Date	Name/email Nom/email	What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
03 Feb 2010	Rupa	Plz suggest how to make a suicide appear as a accident.
02 Feb 2010	daphnee	At the age of twelve I made may first attept by which I swallowed a bottle of over-the-counter sleep aid and cold medicine from the medicine chest. I then was place into pyschatric care and on medication. After my parents divorce some years later I began cutting. I have a ladder of scars tattoed on both my arms. I have attempted suicide another six times since. I have over-dosed on heroin and clonipine cocktails three times.
02 Feb 2010	Screwed Up Person	When I was in the third grade, these three guys walked into the classroom and one of them shot themselves in the head with a shotgun. His friend then wrote words on the wall with his blood, then followed his lead. The third guy did the exact same thing...Ever since I saw this, I have been fucked in the head. I can't think straight, I have nightmares all the time, I'm afraid of people...And now because of all the lonliness and depression, I want to kill myself...
02 Feb 2010	shattered.	people get through worse things then this right? some people get sexually abused by their parents and they seem to make it. i've just got to realize that this is it. he doesn't love me anymore, because i am nothing. i never was anything. i was put on this planet to be used and hurt. i am not special. i am not good for anything. i've got to stop dreaming and thinking that everything will work out. because it won't. some people get happy endings, and others don't. i don't get to be a teacher. i don't get to live with him or be held by him or hear his voice forever. he left me. and i deserve the pain because it is all my fault. and i shouldn't be surprised when bad things happen to me, because it should be what i expect, because that is what i deserve. i have to stop caring, and just take it. i am like a piece of toiler paper, to be used and then thrown away. i am nothing. i will never amount to anything. and nothing matters. nothing. nothing at all. nothing will ever matter. you are a zombie and you just exist. and good lord has promised that existence will never last forever. this will end someday. till then i just have to expect that i am nothing. i am nothing. i deserve the worst. good things happen to good people, and i am not among those people. my childhood was bad, my teenage were bad and so far my adult life is bad. i'm losing my soul at 21, but that's okay....HE promised that there is an end. HE promised, and I know that HE keeps his promises.
01 Feb 2010	destroyed.	it hurts so bad. i just want it to stop. please, make it stop. please, please, make it stop. i'm not good for anything now....all i do is cry. it hurts so much inside. i just want to rip my hair out and run razorblades down my skin. i want to scream at him, i want to say "you promised to never put me through this again!!!" i want to know if ive been replaced. i want to know what changed. i want to know why he all of a sudden decided this. i want to know something. anything. its worse not knowing. is it ever going to stop? who ever said time makes things is easier, was out of their minds. time only makes it hurt more. who ever said that love is a good thing, was stupid....love just hurts, and in the end it doesn't even matter. you can love someone so much, that you give them everything you have....but still they find something that is not good about you and they go away. leave you for dead. in shambles. gasping for breath. love is a lie. everything in this world is a lie. and i am wrong. i am all wrong. HE keeps punishing me over and over again. everything i do is wrong. i am wrong, i am all wrong. i lost everything i cared for, all because i was watching fucking vampire diaries and it reminded me of him because the first time i watched it he was on the phone with me, and then i called, and he didnt answer, so i called again. and again. i hate myself. i hate everyhing. there is no one to talk to. there is no where to go. there is just nothing. i wish i was never born. i wish i was never born. there is just pain everywhere. i wish i was never born. i just need him so bad. but he hates me. because i am wrong. all wrong. i wish i was never born. i wish i was never born. i wish i was never born. all i have is this stupid forum where i come and fucking yap about how much it hurts, and im sure everyone just laughs and thinks i'm crazy. you don't know that i've been crying my heart out for the last 2 hours. for the last 4 months. they don't know that i had my bags packed, and then he said it wasn't meant to be. they don't know that i had my whole life planned out with him....and then he left. i just want to be gone. i wish i was never born. thats what he always said to me. it stressed me out. but i held my toungue, i cried alot, but i couldnt help but cry, i'm sorry. i stress him out. i stress him out. he is better off without me. he is better off without me. i am nothing. i am all wrong. i wish i was never born. i wish saying that would make it true. i hate myself.
