Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form. |
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Name/email Nom/email |
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans? |
10 Mar 2024 | amo damo | well..when i was 10, i used to smell gasoline and ruined my lungs but yet it made me feel good. but this isn't really a suggestion.. so yea. i guess gasoline.. i still like to smell gasoline since it smells good so.. but my parents took it away from me. i need gasoline. it cures me from depression. |
08 Mar 2024 | Me | Somebody I loved and trusted strangled me until I saw god, years ago. Now I know exactly how I want to go. Even if I do hang myself I bet I’ll still be seen as selfish |
17 Feb 2024 | Niko | someone take me away, I'm in moses lake Washington, my name is kristine casteel, I go to moses lake high-school. I am tired and desperate, I do not deserve this life |
29 Dec 2023 | 日本在住の日本人 | 自分で死のうとしないで家族や学校、児童相談所、仲のいい大人、友達に相談してもう一度自分のことを考えることだと思う。ここにいる人たちに相談してもいいと思う。だから、生きろ!命ほど値段が高くて大切で貴重なものなんてない!あなたを誰かが傷つけようとしているなら助けようとする人も世界にはいる、あなたのことを嫌いな人がいるならあなたのことを好きな人もいる。だから、負けずに生きろ!がんばれ!応援してるよ! |
29 Dec 2023 | Asher | Overdose on pills. Please contact me I am only a child and I am lonely |
15 Dec 2023 | i hope this gets posted | let ur favorite uncle or should i say so-called favorite uncle kill you with his lies and deceit and never caring to follow through with phone calls being on time starting at what used to be 8;00 AM before ur worth and value decreased to nothing and now u mean nothing to him so 800am never happens anymore showing u that u have no reason to live and every reason to die. |
08 Dec 2023 | i have left this earth | i have written the suicide note, have my method , have the date picked out, have the location chosen. the number one reason is HRC and after tonight's BS I am moving the date for my demise up. I will never be good enough and apparently being cheated on is all that I am good for with you among lies after lies that I have not been replaced by some fkn c*nt that is not replacing me yet you claim u gave an ultimatum of 2 weeks (or less) to be out and gone. So I shall now set myself free than continue living in a world full of fake people and utter BS . good bye fake, cruel world |
20 Nov 2023 | Millie | It was never a visit. Even at the start I knew it was there to stay. Sometimes I wonder what i would be like if that suffering wasnt there what would I be like? We are trapped and that is the awful sad confronting reality we all have to deal with. I don't want to deal with it. I dont want to dream and wake up crying. I dont want to cry because i cannot look at myself in the mirror. I don't kno want to wake up everyday and be attacked by something that is keeping me alive! brain why are you doing that? Why! Just leave me alone please leave me alone!!! but we cannot and it never will because it is a part of us. And from a young age my brain started rotting from the inside. Rotting from the beatings the words the spite the confusion. I was born rotten and have only gotten more and more rotten as the years pass because rotten people attract rotten people. and rotten plus rotten only equals more rotten. that much I know. |
20 Nov 2023 | millie | Dear Mouchette, I dont think you are even there, But its is calming for me to message you. Last night we had family therapy. My family and me. You see, my mum isnt normal. she hits us, Drags us kicks us out. SHe hasnt hurt us in awhile because CPS came. Anyway we had to do family therapy and this stupid bitch women sat there saying we had to talk about all the incidents that happened, And of course my mum said I dont agree that any violence has happened i dont know what your talking about. So the women said. Ok then let me tell you what i have heard, I heard that mum and Millie had an Incident, where mum put her hand over millies mouth and she couldnt breathe. Mum's face changed and she scrunched up her nose. Of course she was mad. I couldnt breath. THis women said all the wrong things! Mum is just going to think i lied. Mum says i dont agree with that. How about millie says what she thinks. I said i dont want to talk about this. We just kept going back and fourth and then i said i dont want to do this anymore. So she left. After she left mum said its all your fault for telling all these stories i never strangled you! I only put my hand over your mouth to stop you from screaming, I dont think i am able to explain the pain you feel when a parent does something to you then makes the whole family believe you lied about it. I never lied. If dad looked back at the camera logs he could probably see it. Mum was filming me sobbing my eyes out and mimicking me so i called her a bitch so she shoved me and held me to the floor and said if you want me to be a bitch i can. Its not my fault i got upset and had to tell someone. i wanted to die. Its not my fault you hate me. Sometimes i get so suprised when other people say no my parents dont do that. You parents dont call you a rat? wow that is something so shocking. Your parents dont call you a mongrel? Wow what fasnicating news. This is so different. I guess it just hurts because i cannot escape. My mum knows i want to move out shes said no you cannot. She said she will not change herself to fit my needs because i am "sensitive" Oh well mum i guess ill run away. Mouchette instead of how to kill yourself when your under 13? DO you know how to run away when your under 18 and your parents so desperatly want to control you? Does anyone have tips for that? Lots of love millie |
17 Nov 2023 | Nene | Life is beautiful, look around once in a while |
16 Nov 2023 | Elena | It's better not to kill yourself. Why should you kill yourself if you're under 13? You still have a whole life above you. Hope you're gonna feel better and found happiness |
15 Nov 2023 | Millie | mouchette it is me again millie, i have been thinking about suicide again. Its been exactly a year since my last suicide attempt. Isnt that amazing? oh but how. i wished i had died. I want to die but im not quite sure how. DO you know? do you? Mouchette you understand me the way no one else does and i hope you are real and i hope you know how much i love you. |
08 Nov 2023 | website enjoyer | why are there no recent answers is the site broken? the search feature does not work... |
18 Sep 2023 | Popka | How I can help you? |
06 Sep 2023 | Mohnny J (#2) | "...and how we are all preparing for that abrupt waking, and that calling, and that moment we have to say yes, except it will not come so grandly so Biblically but more subtly and intimately in the face of the one you know you have to love so that when we finally step out of the boat toward them, we find everything holds us, and everything confirms our courage, and if you wanted to drown you could, but you don't because finally after all this struggle and all these years you simply don't want to any more you've simply had enough of drowning and you want to live and you want to love and you will walk across any territory and any darkness however fluid and however dangerous to take the one hand you know belongs in yours." |
06 Sep 2023 | mohnny J | A poem I think is relevant. There is a faith in loving fiercely the one who is rightfully yours, especially if you have waited *years* and /especially/ if part of you never believed you could deserve this loved and beckoning hand held out to you this way. I am thinking of faith now and the testaments of loneliness and what we feel we are worthy of in this world. :^) Years ago in the Hebrides, I remember an old man who walked every morning on the grey stones to the shore of baying seals, who would press his hat to his chest in the blustering salt wind and say his prayer to the turbulent Jesus hidden in the water... and I think of the story of the storm and everyone waking and seeing the distant yet familiar figure far across the water calling to them and how we are all preparing for that /abrupt waking,/ and that /calling/, and that moment we have to say yes, except it will not come so grandly so /Biblically/ but more subtly and intimately in the face of the one you know you have to love so that when we finally step out of the boat toward them, we find everything holds us, and everything confirms our courage, and to take the one hand you know belongs in yours. |