that franco liked me alot..and he got really mad with me and stopped talking to me and he said horrible things about me..the only reason he was around me was because he "loved" me and not because he really was my friend ..i loved him as a brother and his "love" was superficial and skin deep...I will never forget the day i heard him say all those hurting words...i was so confused and he never spoke to me again ever...i felt the hate from everyone i know it all seems stupid and dramatic but i feel it so deeply and i belive that i will never see him again i dont understand why?? why is he like that? why did he leave me?? Everyday i think about him everyday i have to shove all the memories of him into my box..the back of my heart the space leftover ..the piece he took with him...i miss the boy who use to say good moring everyday at school and walk down and talk about our goals in life our pains...he was the one who kept me moving who kept me alive and i dont understand why he had to be so cruel and just pretend as if i didt exist..no one understand the ache inmy heart the sadness pulling on me everyday and yet i have so much more to write but fuck no one gives a shit people are assholes when it comes to your feeling they just dont fucking care.
03 May 2009	Caessar	What the hell are you doing posting up a blog on how to kill yourself in the age of 13! WTF! Se i am a 13 year old boy. and if i had bad things going through my life, i wouldnt slowly kill myself! i would run away, be orphaned, talk to a close friend and they would take me in. but death? See if i have ever thought of commiting suicide i would of fisrt thought all the great things earth has to offer. all the wonders i would miss. Think to yourself right now on the thing you love the most. now hold it closest to your heart and stick to getting it. and do whatever you can to make it true! But if you want to kill yourself... insted do this. Are you gay? say it to the world. you were already going to ruin your life by killing yourself! pronouncing the truth would make everything better. Bad parents? RUN AWAY. the most fool proof answer. nothing could be worse than abusive parents. Have a fullblown talent? run away to somewher that will take you for the talent. Poor or failure? rent a apartment look for love and work at a friggin mcdonalds. Someone somewhere would want you. there dream is you to be in there lives. take it and grasp it. you only get to live once.But you would be so stupid to kill yourself at 13. your real life hasnt even begun.
01 May 2009	update please	fucking update this site now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
29 Apr 2009	dunka	the best way to kill yourself is not to.....
29 Apr 2009		could this be uodated plez! i d like to see my recent submissions before i kill myself tomorrow nite
28 Apr 2009	Truth	There lives a thing inside us who read this blog. Its sticky and nasty and will never leave us alone. This thing sleeps. It eats and it breaths. We hate this thing. We love this thing because it sets us free. This thing is gift the world has given us for nothing at all at the cost of everything. This thing is a word that speaks for itself when the lights are off. This thing is a sentence that repeats itself when life knocks at the door. This thing is a paragraph that weeps for us when we only want the floor. This thing is a page in a book that we never bought. This thing is book on a shelf that we will never reach. This thing is a house on a hill with slopes to dark descent. This thing is a planet in a universe that is so cold that we like to say we feel warm. This place is hatred, folly, disdain and dis-respect. This place is the ending, the beginning and the set. This place is vomit and quiet and solace and sweat. This place is power and destitude, fucking and wet. This place is nowhere and somewhere I'd like to be. This person in someone who has the right to be. This person is standing in a crowd of dust. This soul is the truth. Full circle. No lies. This is. This just is. Theuns
26 Apr 2009		by heartbreak. its the worst way to die because ur no longer happy
26 Apr 2009	Phoebe	Take about 100 panadol/asprin With A WHOLE bottle of vodka. slit ur wrists for good measure
25 Apr 2009	lifes a pain, suicides the game	list narrowed down for dying i say its either gonna be cutting, overdose, or drowning. its the least planning in any of them. drowning, just go out somewhere when no one on the street and tie a rope around ur feet and attach a cinderblock or something then jump over into some water, cutting make some huge a$$ cuts down the wrist, on your thighs, legs, hands and bleed to death, if 2 much comes out at once DONT attempt to go to the hospital, just let it flow, or 3 overdose, take enough pills of some kind (vicodin, percocet generic, oxycontin (painmed), or 40 ibprofins one night and then pray that you wont wake up the next day. thats what my list of suicide ways would be. one shall work if not take a huge overdose, make some cuts down your wrists, and then go jump in a lake, ocean, river, stream somewhere to drown yourself and that way u do a suicide using all 3 methods. brilliant huh?
22 Apr 2009	entry 420	Chinese children, automatically, your imagination can perceive this. Thats a fact! But if you can invent so easily, why can't you channel this? Start your brain up people! your vocabulary must expand, you color scheme must change, your concept of life has to step back. You have to tear through the archives of your mind ripping up and coulaging everything, smearing paint like some post Warhol pissant. it's the 20 ist century people are chilled out on prescription drugs, what you did doesn't matter to them. Unless you can sell it, being cools not that hard, you just have to be a lucky good looking asshole who likes to take advantage of people with his slightly intelligent schemes. Truely though, we give away love like it's buying a new pair of underwear, smehhhh, your actions don't matter in the artistic realm, as long as you are always swift confident, and different. always under estimate your actions, if it kills you, fiend of the energy, bite down hard on this and all realization that may crumble your drift from the real realm on. I write this to you after a five day pot smoking and valley dwelling, jam sesh, which is starting to become routine. I even rolled a great joint tonight after watching 2 hours of discovery channel, before witch i got high and jammed, playing this beautiful somewhere over the rainbow cover with this interesting eighteen year old girl who lives down the street from me. now im listening to this nice forest music. It makes my sentence a frost and my brain a shotgun for ambition.
21 Apr 2009	zane	http://www.alexa.com/siteinfo/www.mouchette.org%2F says mouchette.org has been 02-May-1999 Online Since technically, if thats correct, mouchette isn't almost 13 at the present she would be presently, almost 23

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