31 Jan 2010	yezi	find a very hidden, lonely place and bury yourself. That way you just fade away
31 Jan 2010	alisa	daddysgun
30 Jan 2010	broken.	i miss you. i'm trying not to think about you, but your always on my mind. everything is always hurting. life is so bleak without your lovely little australian accent, and your silly jokes, and your sweetness. your not that easy to forget. i'm telling myself that your better off without me. less stressed. that not having me in your life is good for you, and i've only ever wanted you to be good. it's so hard though. and it hurts so much. and there's not a moment of peace. i miss you.
30 Jan 2010	lara	Maybe you should find that one thing worth living for to get you through each day...
26 Jan 2010	megan	you can run on to a busy highway, stab yourself, or shoot yourself
26 Jan 2010	N. W. A. Yoo	http://www.cracked.com/article_15658_the-ten-minute-suicide-guide.html by David Wong
25 Jan 2010	Lennie Melvin	I'm going to be dead before tomorrow. I am not going to wake up ever again. I tried desperately to hold on but no one was there. I really really wanted to be happy. I had this dream that I would like to live on a ranch and have a family and marry and all that wonderful stuff... Goodbye everyone, hang on if you can.
24 Jan 2010	jessica	Well, I would say drugging yourself. That's the way I would go. Take a massive amount of different kinds of pills. Maybe alcohol too. Your heart will stop. Maybe you'll convulse and throw up, but it won't be painful or difficult to do like cutting yourself. And if you decide that you don't want to die you can call an ambulance and have your stomach pumped. I would say to wait though. There were plenty of times I wanted to kill myself as a kid, im only 25 now and my life has not been any easy one. When you're young your body goes through changes, this we know. Your brain goes through changes too, your hormones will have you all over the place. It's hard to understand when you're young, I didn't understand it, but you're going to change so much. You'll learn to adapt, react, to figure what's important and what isn't, how to grow and learn from the pain you've felt, more than anything how to cope. There is so much tragedy and ugliness in the world, and you'll see that it's worse than anything you could bear alone. Also, the part of your brain that controls RISKY behavior isn't fully developed until about 22. Why do you think young people are always in trouble? or do things like extreme sports? at that age you still have no fear. With that being said I would say wait until your like, 23. If you still want to kill yourself, then you should. It's your life, it's your right.
24 Jan 2010	Desperate	People always say life is short, make the most of it. But how? Why pretend everything is ok when it isn’t? Why do you have to ask for help, if people would just stop for a minute, they would see it is so plain to see. Forgiveness is the greatest thing. But that takes much courage. I don’t know if I could do that for everything. Everyone. Why can’t you say the truth – that sometimes, there is no one to talk to. Sometimes you don’t even have the words to say the things you want to say. Suicide is the ultimate crime – the ultimate selfishness. But wouldn’t you only ever do it if you were crying out for some help?
23 Jan 2010	relish	in the park. a rope. Hang from a tree.
23 Jan 2010	Melvinator	This is the place between life and death. You can leave via two ways. You can go back to the land of the living. Or you can die. Right now, right here, we aren't alive and we aren't quite dead. We are somewhere inbetween. I think I'm going to miss you.
23 Jan 2010	Lennie Melvin	I feel like you've betrayed me Mouchette.
23 Jan 2010	Hope	Don't do it
22 Jan 2010	O Lovley Castrati	Ho, dear dear Enzyme. My catalyzing agent of red velvet raptures! There seems to be so many words in which a virtual virtuoso can describe the putrid being of a loved little boy as myself. Oh dear protein messiah, have you come to aid my reform to continuation? Have you come to encourage my life to take one last role in this finale of bloated moral decay? How on Earth, thus, am I supposed to continue my soar? My lovely mercury overdosed hatter, are you saying my life is still worth more than the void that is the dull eternity of my soul? My corpse deserves a good place to rest, that is my humiliate thought, but nevermore nevermore… nevermore am I supposed to consume the greens and reds and the blushing blues of this world. Nevermore am I supposed to describe my empty hemispheres to the evenmore nothing that is outside my little room. The horrors I might indulge; though, can my castrato self still hold more grisly visions than reality?
22 Jan 2010	lmelvin	oh mouchette... it's the same everytime. every single fucking time and i just can't take it anymore. i dont want to wake up tomorrow.

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